Stolen from Eliane. CONSUMING

• Air.

CONTEMPLATING

• Whether I should do my hair or just throw on a beanie...
  • I'm leaning more towards beanie.
• Calling Tony before I leave.
• Cleaning my side of the room before I leave.
• Giving myself a facial.
• Finally working on my business card project.
• Going back to bed.

WEARING

• Black spaghetti strap.
• Favorite white lace bra.
• South Park undies.
• 7 of my kandi bracelets.
• 2 intertwined gummy bracelets.
• A pink chain on my wrist.
• "FREEDOM" motivational bracelet.
• Chocolate cupcake necklace.
• Watermelon-flavored ChapIce.
• Cope Middle School P.E. shorts.

WISHING

• I could get into the bathroom.
• I had clean clothes right now.
• I had a better relationship with Tony.
• I was single (kinda).
• There was more of October left.
• I was skinnier.
• I was happier.

FINISHING

• A quick week.
• Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

FEELING

• Tired.
• Lazy.
• Dirty.
• In pain.
• Sad-ish.
• Lonely.
• Confused.
• Inadequate.
• Ugly.
• Fat.

WATCHING

• Words move from left to right as I type them.

LOOKING FORWARD TO

• Halloween next weekend :D
  • Best day of the year.
• School on monday.
• Going to Daddy's house this weekend.
• Seeing Jarvis in 5th period on monday (for some odd reason...)
• Hopefully, shopping this weekend.
• Getting that drastic haircut I've been wanting.
• Young Chicago Open Mic on Tuesday night.

REFLECTING ON

• Last night's awkward phone conversation with Jabari...
• Yesterday afternoon after poetry club: me & Andy's conversation on the hallway floor next to his locker.
• Andy kissing me on my cheek twice yesterday.
• Tony's absence for going on 3 days.
• Poetry club yesterday.
• The new school year so far.

DREADING

• The arrival of my monthly bane of womanhood.
• Swimming season in November.
• Report card pick-up (kinda...)
• The possibility that I might not be leaving this weekend.

PLANNING ON

• Collecting all my dirty clothes.
• Brushing my teeth.
• Washing my clothes.
• Folding my cover.
• Listening to some music off my playlist.
• Writing new poems.
• Fasting for a while.
• Doing some jumping jacks later.
• Taking a crap.
• Reading Through The Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll.
• Not wearing any makeup this weekend.