Give me something, I can feed with love. Give me reason to follow you down. I really want to, I really love to.

• I'm expecting from people more than they can offer, I have expectations that they can't keep with, people disappoint me.
• I feel lonely but some random relationship will not fix that.
• I have aversion to casual dating, small talk, nice talk, nights out etc.
• I have insecurities about my body.
• I am becoming quick and deep attached to people, so it is not an option to try new relationships every now and then or to have FF.
• I have in my head picture of ideal and perfect person that doesn't exist.
• When I like someone I want to spend a lot of time with them and then I do not have time for myself, consequently I lose myself, I disappear.

• read 52 books -> 24
• watch 366 movies -> 154
• save 4500 -> 500
• reach 58

• Noah Baumbach
• Jim Jarmusch
• Xavier Dolan
• Krzysztof Kieślowski
• Lars von Trier
• Steven Soderbergh
• Pedro Almodóvar
• Tim Burton
• Alejandro González Iñárritu
• Jan Jakub Kolski
• Krzysztof Zanussi

• Ylang ylang
• Lavender
• Orange
• Anise
• Patchouli
• Sandalwood

mixes:

• relax: patchouli, lavender, lemon, bergamot
• good sleep: lavender, patchouli, frankincense
• cold and flu: eucalyptus, lavender, tea tree, bergamot
• four Seasons: patchouli, cloves, orange, mint, lemon, lavender, ylang-ylang
• stress: patchouli, lavender, lemon, bergamot
• headache: rosemary, white grapefruit, mint

• wedding receptions
• night clubs with pop dance music
• church
• doctor's office
• hairdresser
• nail salon
• restaurants with white tablecloths and dressed up waiters
• beach on hot summer day
• opera
• spa

• Food
• Sweets
• Train tickets and car fuel for weekend trips
• Clothes and shoes when the old ones fall apart and need to be exchanged - every year or two years
• Basic makeup products when the previous are finished
• Basic zero waste supplies to make cosmetics, candles and cleaning products
• Simple zero waste supplies for craft projects and DIY
• Electronics when the previous one (phone, laptop, headphones etc.) are completely dead
• Vitamins: D, B12, Probiotics
• Incense sticks, candles and essential oils
• Books (if I can't find them in library), then I resell them.

• Garth Stevenson
• Lambert
• Joep Beving
• Clint Mansel
• Bruno Bavota
• The Unthanks

• arcydzięgiel
• barszcz zwyczajny
• komosa biała
• podagrycznik pospolity
• świerząbek gajowy
• common yarrow - krwawnik
• wrotycz

• color changing leaves
• candles
• 1 November (Day of Souls)
• mist and rain
• layering clothes
• reading mood
• warm bath with tea, candle and book
• nuts
• apples
• smell of forest and trees
• cosy socks and sleepers
• cocoa
• navy sky
• big sweaters
• lack of sun
• walks in beautiful forest

• cocoa
• cosy socks, pyjamas and home clothes
• Christmas
• long warm bathes with essential oil, candle, tea and book
• reading-in-bead evenings
• candles and star lights
• ice skating
• fluffy scarves and shawls
• snowing
• presents

• Impact Label

typewriter:

• Broken 15
• Albertsthal Typewriter
• Carbon Type
• 1942 Report
• Another Typewriter
• Mom's Typewriter
• Traveling Typewriter
• My Underwood
• Typewriter Scribbled
• Old Newspaper Types
• Hammer Keys
• Hartin2
• Harting
• DileniaUPC pogrubione
• DK P.I
• Smash

handwriting:

• Amelie Poulain
• Babel
• Bandyta
• Berlin Calling
• Dead Man
• Everything is Illuminated
• Frida
• Ghost Dog
• Grey's Anatomy
• Juno
• Kontroll
• Once
• Paris Je Taime
• Pi
• Pulp Fiction
• Samotność w sieci
• Shindle'r List
• The Pianist
• Shortbus
• The Boondock Saints
• The Last Mohican

• I was vegetarian since I turned 13 (I'm vegan for 3 years now)
• I'm sugar addict - no matter what I need to eat some sweets every day
• English is my second language - I know it's not perfect, but I'm proud of myself that I can communicate in it
• I was living in 4 cities
• I don't have not even one best friend
• I love films but I don't like cinema - I like to watch them by myself in my own room
• I will never use the same spoon twice, even I put it away only for few seconds
• I'm suffering from arachnophobia, I'm not able to look even on spider's photo (even word "spider" is terrible)
• I was never trying to get driver's licence - I can barely ride a bike so people should be thankful that I don't drive ;)
• nearly all the time I have crush on some ...

• biting my inside chicks
• daydreaming
• listening to others conversations
• making weird noises when bored
• not paying attention to not important, in my opinion, details
• observing or staring at people
• talking to myself at loud
• if I'm right, I have to prove it, I can't just let it go

• Massive Attack - Mezzanine
• Jack Garratt - Phase

• Fred Herzog
• Jan Saudek

• grown up woman(ish)
• demisexual, heterosexual, sapiosexual
• homoromantic
• INFJ
• atheist
• vegan
• humanist
• minimalist
• materialist
• cat person
• social anxiety
• misanthrope
• bookworm
• movie fanatic
• nature lover
• night owl
• arachnophobia
• constant crush on fictional characters

• I will support you and love you unconditionally (if I feel that you love me).
• I desire a deep personal connection. I want to know literally everything about you and I want you to know everything about me.
• I hate surprises. All surprises. I like to be ask first if you want to propose something or if you have some idea for me.
• Always cuddle with me when I wake up.
• Always kiss me goodnight and tell me that you love me.
• I want to spend with you as much time, as it's possible. Even I want to read a book I want to do this with you next to me.
• I hate secrets and lies.
• Sex is very important. It's not only sex for sex, but for feeling close, for bonding, for being connected on all levels.
• You can very easy buy me or cheer me up with something to eat ;)

• Jules Bastien-Lepage
  • Joan of Arc
• Aivazovsky Ivan
  • Storm Over The Black Sea
• Zdzisław Beksiński
• Edward Hopper
  • Nighthawks
  • Automat
• Iman Maleki
• François Gérard - Psyché et l'Amour
• Louis Jean François Lagrenée
  • Mars and Venus, Allegory of Peace
• Carl Spitzweg

• coffee
• books old and new
• soil after rain
• basements
• lavender
• patchouli
• sandal wood
• lake and river water
• forest
• watermelon
• fresh cut wood

• tent
• sleeping-bag
• Wellington boots
• thick socks
• air-bed
• towels
• rainproof jacket
• warm pullover
• scarf
• flip-flops
• dry shampoo
• baby wet wipes
• canisters/bottles with water
• matches
• shorts
• toilet paper
• clothesline and clips
• first aid kit
• anti mosquitoes spray
• long-sleeves shirt and sweatpants or warm pjs

• dark sea
• go away, goodbye
• butterflies
• thumb up
• death
• snowing church
• christmas church
• winter
• autumn rain
• christmas
• moths
• city
• window jump
• smoke
• snowing
• rain
• dead fox
• bambi
• hair
• birds
• tv

• lomography (not any more)
• rain
• sweets
• albatrosses and sea mews
• books, books, books
• clouds
• tea
• incense sticks
• lists (making them, reading them)
• sudoku
• bauble bath
• sound of Russian language
• sound of German language (especially in drama&romantic movies)
• on-line swapping (clothes, books, accessories, craft supplies)
• blogs and magazines with interior design
• trains
• owls
• lacy underwear
• getting things for free (second-hand as w...

• ✔ Dead Can Dance
• Sigur Ros
• ✔ Massive Attack
• Thievery Corporation
• Hiatus

• Always the one who loves and care more.
• My social anxiety.
• Trust issues.
• That I care when someone has wrong assumptions about me.
• Comparing myself to others all the time.
• My laziness.
• Compulsive money spending.
• My first 10 minutes histeria when comes to all sorts of critical situations and unexpected news.
• That I often feel not worthy.
• Overthinking and analyzing everything.
• Getting tired or bored of people very quickly.
• Procrastination.
• Being jealous about ridiculous things.

• Michael Fassbender
• Cillian Murphy
• Kristen Stewart
• Casey Affleck
• Andrej Pejic (before trans)
• August Diehl
• Tom Glynn-Carney
• S.R.

• clean room
• clean bedding
• aromatherapy - essential oil diffuser
• freshly shaven armpits and legs
• walks in nature (here I have only park and river side, would love to have forest and lake near by)
• chill with tea and book
• re-watch favourite YouTube videos
• warm shower (winter), cold shower (summer)

• Ethan Hawke
• Laura Linney
• Patricia Clarkson
• Julianne Moore
• Tom Hardy
• Thure Lindhardt
• Greta Gerwig
• Timothée Chalamet
• Agata Kulesza
• Marcin Dorociński
• Benedict Cumberbatch
• Ellen Page
• Kristen Stewart
• Ryan Gosling
• Rachel McAdams
• Meryl Streep
• Izabela Kuna
• Carey Mulligan
• August Diehl
• Katarzyna Herman
• Cillian Murphy

• Gilmore Girls
• Anne
• Taboo
• London Spy
• Please like me
• Love
• Flea Bag
• Sharp Objects
• Better Things
• Looking
• 13 Reasons Why
• Friday Night Dinners
• One Mississipi
• Skins UK
• Sherlock
• Poirot
• Fargo
• Freaks and Geeks
• Girls
• Search Party
• Atlanta

• good book obviously
• tea or coffee with spices
• bed or bath
• candle
• rain outside or white music
• soft light
• hot water bottle or warm bath
• sweet snack
• pencil
• essential oil diffuser

• 07 zgłoś się
• Alternatywy 4
• Czterdziestolatek
• Dom
• Droga
• Siedem życzeń
• Wojna domowa
• Zmiennicy
• Nikogo nie ma w domu
• Dziewczyna i chłopak
• Szaleństwo Majki Skowron
• Matki, żony i kochanki

• make lists
• carry a notebook and pen everywhere
• try new things
• get away from the computer
• drink tea
• peruse "Inspirations" folders
• go for walk (every day)
• listen to new music
• be open
• surround yourself with creative people
• don't give up
• allow yourself to make mistakes
• practice, practice, practice
• travel
• get feedback
• break the rules
• try new things
• take risks
• do more of what makes you happy
• clean and organize your workspace
• finish your projects

• 65daysofstatic
• Air
• Amon Tobin
• Angela McCluskey
• Antony and the Johnsons
• Arcade Fire
• Architecture in Helsinki
• Archive
• Arctic Monkeys
• Au Revoir Simone
• Beirut
• Bjork
• Bloc Party
• Boards of Canada
• Bobby McFerrin
• Bonobo
• Charlie Parker
• Cibelle
• Clannad
• Coco Rosie
• Cocteau Twins

• knitting
• Russian
• German
• read books in English
• travel by myself
• drive a car
• paint apartament by myself

• physical pain
• spiders
• big dogs
• death in close family
• public humiliation
• to die in awkward circumstances
• being alone for the rest of my life
• get stuck forever where I'm in my life now
• miss someone I can't live without
• lost all my important stuff in fire
• pregnancy and labor

I like style which I named Skandinavian Vintage - white background (walls, furnitures) with flower patterned fabrics, crockery etc. and silver metal (lamps, wire baskets, tins)

living room:

• white walls
• coffee table - white cube on castor
• system of shelves and cases or glass-door cabinet for books
• comfortable couch or longue in saturated colour or floral pattern - or ash grey
• many cushions, throws, blankets etc.
• crystal chandelier
• white furniture
• curtains with floral pattern

hall:

• bench for sitting
• bench with shoe storage
• cabinet for shoes rarely used

I'm not talking about whole idea of listography, I'm focused only on design aspect.

like:

• you can add persons to your favourites without bothering them (you don't have to send them invitation etc.)
• you can read other's persons lists without leaving a mark ;)
• you can a little bit design your main page (background, colours of lists etc.)
• you can choose option "alphabetize" which is very handy when you have 500 items on your list ;)

don't like:

• there's no option "send a message" to contact people - the only way is trough comment section
• no archive in private folder - if you want to put something in archive automatical...

• Ake
• Aleksander
• Ałła
• Andreas
• Angelus
• Anthony
• Anusza
• Arne
• Athanase
• Ava
• Camille
• Caro
• Charlie
• Cimmomin
• Coffie
• Elinke
• Elio
• Elke
• Fernanda
• Freya
• Hanami