• She/her/they/them
• INTJ
• 5w6
• True Neutral
• melancholic
• inquisitive / RLOEI
• Libra ☀︎, Sagittarius ☽, Scorpio ↑
• bookaholic
• agnostic
• overthinker

• books
  • fiction
    • classic
    • mystery
    • fantasy
    • horror
    • magical realism
    • mythology
    • science fiction
  • nonfiction - especially about:
    • neuroscience
    • nutrition
    • anthropology
    • maths
    • psychology
    • astronomy
    • history
    • philosophy

Books

• The Secret History
• The Goldfinch
• The Shadow of the Wind
• Salem's Lot
• Rebecca
• House of Leaves
• Just After Sunset
• Eragon
• The Book Thief
• The Shining
• Carrie
• Bartimeus
• Millennium Trilogy
• Wuthering Heights
• Frankenstein
• The Vampyre: A Tale
• Dracula
• The Haunting of Hill House

Movies

or, how I awkwardly have silly crushes on characters who often die in the end and/or are emotionally unavailable (yes, I know that, being fictional, they don't feel any emotions, I know they don't exist. I'm not insane, my mother had me tested.)

• 2022
  • Connor (Detroit: Become Human videogame) - well, he's not the first android I have a crush on, but sure as hell he's the first cop I have a crush on
  • Tamlin (ACOTAR book series) - at this point, let's just make a Toxic Character Bingo Card, shall we? and be damn sure that the more requirements are matched by a character, the harder I will fall for them
  • Henry Creel / Vecna (Stranger Things) - oh come on. Just once, for a change, can I not fall for the villain? Just wondering how it feels not to be this basic

• Discomfort is okay.
• "Fake it till you make it"
• "Do the scary thing first, and get scared later."
• Be gentle, always. Every one likes to hear what's good about them.
• Mind your own journey.
• Always be rational: you are the master of your mind.
• If it's something you can't control, then it's not allowed to make you feel anxious.
• If it comes, let it. If it goes, let it.
• Remember: we are not afraid of the thing, we are afraid of our the idea of that thing.
• Rest is a reward.
• The ego is the enemy.
• Find yourself and be that.
• Be consistent with who you are.