• She/her/they/them
• INTJ
• 5w6
• True Neutral
• melancholic
• inquisitive / RLOEI
• Libra ☀︎, Sagittarius ☽, Scorpio ↑
• bookaholic
• agnostic
• overthinker

• books
  • fiction
    • classic
    • mystery
    • fantasy
    • horror
    • magical realism
    • mythology
    • science fiction
  • nonfiction - especially about:
    • neuroscience
    • nutrition
    • anthropology
    • maths
    • psychology
    • astronomy
    • history
    • philosophy

or, my awkwardly silly crushes on characters who often die in the end and/or are emotionally unavailable (yes, I know they’re fictional and don’t have feelings, I know they don't exist. I'm not insane, my mother had me tested.)

• 2026
  • John Wick (movies) - atp I think I might have a thing for morally gray yearning fictional men. Maybe? Or it may just be a thing for Keanu Reeves... I mean, who wouldn't?
• 2025
  • Alucard (Hellsing Ultimate) - and I didn't even wait to finish the anime before admitting that his wicked smile is living rent free in my mind
  • Hwang In-ho (Squid Game) - So… this time my crush is basically just about looks. Maybe he seems cold-blooded, maybe a bit enigmatic,...

• Byredo | Blanche
• Frederic Malle | Musc Ravageur
• Frederic Malle | Portrait of a Lady
• Giardini di Toscana | BoraBora
• Givenchy | L'interdit Rouge
• Issey Miyake | L'Eau D'issey
• J. P. Gaultier | Scandal absolu
• J. P. Gaultier | Scandal le parfum
• Kayali | Eden Juicy Apple 01
• Maison Francis Kurkdjian | Oud Satin Mood
• Montale | Pure Gold
• Simone Andreoli | Smoke of Desert
• Van Cleef & Arpels | Bois d'Amande
• Vilhelm Parfumerie | Poets of Berlin

• Discomfort is okay.
• "Fake it till you make it"
• "Do the scary thing first, and get scared later."
• Be gentle, always. Every one likes to hear what's good about them.
• Mind your own journey.
• Always be rational: you are the master of your mind.
• If it's something you can't control, then it's not allowed to make you feel anxious.
• If it comes, let it. If it goes, let it.
• Remember: we are not afraid of the thing, we are afraid of our the idea of that thing.
• Rest is a reward.
• The ego is the enemy.
• Find yourself and be that.
• Be consistent with who you are.