and the first week of November

• ALL OF THE PJO FANART?? I DO NOT EVEN GO HERE (SOB)
• all of the presh babies walking around pier park on hallowe'en!!!!!! oh my GOD THERE WERE SO MANY CUTE KIDS (SCREAMS)
• all of the safe and completed car rides I've taken throughout this time
• anxiety being more or less manageable
• Asa celebrating a birthday and not being a teen anymoreeee!!!
• being well enough to job hunt, even though it hasn't brought about anything
• browsing around in BAM for a while
• celebrating 2 months with Jan
• Chloe's sweetness for texting me and checking on me periodically and their INCREDIBLE ART!!!!!!!!!! god
• Claudia celebrating a birthday!
• cleaning out my blog of all the useless shit
• deanna being the babe of my life 24/7/365 and rockin it through all the stress
• discount hallowe'en candy
• discussing things and patching things (somewhat?) up with HB
• drawing hijacks again after a forever hiatus-- one of which got 300 notes?!?!?!!?!?!?
• Emily being alive and surviving despite how hard it is gsjdhjgksdjf
• EVERYONE for being so immediately accommodating to my name change, thank you so much ;; sob
• everyone's kawaii hallowe'en costumes ;;
• everything forever
• filling some fanwork marathon prompts for the frick of it and getting good feedback for it
• getting a really cute 2014 planner
• getting Christmas cards ridiculously early so I can start working on them ridiculously early in an attempt to send them out on time for once
• getting smashed with Shinya at Ugly's and then eating apps at Friday's on hallowe'en night
• going on a spontaneous road trip with shinya up to the smoky mountains
• going to a Huddle House for the first time
• going to seaside for the day with shinya in the really nice weather and seeing all the shops and looking at books and taking photos and having a root beer together and going down to the beach and not caring about anything
• having enough money for food, esp. food that I like and care to eat
• Ink celebrating a birthday and being alive and continuing to VASTLY improve at art at record-breaking speeds gauagsfuhgauf
• Jan looking SO FINE, SO FRESH, all of the time forever always eternally in every instance
• Jan showing me In Bruges
• Jan's gay vampire story sldfalkjdglkglkh
• Kelsey and I chatting periodically
• kitties getting big and being adorable and everything ;w;
• lana del rey's "ride"
• lucy, my incredible baby, for working so hard and being so close to graduation!!
• Maddie celebrating a birthday and being a COMPLETE ANGEL CAKE and offering to build me a bear to cuddle at build-a-bear ;; SWEET and for being so fucking cute as a person wow what a cute
• making a dent in the enormous debt that I owe
• MICH MAKING THAT ADORABLE POST ABOUT MISSING ME. YOU BIG SWEETIE IM GONNA KISS U WHEN WE MEET. YOU'RE PERFECT
• my car being okay after all even though several of the maintenance lights came on at random
• my hair getting longer and longer all the time, yesssss
• my weight stabilizing at 210 lbs
• not becoming obsessed with playing candy crush saga, thank u lord
• not hating how I look in all of the pictures we took
• not hating my body anymore for the most part
• Olivia's killer colouring skillzzzzz dang ;;
• ONION BAGELS, dang them things are good
• Orlando and I chatting periodically
• participating in zexallowe'en, it was so much fun and I got so many asks, I was surprised!! it was amazingggg
• polararts. god dang their art just. please
• Reba and I sort-of reconnecting after a while of friendship intermission
• seeing live elk in the wild!
• seeing the mountains, rivers, streams, foliage changing colour, everything ever
• severe depression being gone, minor depression being mostly gone
• Shea for working so so so so so hard and almost graduating!! YOU'RE ALMOST THERE LOVELY, YOU CAN DO IT!! I BELIEVE IN YOUUU oh my god I wish I could go to your graduation I would rip a vocal cord hollering
• SHEA'S GORGEOUS FACE AND BEING, JESUS CHRIST
• shinya being supportive to me always and leaving the house with me when I got really uncomfortable one night and couldn't stand to be in the house
• shinya looking SO CUTE in my blue wig holy frick
• slowly getting obsessed with coffee, it's a good thing
• starting to form a better relationship with Jim!!! what a perfect baby angel
• staying in a really decent hotel while we were in NC
• strawberry banana greek yogurt
• talking with Rebecca more lately, god I love that woman
• thayo. thayo's art. it is my favourite. it is so fucking cute.
• the amazing space tervis cup that shinya bought me ;_____; it's so cute
• Tori for being a sweet baby all the time
• trolling in forever21 with shinya
• visiting a Ben & Jerry's shop in the flesh!
• visiting Gatlinburg, going to Shoney's and having good food
• walking around pier park in my hella babely hallowe'en outfit