sunshine,

when i met you, i knew it was you; i felt flowers blooming in my heart, butterflies on my stomach and suddenly i was falling for you. when i was lost and had nothing left, you were there to make me feel again; you were the one who could make me happy when i was nothing and i knew you are the one for me, in any reality, in any world, in any dimension. you are the one i'll always cherish and always choose.

when life gets rough, i remember i have you, and i can endure anything. when i hear your voice, anything gets clearer and i feel happy. you make me feel happy with myself and who i am, because i know you'll be there for me no matter what happens. and you're what matters. everytime someone asks me what brings me peace, i can't help but think about you: your eyes, your smile, your self. you're my comfort. you remind me of all the most beautiful things of the world; moons, stormclouds, elephants, a supernova. dandelions, wildflowers, you.

sometimes you make me sad, like when you apologized for your beautiful skin color that i fancy so much. but i know it's not your fault. i also know it's not ur fault when i feel bad because i love u so much but i'll never get to tell u this. i hope u feel as loved as u are. and even the thought of you feeling lonely or underappreciated makes me so angry. i wish i could be there for you all the time. sometimes you make me feel so many things at once i can't even explain. anger, joy, desire, jealousy, affection. you make me feel alive. i get so proud whenever u accomplish something, because you're so important to me that i feel like you're part of my life. u r my person. and you fill me up with the most beautiful emotions of the world. you bring peace to my mind and wake up my soul. you light up my life. you fascinate me. i feel the urge to get to know every part of your mind. all your fears, your desires, your insecurities, your dreams. you are the sun of my world and the fire of my life. and everyday i hope i get to burn on you, to burst into your flames and feel you. you are all of my hopes and dreams and needs. you are a combination of all the stars i see when i close my eyes. you are perfect for me.

once in a while i get myself caught up in the feeling that i don't want to live in a world where you don't exist. it wouldn't make sense. you're all i can think about. you're always in my dreams, and i wake up with a big smile and a warmth in my heart. and life gets better. i am so grateful that i get to feel all these incredible things for you. loving you is the most amazing journey i could ever have. thank you. thank you for making me experience a whole new world of feelings. thank you for showing me that i can be happy and that i am enough. and thank you, most of all, for making me feel loved and important. to make me feel like i'm part of something, like i belong.

i love you. you are my everything. you are my purpose, my sun, my favorite star, my light. my everlasting, longing, ultimate love.

yours sincerely, isabela.