things that happened this year (good & bad)

• problem with my graduation. the company is apparently stealing people's money and we lost $4.000 because the contract will have to be broken. yay
• started taking antidepressants
• mom managed to get me an "internship" at hospital são donato during carnival. it was so amazing and i loved it so much. got to do many new things there & i'm very grateful to her for it
• mom & dad were 2 of the organizers for this year's "encontro do maçom" that was in criciúma. dad was chosen to be the venerable master at the magnum session & the whole event was a success. i'm so proud of my family.
• it's not that big of a deal, but i hooked up with this boy ("hugs") from university and we've been talking for over 2 months already. i don't know if anything's gonna come out of this, but it's been quite fun. and it was cool bc on my 1st day of college, he went to my class to introduce some uni stuff and has been my crush ever since lol i thought he was way out of my league
• started having 12h shifts in the obstetric center at HNSC and helped birth many babies and sutured women's bellies in cesarean sections
• felt so happy with my friends from internato because we really get allong
• had an afternoon with ana clara, tamar & giovana just to eat junk food, watch the hunger games and gossip. it was so fun
• finally presented my thesis (TCC) and got the maximum score!! the teachers complimented me so much that i got emotional. mom, bro, ceretta, grandma (+ her friend), carou, malu a, larissa and a few other friends came to watch me <3 dad couldn't come because he had to work & it made me really sad bc i wanted him to be a part of this moment, but i know that he was also sad about it and it wasn't his choice to not be there.
• felt humiliated by stupid ass teachers and angered at the reality that med students have to go through, in such a toxic place where people love to spit on us and treat us like garbage.
• made plans with my internato friends to watch the percy jackson series together when it comes out, because they also read the books and are excited for it. 2 episodes will be released on december 20nd