the thing i love about listography is i'm making it like a mini journal. and i guess because i'm finding comfort in typing stuff than actually writing it. (but good i guess, because it means less use of paper for me, and more trees to hopefully save) i don't know why i'm feeling sappy at the moment. i have a new job. which means i can pay off bills and get myself to school. i'm almost almost over college. i have a good set of friends and support system. i have a new kitten that i treat as my child. i love her to death and i can't wait to give her the best life she deserves to have. but why am i sad lmao. maybe because i'm listening to sad songs lately? is it the dread of the unknown once again creeping in to me? is it the effect of birth control again? am i having stress? sometimes finding out the root cause can give you such exhaustion that you just stare into space thinking of nothing and everything at the same time.