I wanted to know who I was in your world and what I meant to you, but you couldn’t give me an answer. The sad thing is that if you had asked me the same question- I would have known what to say... I really can’t explain it, but I like you without trying. I love the things you say and how you never fail to make me smile. By the end of the night, you’re always on my mind. You’re not just my world, but my galaxy and my sky. You are the blood under my skin, my bones, and the pulsing in my heart and the tears in my eyes. In this chaotic world, you make my mind even more chaotic. Sometimes, I think I am going insane. I wake up and convince myself you are not real. It seems like you’re just a figment of my imagination. You drown my mind. You suffocate me, but I can’t breathe without you. Whenever I’m with you, it’s like no one else exists. It’s just us. There’s not a care in the world. I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I was just looking for someone to leave me breathless and I found it in you and I don’t want to miss you anymore. With every moment we share I become more certain that in you I’ve found something I have been looking for, for a very long time. I don’t know what the future holds, but I do know how happy I feel when I’m with you. And from this day forward, that’s more than enough. I need you more than anyone else on this entire planet could possibly ever need you. I need you to take care of me, to put up with me, and most of all, I need you to love me, because I love you. I promised I wouldn’t run. I promised I would love you, even when I hate you. I just want to fall in love with you over and over again, and maybe at some point we’ll get tired of each other, but until then I want you- just you and only you. I want you to fight for me. I want you to say there is no one else you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. Sometimes, during the night, I can’t sleep and it’s all because my mind is consumed with the thought of how much easier it would be if you were by my side. And you have no idea what it’s like to be hours away from the only thing that makes you want to wake up in the morning. I love you, a lot. But that doesn’t mean I’m happy about you not being here. And it doesn’t mean I don’t miss you like hell. Remember that. Even though neither of us knows what the future holds- I know one thing for sure- you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.