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• down bad
  • tell me i was the chosen one / show me that this world is bigger than us / then sent me back where i came from
  • for a moment i knew cosmic love
• florida
  • little did you know / your home's really only a town / youre just a guest in
  • barricaded in the bathroom with a bottle of wine / well me and my ghosts we had a hell of a time / yes i'm haunted but i'm feeling just fine
• so long, london
  • and you say i abandoned the ship / but i was going down with it / my white knuckle dying grip / holding tight to your quiet resentment
  • just how low did you think i'd go? / before i'd self-implode / before i'd have to go be free
  • you sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days
  • and i'm just getting color back into my face / i'm just mad as hell cause i loved this place / for so long, longon
• the black dog
  • and it hits me / i just don't understand... / how you don't miss me
  • but she's too young to know this song / that was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming
  • old habits die screaming.
  • was it hazing? / for a cruel fraternity i pledged / and i still mean it / old habits die screaming
  • were you making fun of me with some esoteric joke?
  • now i want to sell my house and set fire to all my clothes / and hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons / even if i die screaming / and i hope you hear it
  • and i hope it's shitty / in the black dog
  • cause tails between your legs you're leaving
• chloe or sam or sophia or marcus
  • if you wanna break my cold, cold heart / just say, 'i loved you the way that you were' / if you wanna tear my world apart / just say you've always wondered
• fortnight
  • all my mornings are mondays / stuck in an endless february
  • and i love you / it's ruining my life
• my boy only breaks his favorite toys
  • oh, here we go again. / the voices in his head / called the rain to end our days of wild
  • rivulets descend my plastic smile
  • i'm queen of sand castles he destroys
• guilty as sin?
  • my boredom's bone deep / this cage was once just fine / am i allowed to cry?
  • i'm seeing visions, am i bad? / or mad? or wise?
  • i keep these longins locked / in lowercase inside a vault
  • they don't know how you've haunted me / so stunningly / i choose you and me / ... religiously
• but daddy i love him
  • growing up precocious sometimes mean not growing up at all