• taking long walks around campus in the rain
• my cute plants
• spotify
• podcasts (invisibilia)
• breakfast in the dining hall
• busy Wednesdays
• the satisfaction of getting red in the face after exercising
• leaving my window open and looking out at the trees

• Sisters*
• Adult World

fingerpicking songs

• angeles - elliot smith
• somebody that i used to know - elliot smith
• shift - grizzly bear x
• sufjan stevens stuff
• bob dylan?

smell:

• sweet berry candles
• freshly baked cookies
• fresh outta the shower

touch:

• velvet
• bellies

sight:

• faces
• detail

sound:

• mama's voice
• dream pop
• video game music

taste:

• whipped cream

• make a surprise package
• make them food/sweets
• tell them what you like about them
• write a letter
• compliment non-looks
• long term project

because communicating is hard!!

• "Say it before you run out of time. Say it before it's too late. Say what you're feeling. Waiting is a mistake."
• "Communicate. Even when it's uncomfortable or uneasy. One of the best ways to heal is simply getting everything out and if you live bitterly, you live a lonely existence."
• "Be brave enough to start a conversation that matters."
• "If you don't let it out, you're going to let it eat you away."
• "Speak the truth even if your voice shakes."
• "Unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways."
• "Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem impor...

• draw a face

• rain
• twinkly lights
• getting things done ahead of time
• giving people thought out gifts
• making breakfast
• crossing things off a list
• taking time to do a task right
• baths
• cuddling
• one-person dance parties
• cats
• the feeling after doing something i was scared to do

• mac and cheese
• breakfast frittata
• potatoes/hashbrowns
• crepes
• homemade pizza
• pretzels!!!

• a mango-shaped space
• lucid
• the bell jar
• slaughter hause 5

• Pulp Fiction
• The Science of Sleep
• Kids

• actually learning biotechnology
• journaling
• food
• water
• laughing
• math section

• eva: striped socks
• mom: infinity scarf
• dad: beanie
• sam:
• rose:

• be less passive
• talk about poop!
• be vulnerable
• share more of yourself
• create the world around you
• look at who you want to be, and start sculpting yourself into that person.don't let life randomly kick you into the adult you don't want to become
• if you don't make the time to create the life you want, you're eventually going to be forced to spend a lot of time dealing with a life you don't want.
• stop acting so small. you are the universe in ecstatic motion - rumi
• girl talk with sisters

• pushy people (physical&emotional)
• condescending
• comparing struggles
• "you're too young for that"

• beach house
• grizzly bear
• sufjan stevens
• mac demarco

• the human body
• trees
• freckles
• water

practice. self. care.

• workout until you're dripping in sweat
• take a shower
• clean your room
• take a bubble bath
• pamper yourself: nails, hair, feet, etc
• wash sheets & make bed
• read a book
• put on a big sweater...or any comfy clothing
• put all of your attention into what you are doing
• learn something new
  • song on guitar
  • recipe
  • language
• prepare a meal for yourself with fruits and veggies
• get out of the house
• make tea

• botany
• child development
• building things (furniture), carpentry?
• coding
• spanish
• italian
• neurology
• geography
• poetry
• songwriting

• laundry
• gas up
• COOK
• register to vote

• 30 rock
• adventure time
• american horror story
• arrested development
• breaking bad
• freaks and geeks
• girls
• lost girl
• mad men
• misfits
• my mad fat diary
• my so-called life
• orange is the new black
• parks and recreation
• pushing daisies
• shameless
• the fosters
• the mindy project
• the office
• twin peaks
• undeclared

• it feels good to take care of responsibilities
• loneliness ebbs and flows
• people are smart and it's unexplainable

• eye contact
• youtube
• death
• cousins
• perfectionism

• beci orpin books - find and keep, home
• love at first stitch book
• old magazines
• journals/sketchbooks/notebooks/stationary
• headphones
• gift card to barnes and noble, f21, etsy
• washi tape
• fabric
• stickers
• projector
• roller skates
• steven universe shirt/stuff
• rifle paper calendar

actually just all of them

• drums
• piano
• guitar legit
• violin...viola?
• bass
• harmonica

• "give out what you most want to come back"
• "be kind to yourself while blooming"
• "Speak your fucking mind."
• "She had not known the weight until she felt the freedom."
• "If you want to know where your heart is, look to where your mind goes when it wanders."
• "Before you 'assume' try this crazy method called 'asking'"
• "The purpose of life, after all, is to live it, to taste, experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience."
• "Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people."
• "For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time lim...

The kind of quotes that guilt you into reaching for your goals...

• "Your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change."
• "Decide you want it more than you're afraid of it."
• "It's never too late to be what you might have been."
• "You can't change what you refuse to confront
• "If you want something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done."

• go see a movie
• walk in the park
• have a picnic
• go out to eat
• bake a new recipe
• go cloud-watching
• jam on an instrument

• get basic barre chords down
• learn how to play with a slide
• music theory??
• write a full song
• record said song
• sing said song to another human

• macaroons
• madelines
• strawberry cheesecake popsicles
• whoopie pies
• ice cream
• donuts