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- the desire to jump out of a moving vehicle and having to lock the door and look away to stop myself from doing so
- wanting to see inside myself, I just can't comprehend how everything fits in there!
- urge to keep driving straight when the road bends and to drive on the wrong side of the road
- to laugh in a very serious situation
- have done this before and it was awful
- urge to run in front of cars or trains - play chicken
- wanting to throw and smash delicate objects
- to take out all my cash from the bank and just hold onto it
may 21 2012 ∞
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