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It's been 21 years since I first got taken off of my home planet. ;D
Hi, I'm Alexandra, but most people call me ...other things.
I was gonna tell you about myself here, but that's kinda what this whole page is about.


i generally type properly.
when i make lists i don't wanna. my lists will vary in capitalization sometimes.

i'm happier than i used to be, but still looking for enlightenme...

alex&ra follows:
Artemis thinking (difficult easy things.)
Jessica Rose Books (Read in 2014)
vera books (books on hold, to finish)
Far Away. television
Grace Baby Names (My Attempt at a Top 10-Girls)

or love.

  • a mango-shaped space wendy mass
  • the adoration of jenna fox mary e. pearson
  • an abundance of katherines john green
  • doctor who: borrowed time naomi alderman
  • elsewhere gabrielle zevin
  • extras scott westerfeld (4)
  • the fault in our stars john green
  • the giver lois lowry
  • harry potter and the chamber of secrets (2)
  • harry potter and the deathly hallows (7)
  • harry potter and the goblet of fire (4)
  • harry potter and the half blood prince (6)
  • harry potter and the order of the phoenix (5)
  • harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban (3)
  • harry potter and the sorcerer's stone (1)
jan 17 2013 ∞
apr 23 2013 +
  • delirium lauren oliver
  • the first days rhiannon frater
  • american on purpose craig ferguson
  • will grayson, will grayson john green & david levithan
  • beyond graham mcnamee
  • midwinterblood marcus sedgwick
  • lockdown alexander gordon smith
  • going bovine libba bray
  • fracture megan miranda
  • starters lissa price
  • solitary alexander gordon smith
  • it's kind of a funny story ned vizzini
  • jars of glass brad barkley & heather hepler
  • doctor who: borrowed time naomi alderman ~
jan 8 2013 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
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remember

  • that you are NEVER alone, and there is ALWAYS someone who cares, even if they don't know you
  • a lot of people love to help and are willing to try
  • animals exist
    • and they're pretty good at cuddling
    • so are some humans
  • there are alternatives to self harm
  • books are good if you need an escape
  • this sadness isn't going to last forever
  • you are loved
  • there are so many beautiful things in the world
oct 27 2012 ∞
jan 12 2013 +

obligatory 'don't ask' (actually, you can, if you want)

  • liquid charcoal
  • 2 fried frog legs
  • sea snail
  • 2 worms
  • $3 in coins
  • sand
  • dirt
  • paper
dec 17 2012 ∞
jan 4 2013 +
  • septum
  • cartilage (ears)
  • second regular (ears)
  • right nostril again
  • left bottom lip
  • chest dermal(where a necklace pendant would land)
  • a couple other dermals
aug 11 2012 ∞
apr 5 2013 +

under construction

  • breaking bad 5.1
  • doctor who 2 episodes behind
  • lost 2.18
  • sherlock caught up
  • six feet under 2.5
  • supernatural caught up
  • the walking dead 3.2
  • warehouse 13 caught up
jul 31 2012 ∞
jun 23 2013 +

inspired by this list.

  • A is for: Aida & Andrew
  • B is for: Bronte & Briar
  • C is for: Chloe & Cade
  • D is for: Dracen & Declan
  • E is for: Emilia & Ezra
  • F is for: & Finn
  • G is for: Grace & Gage
  • H is for: Hana &
  • I is for: Italia & Isaac
  • J is for: Juliette & Josh
  • K is for: Kayleigh &
  • L is for: Lucianna & Levi
  • M is for: Mia & Madden
  • N is for: Nora & Noah
  • O is for: Olivia &
  • P is for: & Peter
  • Q is for: &
  • R is for: Ryenn &
  • S is for: Sofie & Samson
  • T is for: & Trey
may 13 2013 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • a christmas story
  • bridesmaids
  • bruce almighty
  • brave
  • brave little toaster
  • cars
  • crazy, stupid, love
  • dickie roberts: former child star
  • dude, where's my car?
  • enchanted
  • fern gully
  • finding nemo
  • footloose
  • forrest gump
  • halloweentown
  • harriet the spy
  • how to train your dragon
  • i'll be there
  • kung fu panda
  • kung fu panda 2
  • last holiday
may 5 2011 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
  • baby girl
  • cupcake
  • little duck
  • little one
  • pretty baby
  • snuggles
    • snugglebutt
  • spud
  • chuckles
apr 5 2012 ∞
apr 5 2013 +

My body does not make me who I am, so don't judge me for it. I just want it to work again, so I can live a life I can be proud of. So much research...

tidbits:

  • 5' 7 1/4"
  • big in all the right places and a lot of the wrong ones
  • big green eyes, that like to turn bird poo colored occasionally (they're freckled with dark brown and ringed with blue often)

quirks:

  • synesthesia

issues:

  • anxiety disorder
  • attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)
feb 7 2011 ∞
jul 15 2013 +
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  • rainbow with 'believe' on my left wrist
  • the one on that ear over there
  • owl pendant thing from nona turned into a tattoo, maybe with '1922-2004' under it in script on my right wrist
  • heart drawn by my mom on my right forearm near my elbow fold
  • lightning bolt somewhere (harry potter)
  • f holes (violin) on the back of my neck
  • moustache on my left pointer finger
  • kitty nose/mouth/whiskers on my right pointer finger
  • pisces fish with birthday in middle
  • dftba
  • infinity sign
  • anchor
  • 'not everything is this permanent'
  • 13
  • blowing dandelion
  • lavender ribbon
nov 11 2010 ∞
apr 9 2013 +
    • a
  • adam - hebrew; man of the earth
  • adrian - latin; person from hadria (northern italy)
  • alestair - scottish gaelic; protector of men
  • alexander - greek; protector of mankind
  • andrew - greek; brave
    • b
  • benedict - latin; to bless
  • benjamin - hebrew; son of my right hand (hah)
  • blade - celtic; glory
  • briar - greek; strong
    • c
  • cade - english; sturdy
  • caleb - hebrew; courageous
  • chad - celtic; warrior
jan 10 2013 ∞
may 13 2013 +

because i've put it on this list.

  • a
  • brave
  • contaminated man
  • dark shadows
  • e
  • f
  • grandma's boy
  • horsemen, the
  • intruders
  • j
  • k
  • l
  • m
  • n
  • o
  • parental guidance
  • q
  • r
  • senseless
  • this is 40
jan 3 2013 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
  • My goal in life is to make others happy. I just have yet to figure out what kind of career I want to accomplish that (though I have plenty of ideas).
  • I want to stretch my ears a little bit.
  • I want a ton more tattoos.
  • I’m socially anxious and awkward but try my hardest to talk to people anyway.
  • I try really hard and fuck up a lot anyway.
  • I have abandonment issues because... well, I've been abandoned.
  • I can be quite a mess, but I've gotten a lot better at putting myself back together.
  • I'm really emotional & sensitive. It's a blessing & a curse.
  • My heart has been broken a lot so I have trouble truly trusting people. Usually when I start to trust someone, they screw me over.
sep 16 2010 ∞
may 19 2013 +

besides the obvious.

  • the taste of beer.
  • the texture of pineapple
  • cranberry juice
  • milk that's anything but fat free
  • most meats
  • spiders
  • realiTV

when people/people that...

  • say "maybe" a lot when asked yes or no questions
  • tell me to be quiet
  • don't know the difference between your/you're, and to/too
  • are republican/conservative
  • smack their lips while eating
  • are famous for no reason/even though they're talentless
  • think modeling takes talent/is a good idea/is not harmful/are models
dec 8 2012 ∞
mar 7 2013 +

for when you're sad/depressed.

  • Be Good To Yourself - Journey
  • Believe - Journey
  • Don't Stop Believin' - Journey
  • Firework - Katy Perry
  • Fuckin' Perfect - P!nk
  • Gone Too Soon - Simple Plan
  • Hold On - Good Charlotte
  • It Gets Better - various artists
  • It's Alright - Table For One
  • Keep Your Head Up - Andy Grammer
  • Sing To You - Table For One
  • The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
  • This Song Saved My Life - Simple Plan
  • Twenty-Three - MC Lars
  • What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful) - Backstreet Boys
  • You Are Loved (Don't Give Up) - Josh Groban
aug 5 2012 ∞
sep 7 2012 +
  • joshua
  • andrew
  • castiel
  • sam
nov 19 2012 ∞
jan 12 2013 +

as in, products that are called by their popular brand names even though they're not necessarily the same thing. i've been wanting to make this list for a while, but was reminded by this.

  • band-aid - bandage
  • jello - gelatin snack
  • kleenex - tissue
  • midol - period problem pill
  • play doh - well, play dough xD or, dough that you play with
  • purell - hand sanitizer
  • sharpie - permanent marker
  • tupperware - plastic cookware
  • vaseline - petroleum jelly
  • xerox - photo copy
  • ziplock - plastic bags
  • scotch tape - adhesive tape
  • q-tips - cotton swabs
  • neosporin - antibiotic ointment
apr 4 2012 ∞
jan 31 2013 +

under construction.

  • enneagram : type 4, hypersensitivity.
  • meyers-briggs : INFP, introverted intuitive feeling perceiving.
  • zodiac : pisces/monkey.
jul 1 2011 ∞
jun 24 2013 +

new

  • fiat 500
  • hyundai accent
  • kia rio
  • kia soul
  • nissan cube
  • nissan versa
  • scion iQ
  • scion xD
  • toyota yaris

used

  • toyota camry
  • toyota corolla
feb 1 2013 ∞
mar 7 2013 +

for a child. ongoing. can be mixed&matched.

  • aida grace - italian/latin ; happy/charm
  • aida lucianna - italian/latin ; happy/light
  • aida kayley - italian/gaelic ; happy/lovely
  • autumn grace - latin ; fall season/charm
  • chloe grace - greek/latin ; blooming/charm
  • emilia/emily grace - latin ; to strive/charm
  • italia grace - italian/latin ; italy/charm
  • kayley grace - gaelic/latin ; lovely/charm
  • lucianna grace - italian/latin ; light/charm
  • maddox brooklyn - english/american ; good/ny borough
  • matilda/millie grace - english/latin ; st...
feb 7 2013 ∞
feb 10 2013 +
    • a
  • adaline; addi, ada - english; noble
  • adelaide; german; of noble kin
  • adisyn; addi - english; child of adam
  • aida - italian; happy
  • ainslei - scottish gaelic; one's own meadow
  • alyssa - greek; wise
  • allyson - old english; nobility
  • alyra - old english; wise counselor
  • ashten - english; ash town
  • aubrey - english; noble ruler
  • augustine, august - english; great, worthy of respect
  • aurora; rori, rora, aura - latin; goddess of the dawn
  • autumn - latin; fall season
  • avalyn; ava - english; beautiful bird
  • avery - english; elf ruler
  • aydin - irish; little fire
sep 22 2010 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • books
  • chanel no. 5 (grandma)
  • coffee
  • cold nights (they have a scent okay)
  • jean naté (grandma)
  • ocean air
  • petrichor (the smell in the air of dirt when it rains)
  • pizza
  • pumpkin pie
  • sunblock
  • vanilla
aug 4 2012 ∞
apr 5 2013 +

A

  • accents
  • adventures
  • alphabet
  • anime
  • apple juice
  • archery
  • architecture
  • art supplies

B

  • baking
  • ballet slippers
  • bananas
  • bare feet
  • beach towels
  • birds
  • bird feeding
  • birthmarks
  • boobs
  • books
may 17 2011 ∞
jan 31 2013 +

rewatched / saw in theaters *

    • late december 2012
  • this is 40 *
    • january 2013
  • intruders
  • the horsemen
  • senseless
  • the time-traveler's wife
  • hysteria
  • atm
  • dan in real life
  • the 40-year-old virgin
  • grandma's boy
  • ted
    • february
  • wanderlust
  • the switch
jan 3 2013 ∞
jun 24 2013 +
  • it doesn't have to make total sense, it just has to be plausible. and sometimes, it doesn't even have to be plausible.
  • write whatever's in your head. keep writing. you can always edit it later.
  • listen to music that makes you think about your plot more.
  • FOOD. EAT. probably not the best idea but when i can't think of anything it's good to have something to munch on. bananas are good for this reason.
jun 9 2012 ∞
jul 30 2012 +
  • drink tea
  • read
  • crochet
  • meditate
  • take a shower
  • or a bath
  • sleep
  • write things down
  • make lists
  • eat a healthy snack
aug 12 2012 ∞
feb 10 2013 +
  • a*teens
    • amit paul
    • dhani lennevald
    • marie serneholt
    • sara lumholdt
  • adam snyder (pro football player, my cousin's best friend)
  • charlotte diamond (musician)
  • chez starbuck (actor)
  • chris burney (musician, bowling for soup)
  • christian hebel (musician)
  • elisa gabrielli (actress)
  • frank warren (postsecret)
  • good charlotte (2/5)
    • dean butterworth
    • paul thomas
  • greg kihn (musician)
  • gregg rolie (musician)
aug 11 2012 ∞
apr 22 2013 +