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It's been 21 years since I first got taken off of my home planet. ;D
Hi, I'm Alexandra, but most people call me ...other things.
I was gonna tell you about myself here, but that's kinda what this whole page is about.


i generally type properly.
when i make lists i don't wanna. my lists will vary in capitalization sometimes.

i'm happier than i used to be, but still looking for enlightenme...

alex&ra follows:
alaska to buy eventuarry... potentially... (because you are now rich in happiness and money (thank you, Lord!))
be patient, fine, balanced, kind (fall is fun)
financial (You are as rich as you think you are)
my obsessions of... (the earth cooling down (september))
Bee events (20 Memories I'd Keep If Nothing Else)

or love.

  • a mango-shaped space wendy mass
  • the adoration of jenna fox mary e. pearson
  • an abundance of katherines john green
  • doctor who: borrowed time naomi alderman
  • elsewhere gabrielle zevin
  • extras scott westerfeld (4)
  • the fault in our stars john green
  • the giver lois lowry
  • harry potter and the chamber of secrets (2)
  • harry potter and the deathly hallows (7)
  • harry potter and the goblet of fire (4)
  • harry potter and the half blood prince (6)
  • harry potter and the order of the phoenix (5)
  • harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban (3)
  • harry potter and the sorcerer's stone (1)
jan 17 2013 ∞
apr 23 2013 +
  • delirium lauren oliver
  • the first days rhiannon frater
  • american on purpose craig ferguson
  • will grayson, will grayson john green & david levithan
  • beyond graham mcnamee
  • midwinterblood marcus sedgwick
  • lockdown alexander gordon smith
  • going bovine libba bray
  • fracture megan miranda
  • starters lissa price
  • solitary alexander gordon smith
  • it's kind of a funny story ned vizzini
  • jars of glass brad barkley & heather hepler
  • doctor who: borrowed time naomi alderman ~
jan 8 2013 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
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remember

  • that you are NEVER alone, and there is ALWAYS someone who cares, even if they don't know you
  • a lot of people love to help and are willing to try
  • animals exist
    • and they're pretty good at cuddling
    • so are some humans
  • there are alternatives to self harm
  • books are good if you need an escape
  • this sadness isn't going to last forever
  • you are loved
  • there are so many beautiful things in the world
oct 27 2012 ∞
jan 12 2013 +

obligatory 'don't ask' (actually, you can, if you want)

  • liquid charcoal
  • 2 fried frog legs
  • sea snail
  • 2 worms
  • $3 in coins
  • sand
  • dirt
  • paper
dec 17 2012 ∞
jan 4 2013 +
  • septum
  • cartilage (ears)
  • second regular (ears)
  • right nostril again
  • left bottom lip
  • chest dermal(where a necklace pendant would land)
  • a couple other dermals
aug 11 2012 ∞
apr 5 2013 +

under construction

  • breaking bad 5.1
  • doctor who 2 episodes behind
  • lost 2.18
  • sherlock caught up
  • six feet under 2.5
  • supernatural caught up
  • the walking dead 3.2
  • warehouse 13 caught up
jul 31 2012 ∞
jun 23 2013 +

inspired by this list.

  • A is for: Aida & Andrew
  • B is for: Bronte & Briar
  • C is for: Chloe & Cade
  • D is for: Dracen & Declan
  • E is for: Emilia & Ezra
  • F is for: & Finn
  • G is for: Grace & Gage
  • H is for: Hana &
  • I is for: Italia & Isaac
  • J is for: Juliette & Josh
  • K is for: Kayleigh &
  • L is for: Lucianna & Levi
  • M is for: Mia & Madden
  • N is for: Nora & Noah
  • O is for: Olivia &
  • P is for: & Peter
  • Q is for: &
  • R is for: Ryenn &
  • S is for: Sofie & Samson
  • T is for: & Trey
may 13 2013 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • a christmas story
  • bridesmaids
  • bruce almighty
  • brave
  • brave little toaster
  • cars
  • crazy, stupid, love
  • dickie roberts: former child star
  • dude, where's my car?
  • enchanted
  • fern gully
  • finding nemo
  • footloose
  • forrest gump
  • halloweentown
  • harriet the spy
  • how to train your dragon
  • i'll be there
  • kung fu panda
  • kung fu panda 2
  • last holiday
may 5 2011 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
  • baby girl
  • cupcake
  • little duck
  • little one
  • pretty baby
  • snuggles
    • snugglebutt
  • spud
  • chuckles
apr 5 2012 ∞
apr 5 2013 +

My body does not make me who I am, so don't judge me for it. I just want it to work again, so I can live a life I can be proud of. So much research...

tidbits:

  • 5' 7 1/4"
  • big in all the right places and a lot of the wrong ones
  • big green eyes, that like to turn bird poo colored occasionally (they're freckled with dark brown and ringed with blue often)

quirks:

  • synesthesia

issues:

  • anxiety disorder
  • attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)
feb 7 2011 ∞
jul 15 2013 +
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  • rainbow with 'believe' on my left wrist
  • the one on that ear over there
  • owl pendant thing from nona turned into a tattoo, maybe with '1922-2004' under it in script on my right wrist
  • heart drawn by my mom on my right forearm near my elbow fold
  • lightning bolt somewhere (harry potter)
  • f holes (violin) on the back of my neck
  • moustache on my left pointer finger
  • kitty nose/mouth/whiskers on my right pointer finger
  • pisces fish with birthday in middle
  • dftba
  • infinity sign
  • anchor
  • 'not everything is this permanent'
  • 13
  • blowing dandelion
  • lavender ribbon
nov 11 2010 ∞
apr 9 2013 +
    • a
  • adam - hebrew; man of the earth
  • adrian - latin; person from hadria (northern italy)
  • alestair - scottish gaelic; protector of men
  • alexander - greek; protector of mankind
  • andrew - greek; brave
    • b
  • benedict - latin; to bless
  • benjamin - hebrew; son of my right hand (hah)
  • blade - celtic; glory
  • briar - greek; strong
    • c
  • cade - english; sturdy
  • caleb - hebrew; courageous
  • chad - celtic; warrior
jan 10 2013 ∞
may 13 2013 +

because i've put it on this list.

  • a
  • brave
  • contaminated man
  • dark shadows
  • e
  • f
  • grandma's boy
  • horsemen, the
  • intruders
  • j
  • k
  • l
  • m
  • n
  • o
  • parental guidance
  • q
  • r
  • senseless
  • this is 40
jan 3 2013 ∞
apr 22 2013 +
  • My goal in life is to make others happy. I just have yet to figure out what kind of career I want to accomplish that (though I have plenty of ideas).
  • I want to stretch my ears a little bit.
  • I want a ton more tattoos.
  • I’m socially anxious and awkward but try my hardest to talk to people anyway.
  • I try really hard and fuck up a lot anyway.
  • I have abandonment issues because... well, I've been abandoned.
  • I can be quite a mess, but I've gotten a lot better at putting myself back together.
  • I'm really emotional & sensitive. It's a blessing & a curse.
  • My heart has been broken a lot so I have trouble truly trusting people. Usually when I start to trust someone, they screw me over.
sep 16 2010 ∞
may 19 2013 +

besides the obvious.

  • the taste of beer.
  • the texture of pineapple
  • cranberry juice
  • milk that's anything but fat free
  • most meats
  • spiders
  • realiTV

when people/people that...

  • say "maybe" a lot when asked yes or no questions
  • tell me to be quiet
  • don't know the difference between your/you're, and to/too
  • are republican/conservative
  • smack their lips while eating
  • are famous for no reason/even though they're talentless
  • think modeling takes talent/is a good idea/is not harmful/are models
dec 8 2012 ∞
mar 7 2013 +

for when you're sad/depressed.

  • Be Good To Yourself - Journey
  • Believe - Journey
  • Don't Stop Believin' - Journey
  • Firework - Katy Perry
  • Fuckin' Perfect - P!nk
  • Gone Too Soon - Simple Plan
  • Hold On - Good Charlotte
  • It Gets Better - various artists
  • It's Alright - Table For One
  • Keep Your Head Up - Andy Grammer
  • Sing To You - Table For One
  • The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
  • This Song Saved My Life - Simple Plan
  • Twenty-Three - MC Lars
  • What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful) - Backstreet Boys
  • You Are Loved (Don't Give Up) - Josh Groban
aug 5 2012 ∞
sep 7 2012 +
  • joshua
  • andrew
  • castiel
  • sam
nov 19 2012 ∞
jan 12 2013 +

as in, products that are called by their popular brand names even though they're not necessarily the same thing. i've been wanting to make this list for a while, but was reminded by this.

  • band-aid - bandage
  • jello - gelatin snack
  • kleenex - tissue
  • midol - period problem pill
  • play doh - well, play dough xD or, dough that you play with
  • purell - hand sanitizer
  • sharpie - permanent marker
  • tupperware - plastic cookware
  • vaseline - petroleum jelly
  • xerox - photo copy
  • ziplock - plastic bags
  • scotch tape - adhesive tape
  • q-tips - cotton swabs
  • neosporin - antibiotic ointment
apr 4 2012 ∞
jan 31 2013 +

under construction.

  • enneagram : type 4, hypersensitivity.
  • meyers-briggs : INFP, introverted intuitive feeling perceiving.
  • zodiac : pisces/monkey.
jul 1 2011 ∞
jun 24 2013 +

new

  • fiat 500
  • hyundai accent
  • kia rio
  • kia soul
  • nissan cube
  • nissan versa
  • scion iQ
  • scion xD
  • toyota yaris

used

  • toyota camry
  • toyota corolla
feb 1 2013 ∞
mar 7 2013 +

for a child. ongoing. can be mixed&matched.

  • aida grace - italian/latin ; happy/charm
  • aida lucianna - italian/latin ; happy/light
  • aida kayley - italian/gaelic ; happy/lovely
  • autumn grace - latin ; fall season/charm
  • chloe grace - greek/latin ; blooming/charm
  • emilia/emily grace - latin ; to strive/charm
  • italia grace - italian/latin ; italy/charm
  • kayley grace - gaelic/latin ; lovely/charm
  • lucianna grace - italian/latin ; light/charm
  • maddox brooklyn - english/american ; good/ny borough
  • matilda/millie grace - english/latin ; st...
feb 7 2013 ∞
feb 10 2013 +
    • a
  • adaline; addi, ada - english; noble
  • adelaide; german; of noble kin
  • adisyn; addi - english; child of adam
  • aida - italian; happy
  • ainslei - scottish gaelic; one's own meadow
  • alyssa - greek; wise
  • allyson - old english; nobility
  • alyra - old english; wise counselor
  • ashten - english; ash town
  • aubrey - english; noble ruler
  • augustine, august - english; great, worthy of respect
  • aurora; rori, rora, aura - latin; goddess of the dawn
  • autumn - latin; fall season
  • avalyn; ava - english; beautiful bird
  • avery - english; elf ruler
  • aydin - irish; little fire
sep 22 2010 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • books
  • chanel no. 5 (grandma)
  • coffee
  • cold nights (they have a scent okay)
  • jean naté (grandma)
  • ocean air
  • petrichor (the smell in the air of dirt when it rains)
  • pizza
  • pumpkin pie
  • sunblock
  • vanilla
aug 4 2012 ∞
apr 5 2013 +

A

  • accents
  • adventures
  • alphabet
  • anime
  • apple juice
  • archery
  • architecture
  • art supplies

B

  • baking
  • ballet slippers
  • bananas
  • bare feet
  • beach towels
  • birds
  • bird feeding
  • birthmarks
  • boobs
  • books
may 17 2011 ∞
jan 31 2013 +

rewatched / saw in theaters *

    • late december 2012
  • this is 40 *
    • january 2013
  • intruders
  • the horsemen
  • senseless
  • the time-traveler's wife
  • hysteria
  • atm
  • dan in real life
  • the 40-year-old virgin
  • grandma's boy
  • ted
    • february
  • wanderlust
  • the switch
jan 3 2013 ∞
jun 24 2013 +
  • it doesn't have to make total sense, it just has to be plausible. and sometimes, it doesn't even have to be plausible.
  • write whatever's in your head. keep writing. you can always edit it later.
  • listen to music that makes you think about your plot more.
  • FOOD. EAT. probably not the best idea but when i can't think of anything it's good to have something to munch on. bananas are good for this reason.
jun 9 2012 ∞
jul 30 2012 +
  • drink tea
  • read
  • crochet
  • meditate
  • take a shower
  • or a bath
  • sleep
  • write things down
  • make lists
  • eat a healthy snack
aug 12 2012 ∞
feb 10 2013 +
  • a*teens
    • amit paul
    • dhani lennevald
    • marie serneholt
    • sara lumholdt
  • adam snyder (pro football player, my cousin's best friend)
  • charlotte diamond (musician)
  • chez starbuck (actor)
  • chris burney (musician, bowling for soup)
  • christian hebel (musician)
  • elisa gabrielli (actress)
  • frank warren (postsecret)
  • good charlotte (2/5)
    • dean butterworth
    • paul thomas
  • greg kihn (musician)
  • gregg rolie (musician)
aug 11 2012 ∞
apr 22 2013 +