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It's been 21 years since I first got taken off of my home planet. ;D
Hi, I'm Alexandra, but most people call me ...other things.
I was gonna tell you about myself here, but that's kinda what this whole page is about.

i generally type properly.
when i make lists i don't wanna. my lists will vary in capitalization sometimes.

i'm happier than i used to be, but still looking for enlightenme...

Rubab notes (Types of Energy I Want to Embody)
vera to do (shopping)
to do (next)
educational (degrees I would take if it was my job to take degrees)
to do (quarantine/summer projects)

My body does not make me who I am, so don't judge me for it. I just want it to work again, so I can live a life I can be proud of. So much research...


  • 5' 7 1/4"
  • big in all the right places and a lot of the wrong ones
  • big green eyes, that like to turn bird poo colored occasionally (they're freckled with dark brown and ringed with blue often)


  • synesthesia


  • anxiety disorder
  • attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)
  • bipolar disorder (manic depression)
  • eating disorders not otherwise specified (EDNOS)
  • generalized hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating of the entire body, usually caused by other issues...)
  • insomnia
  • keratosis pilaris (KP, chicken skin)

possible issues to look into (what's wrong with my body?):

  • fibromyalgia
  • hypoglycemia
  • hyperthyroidism
  • hypothyroidism

my identifiable marks:

  • I have freckles in 3 weird places (besides all over my body): in the middle of my left lower eyelid, on my right thumb, and on my right middle finger (on the printy part, where it's very rare to have freckles)
  • rainbow tattoo that says "believe" on my left wrist
  • scars
    • on the right side of my face, top and bottom, from a dog bite when I was little
    • on my left eyebrow from a piercing (from a badly placed piercing); mid bottom lip near my chin-ish area (from another badly placed piercing), but it's still open so it's not really a scar, but you can see it clearly
    • a hole in my right nostril (from ANOTHER badly placed piercing)
    • a small one on the left side of my bottom lip from a piercing that hit an artery (keep in mind these were ALL "professional")
    • all over my left forearm (alskdjfals;kdfj)
    • on my left hand by my thumb, a scratch from a girl in preschool
    • tons of others.
  • half of my right front top tooth is fake
  • i have a pretty big birthmark all around the middle of my left arm near my elbow
feb 7 2011 ∞
jul 15 2013 +