what i loved by myself to myself. untainted pieces of my soul, etc.

⸻⠀ themes

• forests, woods, grass, dew.
• dragons & owls. horses & wolves. tytos.
• flight imagery, in general.
• the yellowstone national park
• monochromatic & desaturated fashion. silver jewellery. flannels.
• the occasional white, red, & black.
• chocomint ice cream.
• the arts (except sculpting).
• carl jung & the unconscious.
• shaking while reading advanced maths or philosophy, but doing it anyway.
• feeling physically sick while studying politics.
• precognition through dreams, time-manipulation to an extent.
• blood that comes from the mouth.
• complimenting demon's names during religious class.
• angel choirs. common saints.
• storytelling the bible (i should write something about that tbh, ppl always stop to listen to me when i telltale about the angels).
• green day & the american idiot musical.
• wolf's rain, noragami, owari no seraph, soul eater, tnkk, blue exorcist, & of course, gurren-lagann, my beloved.

⸻⠀ forgotten on childhood

• natural leader.
• pictures were taken to preserve memories.
• thought before speaking. silence was golden. watch, then act.
• smart, intelligent, charming, an opportunist, aware of personal skills.
• competitive, above-average.
• wanted, blessed, protected, loved.

⸻⠀ music, cadence, lyrics

• basket case.
• city of tears.
• all these things that i've done.
• bury the light.
• walk.
• legendary.
• beware.

⸻⠀ beautiful things my wife brought into my life

• basic sense of morality, kindness & ethical principles.
• madoka magica, houseki no kuni.
• allowing my real self to bloom unapologeticaly since the first day.
• softness. the first person in the world that made me "bow".

⸻⠀ bad habits

• hurting my hands n fingers.
• fear of success.
• useless or harmful, excessive identification.
• hypocrisy.
• being too cold n rational while also being too emotionally deregulated n sensitive.