• Cinderella (Helena Bonham Carter!)
• Serena(Jennifer Lawrence)
• Furious 7
• Jurassic World!
• Despicable Me 2
• Minions
• Mr. Holmes(Ian McKellan)
• Pan(Hugh Jackman)
• Hotel Transylvania 2
• Spectre(Daniel Craig)
• The Peanuts Movie
• Prometheus 2 (2016)
• Birdman
• Monsters Inc 2
• The Shawshank Redemption
• The Godfather 1,2,3
• Schindler's List
• One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
• Goodfellas
• American History X
• Requiem For A Dream

• The Labyrinth
• Alien series
• AvP series
• Die Hard series
• Harry Potter series
• Hannibal series
• Repo! The Genetic Opera
• Phantom of The Opera
• Sherlock Holmes 1&2
• Hellboy 1&2
• Boondock Saints 1&2
• Men In Black 1,2&3
• Jurassic Park series
• Riddick series
• Guys and Dolls
• Hello Dolly
• Sound of Music
• The Nightmare Before Christmas
• Corpse Bride
• Coraline
• Edward Scissorhands

• Starting March 1st 2015 - My best friend<3 bought me "The Wisdom of Avalon" Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid. I am forever in her debt
• 3-1-15 Single Card Reading(SCR) TRUST- I must believe and trust in a higher power and have faith that the outcome will be what it should be. Remember who I am.
• 3-2-15(SCR) PERCEPTION- Contemplate how I look at the world, am I viewing my present by projecting my past? I need to observe all angles with objective/neutral eyes. Look and wait.
• Five Card Readings (FCR)
• Current Situation
• Expectations
• Hidden Influences
• Advice
• Outcome
• 3-2-15(FCR)THE DEER- Gentleness, Diplomacy, I need to step lightly and make sure m...

• He made me feel that crying was a weakness. He wouldn't comfort me, just berate me, tell me I needed to be "stronger". That crying would never help.
• I think I just saw in him his potential, and that blinded me to how immature and wrong for me he was.
• I MADE EXCUSES FOR HIM ALL THE TIME. NO MORE.
• I fantasized that if we started a new life together, he'd change for the better and we'd be even happier.
• I would have been miserable out there, not knowing anybody, no transportation, no friends, no support network.
• When we argued we were both immature, but he would hurt himself and that had a psychological effect on me, not good.
• He would never do anything I wanted to do even if it made me happy.
• Refused to be a part of my family, thus h...

• Harry Potter
• Chronicles of Narnia
• LOTR
• The Cat Who series - Lillian Jackson Braun
• Aunt Dimity series
• Les Miserables (still reading)
• Michael Crichton
• Stephen King
• Dan Brown
• Jules Verne
• Shakespeare
• Tintin
• Helsing
• The Spiderwick Chronicles

• Save up for Rent - $1000
• Pirate Festival(2016) - $1000+
• '89 SS Camaro - $5,000+ (Dream Car)
• Real Corsets - $500+
• PS4 - $400
• Alice for PS4 - $15-20?
• Photoshop Program - $100+
• Oculus Rift - $???
• Leather bound Journal - $45-100
• Tarot Cards - $10-50 )Acquired Faery Deck)
• Tables for Altars - $75+
• Cards Against Humanity - $25
• Campout,Huey Ride - $200
• Supernatural Shot Glasses - $40+

• Sexy date in an old graveyard
• Go on the worlds longest/tallest Zip Line
• Swim with the Dolphins
• Shark Cage Diving
• Great Barrier Reef Diving
• Visit the Galapagos Islands
• Ghost Road Trip!
• Go to Ireland
• Go to Australia
• Join the Mile High Club;)
• Save an animals life someday
• See my man get in a fight to protect me
• Sing The Star-Spangled Banner at the beginning of a sports game
• Go Parasailing
• Go Surfing
• Plant a Witches Garden
• Have 4 Alters (N,E,S,W)
• Try being a Burlesque dancer for a day
• Take Pole-Dancing Classes

• Learn Knife Throwing
• Take Archery Classes
• Go shooting more often
• Learn to apply makeup so I don't look like a child playing dress-up xD haha
• Tarot!
• Take dancing classes!
• Wedding planning(apprentice)
• Photography
• Drawing/molding clay
• Ice Skating moves
• Learn to drive a stick

• The REAL rules are about becoming who I really am, and finding a man to love me for me.
• No Fear. Of Being alone, or unattractive or not interesting enough.

I. Am. Enough.

• When motivated by fear, that is never from my most powerful self.
• Positive Principle of Love. Honoring myself and my partner.
• My purpose is to grow into the best version of myself.
• My love life needs to find the right man for the REAL me.
• Once found, my goal needs to be to work with him to create a HEALTHY, LOVING, MUTUALLY RESPECTFUL, REAL, relationship.
• I need to make sure he is what I am looking for first. I am not here to become what he wants me to be. I am me, not him.

• Tarot(obviously)
• Cards Against Humanity(must get!)
• Board Games
• Ouija
• Picnics
• Beach Trip
• Road Trip to Winchester House
• Movie Night
• Rennesaince Fair
• Karaoke
• Camping
• Ice Skating
• Day trip to SF, must go to that chapel again
• Sushi!
• Craft Day @ Artcentric in Benicia
• The Hub
• Farmers Market
• Mall in Fairfield
• Downtown Napa
• Spa Day

• First of all, I need a proper MAN, not a teenager(obvs)
• Financially Stable
• Good career or at least knows what he wants to do in life and is actively pursuing it.
• Have a thirst for knowledge, never wants to stop learning
• Have good morals/values
• Takes care of Himself(good hygiegne, takes pride in his appearance, etc)
• Treats all people with the same respect
• Loves to travel
• Must be an animal lover
• Must want kids at some point
• Must have good self-esteem
• Can cook(would be a bonus)
• Has a sense of humor
• Outgoing! Not another couch potato/gamer nerd
• Love movies! At least have good taste and...

• Fear of rejection. Afraid that something about my body will turn them away. But guess what? Now thats bullsheit cuz I love myself bitches! :D
• Fear of being infertile. Due to figure that out soon.
• Fear of getting cancer due to my FA...I'm at twice the risk.
• Fear of being abandoned by someone I love.
• Fear of being covered in ants. Crawling in and out of every hole.
• Fear of dying young and leaving unresolved issues behind. Unsaid things. No will.
• Am I afraid of being alone?

• Hozier - Take Me to Church
• Sia - Chandelier (music video is awesome)
• Sia - Big Girls Cry
• Peter Gabriel - Don't Give Up
• Sia - Elastic Heart (music video is amazing)
• Sia - Titanium
• Kieza - Giant In My Heart
• Kieza - Sound of A Woman
• Kieza - No Enemiez
• Sir Anthony Hopkins - And The Waltz Goes On
• Tove Lo - Habits(Stay High)
• Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
• Radioactive (several versions)
• Kelly Sweet - Ashes of My Paradise
• Donna Summer - She Works Hard For The Money
• Gary Jules - Mad World
• The Shures - Encarserated