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22. Capricorn. Recently single. Learning to love myself for myself. Live.Love.Laugh. Harry Potter! Nature Lover.
Wiccan.

Oh man, how crazy it is to go back and find a piece of your younger self on the internet
As I'm sure you can tell, some things never change.
I am now 28, in an open relationship with the ever so kind Joshua, who resides in Lake Charles, Louisiana. I am still very much ...

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  • Cinderella (Helena Bonham Carter!)
  • Serena(Jennifer Lawrence)
  • Furious 7
  • Jurassic World!
  • Despicable Me 2
  • Minions
  • Mr. Holmes(Ian McKellan)
  • Pan(Hugh Jackman)
  • Hotel Transylvania 2
  • Spectre(Daniel Craig)
  • The Peanuts Movie
  • Prometheus 2 (2016)
  • Birdman
  • Monsters Inc 2
  • The Shawshank Redemption
  • The Godfather 1,2,3
  • Schindler's List
  • One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
  • Goodfellas
  • American History X
  • Requiem For A Dream
mar 16 2015 ∞
mar 16 2015 +
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  • The Labyrinth
  • Alien series
  • AvP series
  • Die Hard series
  • Harry Potter series
  • Hannibal series
  • Repo! The Genetic Opera
  • Phantom of The Opera
  • Sherlock Holmes 1&2
  • Hellboy 1&2
  • Boondock Saints 1&2
  • Men In Black 1,2&3
  • Jurassic Park series
  • Riddick series
  • Guys and Dolls
  • Hello Dolly
  • Sound of Music
  • The Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Corpse Bride
  • Coraline
  • Edward Scissorhands
mar 13 2015 ∞
mar 16 2015 +
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  • Starting March 1st 2015 - My best friend<3 bought me "The Wisdom of Avalon" Oracle Cards by Colette Baron-Reid. I am forever in her debt
  • 3-1-15 Single Card Reading(SCR) TRUST- I must believe and trust in a higher power and have faith that the outcome will be what it should be. Remember who I am.
  • 3-2-15(SCR) PERCEPTION- Contemplate how I look at the world, am I viewing my present by projecting my past? I need to observe all angles with objective/neutral eyes. Look and wait.
  • Five Card Readings (FCR)
  • Current Situation
  • Expectations
  • Hidden Influences
  • Advice
  • Outcome
  • 3-2-15(FCR)THE DEER- Gentleness, Diplomacy, I need to step lightly and make sure m...
mar 9 2015 ∞
mar 19 2015 +
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  • He made me feel that crying was a weakness. He wouldn't comfort me, just berate me, tell me I needed to be "stronger". That crying would never help.
  • I think I just saw in him his potential, and that blinded me to how immature and wrong for me he was.
  • I MADE EXCUSES FOR HIM ALL THE TIME. NO MORE.
  • I fantasized that if we started a new life together, he'd change for the better and we'd be even happier.
  • I would have been miserable out there, not knowing anybody, no transportation, no friends, no support network.
  • When we argued we were both immature, but he would hurt himself and that had a psychological effect on me, not good.
  • He would never do anything I wanted to do even if it made me happy.
  • Refused to be a part of my family, thus h...
feb 26 2015 ∞
mar 16 2015 +
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  • Harry Potter
  • Chronicles of Narnia
  • LOTR
  • The Cat Who series - Lillian Jackson Braun
  • Aunt Dimity series
  • Les Miserables (still reading)
  • Michael Crichton
  • Stephen King
  • Dan Brown
  • Jules Verne
  • Shakespeare
  • Tintin
  • Helsing
  • The Spiderwick Chronicles
mar 13 2015 ∞
may 20 2015 +
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  • Save up for Rent - $1000
  • Pirate Festival(2016) - $1000+
  • '89 SS Camaro - $5,000+ (Dream Car)
  • Real Corsets - $500+
  • PS4 - $400
  • Alice for PS4 - $15-20?
  • Photoshop Program - $100+
  • Oculus Rift - $???
  • Leather bound Journal - $45-100
  • Tarot Cards - $10-50 )Acquired Faery Deck)
  • Tables for Altars - $75+
  • Cards Against Humanity - $25
  • Campout,Huey Ride - $200
  • Supernatural Shot Glasses - $40+
mar 11 2015 ∞
mar 25 2016 +
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  • Sexy date in an old graveyard
  • Go on the worlds longest/tallest Zip Line
  • Swim with the Dolphins
  • Shark Cage Diving
  • Great Barrier Reef Diving
  • Visit the Galapagos Islands
  • Ghost Road Trip!
  • Go to Ireland
  • Go to Australia
  • Join the Mile High Club;)
  • Save an animals life someday
  • See my man get in a fight to protect me
  • Sing The Star-Spangled Banner at the beginning of a sports game
  • Go Parasailing
  • Go Surfing
  • Plant a Witches Garden
  • Have 4 Alters (N,E,S,W)
  • Try being a Burlesque dancer for a day
  • Take Pole-Dancing Classes
mar 10 2015 ∞
nov 24 2021 +
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  • Learn Knife Throwing
  • Take Archery Classes
  • Go shooting more often
  • Learn to apply makeup so I don't look like a child playing dress-up xD haha
  • Tarot!
  • Take dancing classes!
  • Wedding planning(apprentice)
  • Photography
  • Drawing/molding clay
  • Ice Skating moves
  • Learn to drive a stick
feb 26 2015 ∞
mar 16 2015 +
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  • The REAL rules are about becoming who I really am, and finding a man to love me for me.
  • No Fear. Of Being alone, or unattractive or not interesting enough.

I. Am. Enough.

  • When motivated by fear, that is never from my most powerful self.
  • Positive Principle of Love. Honoring myself and my partner.
  • My purpose is to grow into the best version of myself.
  • My love life needs to find the right man for the REAL me.
  • Once found, my goal needs to be to work with him to create a HEALTHY, LOVING, MUTUALLY RESPECTFUL, REAL, relationship.
  • I need to make sure he is what I am looking for first. I am not here to become what he wants me to be. I am me, not him.
feb 23 2015 ∞
mar 16 2015 +
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  • Tarot(obviously)
  • Cards Against Humanity(must get!)
  • Board Games
  • Ouija
  • Picnics
  • Beach Trip
  • Road Trip to Winchester House
  • Movie Night
  • Rennesaince Fair
  • Karaoke
  • Camping
  • Ice Skating
  • Day trip to SF, must go to that chapel again
  • Sushi!
  • Craft Day @ Artcentric in Benicia
  • The Hub
  • Farmers Market
  • Mall in Fairfield
  • Downtown Napa
  • Spa Day
mar 13 2015 ∞
mar 17 2015 +
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  • First of all, I need a proper MAN, not a teenager(obvs)
  • Financially Stable
  • Good career or at least knows what he wants to do in life and is actively pursuing it.
  • Have a thirst for knowledge, never wants to stop learning
  • Have good morals/values
  • Takes care of Himself(good hygiegne, takes pride in his appearance, etc)
  • Treats all people with the same respect
  • Loves to travel
  • Must be an animal lover
  • Must want kids at some point
  • Must have good self-esteem
  • Can cook(would be a bonus)
  • Has a sense of humor
  • Outgoing! Not another couch potato/gamer nerd
  • Love movies! At least have good taste and...
mar 13 2015 ∞
nov 24 2021 +
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  • Fear of rejection. Afraid that something about my body will turn them away. But guess what? Now thats bullsheit cuz I love myself bitches! :D
  • Fear of being infertile. Due to figure that out soon.
  • Fear of getting cancer due to my FA...I'm at twice the risk.
  • Fear of being abandoned by someone I love.
  • Fear of being covered in ants. Crawling in and out of every hole.
  • Fear of dying young and leaving unresolved issues behind. Unsaid things. No will.
  • Am I afraid of being alone?
mar 9 2015 ∞
mar 25 2016 +
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  • Hozier - Take Me to Church
  • Sia - Chandelier (music video is awesome)
  • Sia - Big Girls Cry
  • Peter Gabriel - Don't Give Up
  • Sia - Elastic Heart (music video is amazing)
  • Sia - Titanium
  • Kieza - Giant In My Heart
  • Kieza - Sound of A Woman
  • Kieza - No Enemiez
  • Sir Anthony Hopkins - And The Waltz Goes On
  • Tove Lo - Habits(Stay High)
  • Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
  • Radioactive (several versions)
  • Kelly Sweet - Ashes of My Paradise
  • Donna Summer - She Works Hard For The Money
  • Gary Jules - Mad World
  • The Shures - Encarserated
feb 24 2015 ∞
mar 16 2015 +