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tomorrow i too - this feeling and thinking soul, the universe i am to myself - yes, tomorrow i too will be someone who no longer walks the streets, someone others will evoke with a vague: 'i wonder what's become of him?'

ibana follows:
sekai fic rec supernatural!au
royalty!au
internet!au
model!au
mafia!au

(best)friends, friends to lovers, friends with benefits

1. sore loser / 16k / explicit

  • It's the middle of summer, and with Sehun's parents on vacation out of the country, he and Jongin have spent the better part of two weeks sitting on the couch playing through every video game they own. Although it seemed like a perfect plan at first, by the end of those two weeks they're bored out of their minds. A little bet should make things interesting again. friends with benefits, bros sekai, pwp

2. get cocky / 4k / explicit / ongoing

  • Sometimes in the middle of Wednesday, during Global Politics, it occurred to Jongin as he measured along his thigh where the tip of his dick would be if it was as big as Sehun’s, that he spent way too much time thinking about his best friend’s cock. college au, size kink, reverse size kink, dude/bro!sekai, cock worship
jan 8 2019 ∞
jan 11 2019 +
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could it think, the heart would stop beating. - fernando pessoa

i present to u [drum rolls] a masterlist of some of my favourite fics ive read through 2014 up till now

1. joie de vivre / 61k / not rated

  • Sehun doesn't sleep. Jongin makes coffee. This is not the fairy tale story of a Starbucks barista and his roommate. angst, romance, slice of life

2. sore loser / 16k / explicit

  • It's the middle of summer, and with Sehun's parents on vacation out of the country, he and Jongin have spent the better part of two weeks sitting on the couch playing through every video game they own. Although it seemed like a perfect plan at first, by the end of those two weeks they're bored out of their minds. A little bet should make things interesting again. friends with benefits, dude/bro!sekai, pwp
sep 13 2018 ∞
jan 11 2019 +

Yasuko Hanaoka, a divorced, single mother, thought she had finally escaped her abusive ex-husband Togashi. When he shows up one day, threatening both her and her daughter, the situation quickly escalates into violence and Togashi ends up dead on her apartment floor. Overhearing the commotion, Yasuko's neighbor, mathematics teacher Ishigami, offers his help, disposing not only of the body but plotting the cover-up step-by-step

apr 19 2019 ∞
apr 19 2019 +

CHINESE MANHUA

1. 19 days / ongoing / full colour

  • Jian Yi and Zhan Zheng Xi were childhood best friends. Jian Yi had always been impulsive and crude, but Zheng Xi still treasured him, until one day on their second day of high school, his friend mysteriously disappeared only to return back three years later, beaten up and bloodied.
    • tags: childhood best friends, comedy, slice of life, unrequited love.
    • beautiful. nothing can beat this.

KOREAN MANHWA/WEBTOONS

1. playtime with hakdo / ongoing / full colour

Sangho's deadline for his PhD thesis is looming near and his future is looking murky. The highlight of his day is smoking on the rooftop of his school building, where, for a few blissful minutes, he can forget about his troubles. But his precious...

sep 15 2018 ∞
jul 4 2019 +

i like wasting my time, clearly. lists and archives are what i really get off to

  • i try to bookmark everything on ao3, even fics i read on lj. but that's only of recent and theres a shit ton of unclassified fics from the past. just thinkin about it drives me nuts bro

ive got a thing for angst (the worst ones that fuck me UP are the best) but fluffy best friends fics and sekai being dumb bros>>> for eg: sore loser, in theory, get cocky, and blond ambition

who the fuck is fernando pessoa

among other things, he is outrageously akin to the voice is my head

sep 14 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 +
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note: below are fics that possess the general theme/related elements of love shot (criminals, mystery, mafia au, etc + kinks such as gunplay). my opinion of what belongs here or not may differ from yours

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1. kkangpae(깡패) / 14k / explicit

mafia au, dirty talk, spanking, orgasm denial, slight bondage, rimming, branding, hematolagnia, knife play, breath play, forced exhibitionism, gun play, russian roulette, rough sex

2. endgame / 16k / explicit

sleeping with the lover of east asia's most dangerous arms dealer wasn't one of oh sehun's brightest ideas. mafia au

3. matcha & honey / series / 25k / explicit

In which Sehun stress-bakes, has an unforgettable one-night stand, becomes a frequent flyer, and has unparalleled sexual tension with his very attractive boss. one night stand, rough sex, dom/subred bean brioche with cold brew / 13k / explicit / drama & action, romance, office sexaffogato / 23k / explicit / ongoing

dec 27 2018 ∞
jan 8 2019 +

there are ships sailing to many ports but not a single one goes where life is not painful - fernando pessoa

ibana ♡ 18 / virgo / enfp

  • twitter: sezkdl
  • ao3: dogdads (writing only) & captainamerikai (reading + bookmarking)
  • exo-l and sekaist since 2014. i also ship chanbaek n every otp between pcy osh bbh & kji
  • sekai college au fics first, god second

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but everything is imperfect. there's no sunset so lovely it couldn't be yet lovelier, no gentle breeze bringing us sleep that couldn't bring yet sounder sleep. - fernando pessoa

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fics ive written:

1. if you close your eyes and want me / 8k / explicit / chanbaek

sep 14 2018 ∞
jul 4 2019 +