more than it hurts you (MY SONG!!!!)

• Well, I'm staring at an unfamiliar ceiling and I should leave / 'Cause everybody here is tripping some new drug, except for me / (Why?) / Cause I don't have the money
• And I have been thinking about letting my hair grow / I have been thinking about cutting it short / I have been thinking about dying it yellow / But I don't think I have the bone structure or wardrobe to support / That type of look
• And I will tattoo my poems all over my body / They won't know who I was before / And I will cut off my fingers, no ID to find me / When I am washed up on the New Jersey shore / The New Jersey shore
• Talk to myself too much, too often / Trying hard to figure out / Why the feelings that lie in my stomach / Are always pushing for my mouth / So I will learn to sleep on my chest / And I will learn to let things go / And I will learn to come to terms / With the things that I will never know / I will never know
• And I will take what I can get / I'll take what I am given / But we both know that I'll need more / So much more, so much more

the bongo song (this is about my ex lol)

• And when they ask how long it's been this way / You say not that long, just a couple of days / But you and I know that that's not true / I've been living this way since the day I met you
• And I could see myself never fully recovering / And I could see myself turning blue / And I could see myself never fully recovering / And I could see myself dying for you / (Dying for you, dying for you)

hello world

• Well, the sun was made for people / Who were never gonna touch it / But keep their heads up anyway / My notebook’s filled with stories / Some of them have kept their meanings / Most of them, I’ve thrown away, and / My phone calls with a stranger / And we have nothing in common / And I have nothing to say
• Fingertips find the pulse now / As a heart begins to slow down / And a best friend slips away
• Used to go question and then answer / But we were younger, and it was еasy / And now it goes question and then quеstion / Question, answers don’t come so easy / But I am a grown-up, I should grow up / Find something to occupy my time / Instead of notebooks filled with nonsense / Lookin' for answers I’ll never find / I will never find (mecore)
• I have been thinking about leaving / But my best option says to stay / I think I’ll lay down in the street / And let the cars drag me away / “You know what I mean?” I think you ask me / When you’re done telling me your story / But I am drunk, and I have been ignoring / Every single word you say
• And now you show me new tattoos / As my fingers touch your skin / You say, "They all have so much meaning / As colored ink is sinking in"

the supplyy of power

• Well, they tell me drugs don't pay / And they say that there's no use / But I got a couple friends who say that that's not true / And they got wallets full of proof / I needed the money, it was nothing more / Than a little self-centered suffocated youth / And now I'm in trouble, I'm leaving tomorrow / And I am chasing you
• Everyone's got their own / Invisible weight to pull / Whatever gets you home
• And I know what they're saying couldn't have been that funny / But you seem to be laughing quite loud / So, I will sit and think of reasons that ya thinkin' they're funny / But I will probably never figure it out / And you tell me that you’re staying / But I know what you’re saying ain't true / And then I thought I’d try to catch you with the friction off of both our bodies / But I remembered you were way too smooth

the winds

• Just give me minute, and let me breathe / A little bit of air is all I need / A little bit of time to tell more lies / Get the rest of my friends to play alibi
• But time is running out, and I need to choose / The clock is moving faster than it used to move / And I keep asking questions / I will never know the answers to / (The answers to)
• They say that I can leave, just to let them know / But nobody here wants to be the first to go / So I'll just stand around, I can take down names / But evеry personality's exactly the samе