- 1 the most horrible but true epiphany.
- 2 is this how all my time gets wasted?
- 3 the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap.
- 4 you knew me at my best, now i can't even stand on my own.
- 5 had one of those days when you want to try heroin.
- 6 figured it out, bad victor's, "just a few blocks," wasted money, AD<3, vagina monologues, thai people are out to get us, more AD, sleep forever.
- 7 absolute slug, chatfest, actually wrote a paper for once, love you.
- 8 don't fool yourself in thinking you're more than you are
- 9 i am undeclared in most things: in religion and orientation and undergraduate degree
- 10 meeting with tappan, woo ego boost, YEP $30 to mail books, AWESOME, doing things in advance = i feel six hundred times better, tried sleeping the day away, this did not work, coupland, yep office depot did not even call, oh god i just want to go home.
- 11 LAST FRINQ EVAEVA... strangely depressing. brb allergy pills so i do not have to be awake, good good talk, why can't you understand?
- 12 god huynh i am awful and do not deserve you, sry office depot i am a bitch, i feel like i left and returned to my room a record number of times today, yet got nothing done? interesting. it's getting harder for some reason. oui, je suis jalouse.
- 13 eternal hunger, randomly just felt like writing my heart out and did so, watched five wonderful documentaries and cried a lot, read more, failed a geography final with a much higher grade than i expected, random revisions throughout the day, env law? whoops probably a mistake but yep can't take it anymore, chatstorm, missed the prince somuch today but sry he is in a cold box on a UPS truck somewhere.
- 14 yep daylight savings, lazy, books, more cleaning, will this ever end, complaining, 99% packed, LAST SHOWER, LAST DINNER, so restless, AD, MARCH 21ST YOU WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
- 15 scrubbing, nervous for absolutely NO reason, five second walk through, smuggling, no sleep, amazing pita, bacon, meatballs, cya.
- 16 shoo traveling and tired and awful but then midnight pasta and bedtime with brenz=my day was all right.
- 17 YEP woke up at 1230. slug. bellatrix is a fucking demon. lily-bean died in my hand, cool. i am a terrible person. god, debbie is great. wonderful bath. wow saw chris this will be a rarity. woo food inc with phil! yep gin and water. more pasta. seep early.
- 18 yep woke up at 7.30. cleaned my room, lit some candles, took a great bath. reminded of how much i fucking love bloomsburg: went to JP's, Joe's, and the Espy Park. "Ryan did say there was a bald man here!" bed seepin. food inc again. emz! LOL PARTY. yep.
- 19 best day in such a long time. woke up at 12.30, yep motorcycles rolling into my driveway. gardening ALL day with private entertainment. workin hard, provin em wrong. foil packets<3 party in my bed. shoo irri marshall. cut and bakes. BRB too lazy to go back to giant for sugar. TOMORROW THOUGH. champagne: "cheers to giving AND receiving bad head!" "cheers to being bald!" "cheers to rolling with the punches!" "cheers to looking like doing drugs!" T SWIFT AND BACK BRANCH ROAD AND READING MAGAZINES IN WAL MART AND STEALING CHAPSTICK AND NAIL POLISH.
- 20 WOKE UP WAY TOO EARLY. olive branch breakfast=success. sotired. ginger ale! (though i think it may be very very bad.) more gardening. negative on your last. time outside. lounging. <3 i don't think you could possibly give me more reasons to just not like you.
- 21 HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DREAMS. woke up feeling like i'd been hit by a bus. watched some of A PERFECT SUNDAY, worked on the garden a bit, took a good bath, watched weeds. i feel very useless and sad. wal mart/back branch all alone. stole some stuff. bought some stuff. construction paper party. mix cd.
- 22 the rain renders me absolutely sad and lazy, and watching closer didn't much help. lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off.
- 23 can i stay in bed forever? julia roberts. swings. beach planning. bellatrix. nothing. 3 oranges in 7 minutes.
- 24 clean bed. candles. woo gmc. dying.
- 25 exercise. fafsa. curry. marshall. stop torturing me. please.
- 26 thesis defense. new bike. successful theft. erin brockovich<33333333333 dance party.
- 27 sick. wonderful groceries. campfire. pregnancy pact. blake. iron & wine. crying endlessly cya. stumbled for hours.
- 28 awake 4/24 hours, i am good. stumbled. special k. iron & wine. NY times. Vandana. ugh.
- 29 yeah thx google for saying it'd be 45 and rainy. BRB SUNNY AND 65. lots of i&w. drive on backbranch/oman. books. sittin. COME ON GREEN MOUNTAIN LET ME IN I AM BORED. four oranges in five minutes. I AM GETTING BETTER.
- 30 randomly inspired to make creme cheese blueberry bread with sour creme icing. four loaves and nuthin to do with them. cool. CRYPTOQUIPS I HAVE MISSED YOU. more oranges and smashed up bananas, precious AKA hating myself, the jungle.
- 31 WHERE DOES MY TIME GO. SERIOUSLY. nap, ICE CREAM TRUCK, beautiful dogs, panera, spongebob, sitting, blakeblakeblakeblakeblake.
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