<the problems displayed in the former very angry self improvement list are mostly solved but i guess i'm still a crappy human being so here's another one.>

• fasting and sleep depriving yourself is NOT a hobbie you dumb asshole
• stop making decisions while drunk it will get you no fucking where
• organize! your! projects
• you are no better than anyone but that doesnt mean you shouldn't defend yourself from harm
• stop apologizing for shit you didnt even do and start apologizing for the ACTUAL CRAP YOU PULL
• being afraid of being mediocre is a waste of time
• stop ghosting people just for kicks, it's not cute
• act on your desires, not on abstract crap you decided you should want
• learn to enjoy silence, understand why you find comfort in noise
• stop trying to shut down your mind at all times
• it's not getting better if you're putting the same fucking crap in a new scenario or in a vaguely more sofisticated fashion