<I wish I said some of it. Some I'm very grad I didn't.>

• I'm sorry I'm late. I didn't wanna be here, and I'm putting lots of effort on leaving the house because you are my friend.
• You said you missed me and I said it back lying, wondering why the hell would you say that since you made my life hell back at school.
• You were like a brother to me. When I look at you now, I feel emptiness and regret.
• I'm so sorry I wasn't by your side.
• I secretly wish you never fully understand what he did to you because I just don't wanna see you suffering.
• The fact I needed help from people like you disgusts me to the point of nausea.
• You asked me if I liked that top you like so much. I lyied because you like it very much.
• I figured out you stole my glasses and said nothing because I was just too shocked.
• I knew you were lying but pretended I didn't just to see how far you'd go with that nonsense. More than one time.
• I decided to protect you from the truth. Now I'm upset with you for reasons you don't know and scared to death to be around you.