• laying on our backs, watching the stars
• a nighttime picnic by the lake
• music to match the season
• good family fortune
• an actual, tangible achievement
• and compliments from people who rarely give them
• no longer feeling invisible, for it is noticed when I'm not around
• those that I am missing shall be seen soon
• dream discussions, and knowing someone else thinks they are as important as I do.
• papier-mâché masks that are equally cute and frightening
• acting like heathens, dancing to Björk around a bonfire and howling at the moon

but mostly I feel tired, sick, and unproductive and am having trouble recognizing positive things that have happened to me.