for april: spring is being born again / born again and again / bring me newness, bring me growth / bring me love so sweet it makes me shake

calendar

• ✔ april 1: write-in/share with dana
• ✔ april 6: bella, 8:00
• ✔ april 7: emma's bday!
• ✔ april 11: katarina's bday!
• ✔ april 13: bella, 8:00 / kristen, 1:30
• ✔ april 17: bella, 8:00
• ✔ april 20: bella, 8:00
• ✔ april 23: nick's bday! / zoom meeting, 11:00
• ✔ april 24: bella, 8:00
• ✔ april 27: bella, 8:00 / kristen, 1:30
• ✔ april 29: work meeting, 1:00

hyperfixations

• adam parrish & ronan lynch, again
  • there's just somethin about that angry shark boy and his sweet, angry, tender boyfriend
• spencer reid & derek morgan
  • i've not even finished an entire season of criminal minds and i already love their relationship. brothers

goals

• finish tcc
  • write 30k words (26/30k)
• try writing a screenplay?

best moments of the month

• facetiming with zach for the very first time and seeing the hearts in his eyes every time he looks at me; knowing that zach wants us to be together and knowing he's just as scared as i am; realizing how much my dad loves me; baking bread for the first time and understanding the connection between bread & holiness; talking through things with drew and understanding the need to set my own boundaries and state my needs and understand that it won't ruin relationships that are meant to last; watching lotr with my parents for the first time; going for walks in the sunshine – it's finally spring! how is it nearly may already?; dancing and laughing with ali, drew, and melissa in the dave & buster's parking lot