calendar

• ✔ dec 2: 24th bday!
• ✔ dec 3: mars' bday!
• ✔ dec 4: lauryn's bday
• ✔ dec 12: murph's bday!
• ✔ dec 21: first day of winter
• ✔ dec 24: christmas eve
• ✔ dec 25: christmas day
• ✔ dec 27: aj's bday!
• ✔ dec 31: new year's eve

goals

• draw every day
  • (17/31)

hyperfixations

• kirby
  • roumd roly-poly boy. a friend.
• community
  • i want what troy and abed have
• twin peaks
  • i'm not even watching it i just can't stop thinking about it. perhaps it is time to (re)watch?

best moments of the month

• skipping class to drink wine and play animal crossing on my birthday; seeing that the end of the semester is so near and trying to maintain determination; sof calling me his favorite sagittarius; ekene calling me to wish me a happy birthday; taking half an hour out of each day to practice drawing and trying to learn to be okay with sucking at it; crying like a little kid and just letting myself feel it; spending the day with mars and laying on top of them and feeling them kiss my face and playing monster prom and just.....being in love, baybee....; looking for little happinesses, always; the jean-ralphio shirt from tyler; talking more about top surgery with dad and me explaining that if i'm what they get, i want to be a good thing, and him so tenderly saying, "you are a good thing."; making a mastodon account; making christmas cookies; facetiming with avery; finding out i got a 4.0 this semester!!! what the fuck!!!!; mars saying they're in love with me (oh wow oh gosh oh man!!!); mars calling me their bi boyfriend!! :D!!; facetiming aj for his birthday; bee loving her christmas present; taking a bath and reading another anna-marie mclemore book; visiting liz and meeting tuck & bleu