for june: chirpy birds in the morning / sweet sunlight in my eyes / hug me hold me treat me well

calendar

• ✔ june 1: bella, 8:00
• ✔ june 2: therapy, 2:00 / tracy, 3:30
• ✔ june 5: therapy, 10:45am
• ✔ june 8: bella, 8:00 / therapy, 1:30
• ✔ june 11: work, 1:00-8:00
• ✔ june 12: wanda, 9:00
• ✔ june 15: staff mtg, 9:00 / andy, 1:30
• ✔ june 17: therapy, 3:20
• ✔ june 18: mom & dad's anniversary / work, 1:00-8:00
• ✔ june 19: work, 1:00-8:00
• ✔ june 20: first day of summer!
• ✔ june 21: father's day!
• ✔ june 22: bella, 8:00 / therapy, 1:30
• ✔ june 23: one-on-one husband day!!!
• ✔ june 24: hooligang pride celebration
• ✔ june 25: work, 1:00-8:00
• ✔ june 27: ekene's birthday / work, 1:00-8:00
• ✔ june 29: andy, 10:00 / dad's documentary
• ✔ june 30: kenzie's birthday / tyler's birthday / haircut, 9:30

hyperfixations

• the idea of cutting my hair/shaving my head
  • look, i just wanna be able to dye my hair whatever color i want and then buzz it off again a week later. i just wanna be FREE for a little while. just a few more weeks to wait, kit
• the relevance of love in the wrinkle series
  • stories where love is the cure & is powerful enough to save the world? sign me tf UP. color me inspired, baby!

goals

• ✔ finish tcc
• write changeling story

best moments of the month

• opening mars' letter to me and seeing the art they made, the time that went into it, the dedication – realizing what a miracle it is to be loved so well; hearing dana say that she tells justin about me and calling me one of her two favorite people; mars suggesting starting a gofundme for me to get top surgery; the black lives matter protests and feeling fired up and motivated to work for change in any way i can; going back to work and getting paid to read again; going to pride and seeing all the love there for black trans folks; meeting sof!!! being his friend??? him giving me his NUMBER??? hello ?; oh my god i finished my first draft of tcc? oh my GOD?? it's DONE??? i can start thinking about the sequel now? what the HELL!!!!!; the hooligang pride celebration and cuddling with mars/laughing with steph/getting a tarot reading from beca/sharing a bagel with jas; spending time with mars in general, any time, any day, but especially one-on-one; sleeping over at mars'; cutting my hair!!!