calendar

• ✔ may 7: work
• ✔ may 14: e's bday!
• ✔ may 18: crimson's bday!
• ✔ may 20: isy's bday!
• ✔ may 23: kj's bday!
• ✔ may 30: eva's bday!

goals

hyperfixations

• the sims 4
• red dead redemption 2

best moments of the month

• watching midsommar with josh & carolyn and josh knowing what my favorite scene was as soon as it started; getting my nails for the first time in years and having no dysphoria from it!!!; kath opening the birthday gift i got her and loving it !!; spending time with bella for the first time since december; seeing josh & carolyn briefly and talking to them about movies; getting the bookmobile back after ten!! weeks!!; splashing in the puddles in the pouring rain