- 02 – meeting ned and bonding with them over star wars... realizing they also ship finnpoe... realizing they also know & love jas... i can't wait to get more tattoos from them they are so LOVELY...
- 03 – the satisfaction of peeling off the bandage on my tattoo in the shower!! seeing it unveiled and so clean!! i'm so delighted and happy and excited!!
- 04 – dad getting home from his trip... the childlike delight i felt, running down the steps to greet him... the way his face changed when i explained my lightsaber tattoo to him... the only man i trust!
- 05 — getting off the plane in california.... the view from the hansons’ balcony.... i can’t wait to wake up early and write out there in perfect view of the ocean... livin’ the dream, baby!
- 06 – the iced caramel macchiato i had this morning with almond milk!! going to the winery and then to california pizza kitchen & watching the sun set over the ocean, melting everything into orange & pink & gold & blue... scrumptious.
- 07 – going to roscoe's for the first time in years... eating the best waffle i've ever had in my life... settling down with an amaretto sour and watching trashy reality television with my parents & melissa!
- 08 – eating at la sirena and trying new food! those quesadillas were wonderful!
- 09 – getting home after traveling & showering & curling up with my coffee!
- 10 – watching the haunting of hill house with beca even though it totally fucked me up. it was nice to spend some one-on-one time with her, though!
- 11 – seeing gabriella for the first time since december! drinking coffee on her sofa and stretching my legs over her lap as we read together! reminds me of high school. me saying, "i almost just told you i missed you even though i'm right next to you," and her responding, "i miss you all the time." wow...
- 12 – mindlessly playing sims all day
- 13 – i was so nervous about going to see little women by myself, but there was something so wonderful and dreamy about going to the cinema alone! getting to stretch out in my seat, eat as much popcorn as i liked, and cry unashamedly throughout the film. wow... what a debut to my new hobby of seeing films alone! thank you, ms. gerwig!
- 14 – finishing the haunting of hill house with beca!! god, what a brutal, beautiful show!
- 15 – seeing mars and curling up with them and taking a nap. i sure do love my sweet husband!
- 16 – new, sweet kids at work! and basically getting paid to read
- 17 – the switch party with isabella and malaika!!
- 18 - seeing kenzie in mamma mia!
- 19 – the football game at tyler's...things finally feeling normal with him again... parker laughing at my jokes... lexi constantly touching my thigh... nice
- 20 – doing absolutely fucking NOTHING
- 21 – first day of classes! getting lunch with mars and laughing with them. seeing 1917 with tyler
- 22 – finishing my readings in the library while i sipped coffee and sat bisexually in the armchair...getting a $2 iced latte from dunkin' donuts
- 23 – taking a lot of naps so i could kick this stupid cold's ass!!!
- 24 – seeing little women again with isabella!
- 25 – sitting down with intention of being productive and ACTUALLY FINISHING MY SCHOOLWORK even if it did take me literally all day lmao
- 26 – cuddling with blaize and squishing their face, watching brooklyn nine-nine with my dad & hugging & mourning kobe bryant
- 27 – studying with gabriella at 8am while she was still in her pajamas and feeling the true love and intimacy of someone making you a cup of coffee and holding you close
- 28 – katarina giving me a copy of it that i'd completely forgotten about
- 29 – watching spider-man: homecoming for the first time in like eight months
- 30 – seeing kalee and elise and not craig! LMAO
- 31 – seeing nyah's basketball game and kissing her face, zee saying he loves me
dec 31 2019 ∞
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