• Hike the Stampede Trail and take a picture with the famous bus 142! (The Magic Bus from Into The Wild)
• ✔ A few day camping trip on the outskirts of western Michigan.
• Forever Iceland bound.
• ✔ Book that train to good ole' Chicago.
• ✔ A short venture to the Somerset mall in Troy, MI
• Appalacian trail!
• Northwestisbest - Make my way to Oregon
• ✔ Makeup Haul
• ✔ New computer
• Find a second job somewhere for a day a week or so
• ✔ Dust off my camera and put it to some good use!
• ✔ Turn in my things for school, and get me some textbooks.
• ✔ Fiat 500 - Trade in the ole shitty blazer, and put some money down to get my self ...

• Student loans
• Applied for these credit cards
  • Target
  • Discover
  • Barnes & Noble
• Expecting in mail
  • ✔ Flatsound cassette
  • ✔ Avett Brothers tickets
  • ✔ Catcher in the Rye
• Find apartment in either
  • Okemos
  • East Lansing
  • Howell
  • Williamston
  • Lansing (last resort)
  • ✔ Haslett
• ✔ Call apartments
• ✔ Find Brannnon a job

• Get a tattoo
• Attend Coachella
• Meet Conor Oberst and get a photo with him
• Sneak into a concert
• Travel overseas
• Speak french with a french folk
• Visit Portland
• ✔ Move in with Brandon
• Take a train to Chicago
• Have my ideal wedding
• Start a family
• Start an Etsy shop
• ✔ Be happy with myself
• Road Trip
• Graduate College
• Do something out of my comfort zone
• ✔ 3,000 followers

• ✔ Save up my money via Planet Video
• ✔ Harass someone until I find a car
• Sign up for the hell that is Ross Medical
• ✔ Start Meijer job
• ✔ Sign up for school in January
• Figure out degree
• ✔ Move in with Brandon once that is finished

• Target
• Charlotte Russe
• Carters
• Claires
• ✔ Meijer

• ✔ Trainspotting
• ✔ Once
• ✔ Vanilla Sky
• Paris, Je t'aime
• ✔ Little Miss Sunshine
• ✔ The Prestige
• ✔ The King's Speech
• The Adjustment Bureau

“We’re all a little weird. And life is weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love.” ― Robert Fulghum

“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.” ― Oscar Wilde

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.” -Pablo Neruda (100 Love Sonnets)

“I love you more than words. And I am a big fan of words.” ― Joe Dunthorne, Submarine

“Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in...

• people that are comfortable around others, make friends easily, are charismatic, naturally draw people to them, etc.,
• really talented, creative artists and writers.
• intelligence
• pretty people: unblemished faces, big bright eyes, long eyelashes, nice eyebrows, ugh...
• people unrestricted by lack of money
• assertion and confidence
• anyone who lives somewhere beautiful or near places that hold killer music festivals

• Teachers who force participation
• Camouflage, cowboy boots, ford belt buckles, and the whole view on "style" that Livingston county has created in their mind.
• Sold out tickets and sold out anything
• Waiting around for someone for the entire day, impatiently looking out the window to see if they have arrived when you obviously know you are going to end up waiting much longer.
  • Being late
• Bullies, anyone rude or belittling to someone because they feel they withhold more power over them.
• Terrible music. Rap music. Over stimulated country music. R&B is the worst.
• Chunky highlights or curly gelled hair..sick
• The Highschool environment and expectatio...

• ✔ Dye hair:
• Switch nose stud to a hoop
• ✔ See what I look like not pale
• Newport Folk Festival
• The Avett Brothers..
• Whiten my teeth
• Stay away from food that makes me fatter,
• Lose 15 pounds
• Exercise
• ✔ Get face makeup
• Get black jeans
• ✔ Shorts
• ✔ Finish bedroom
• Take some sort of lesson
• ✔ Find a job
• ✔ Get license
• ✔ Watch Fight Club
• ✔ Meet Brandon
• Get a hightech fancy webcam
• Mac Book

• First Aid Kit
  • The Lion's Roar
• ✔ Bon Iver
• Bright Eyes
  • Six LP Pre-order
• Blind Pilot
  • We Are the Tide
  • 3 Rounds and a Sound
• The Head and the Heart
• Iron & Wine
• The Postal Service
• Fleet Foxes

• Black levis
• ✔ 3 pairs of highwaisted shorts
• 5 Dresses
• Peter pan collar shirts/dresses
• ✔ Underwear
• ✔ Tights
• Baggy sweaters
• Vintage dress
• Blouses
• ✔ Boots

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• Skipping school
• Getting something new
• Someone saying my name for the first time
• Receiving mail
• Re-watching movies
• Tour stalking
• Being right
• Kind people
• Or assholes that fit the exception
• Discussing music
• The feeling of success
• Observing my surroundings
• Autumn
• Sweaters
• Antiques
• Thrifting
• Favorite songs on repeat
• Conor Oberst
• Cats
• Station wagons

• My nose is gigantic
• My side profile is extremely strange
• High cheek bones make ugly worse
• My teeth are crooked in the bad way
• My mouth
• Small eyes
• Plain eyebrows
• Acne
• Hunchback
• Small ears
• Big head
• Large inner thighs
• Square/Large face
• Bad hair cut/dead hair
• I can't talk
• I'm boring
• Extremely selfish
• Un-talented
• Un-original
• Complain far too much about everything
• I don't even have personality

• School possibilities
  • ✔ Lansing
  • Washtenaw
  • Saginaw
  • Mott
  • Port Huron
• ✔ Work at Meijer until Christmas
• ✔ Save up 3,000
• ✔ Find an apartment either in
  • Marlette
  • Lansing
• Figure out Major
  • Psychology
  • Psychiatric Nurse
  • Marketing/Advertising
  • ✔ Journalism
• Job possibilities

• ✔ Jacket
• ✔ Jeans
• ✔ Boots
• ✔ Toms
• ✔ Flannels
• Overhead sweater

• ✔ Get a summer job
• ✔ Read more books and poetry
• Write more
• Take more photographs
• Spend heaps of time outside
• ✔ Go camping
• ✔ Go to the beach
• Road Trip
• ✔ Spend a lot of time with Brandon
• ✔ Attend shows
• Renaissance Festival
• ✔ Pass my driving test
• ✔ Save up $1,000
• Go to Chicago
• ✔ New wardrobe
• ✔ Find a car

• ✔ Dark Levis
• ✔ Black Levis (jeans)
• ✔ Knee high brown leather boots
• ✔ Boots in general
• ✔ Plain v necks
• ✔ Plain shirts
• ✔ Button Ups
• ✔ Thin Cardigan
• ✔ Jacket
• ✔ Dress

"So, when I'm lost in a crowd I hope that you'll pick me out. How I long to be found. The grass grew high, I laid down. Now I'm waiting for a hand, To lift me up, help me stand. I've been laying so low, Don't want to lay here no more.

Everything that happens Is supposed to be. And it's all predetermined can't change your destiny. Guess I'll just keep moving, someday maybe I'll get to where I'm going"

Nothing Gets Crossed Out

"Well, I guess that it's typical To cling to memories you'll never get back again"

Happy Birthday To Me (Feb.15)

"And now it all seems so familiar, Like pages turned on calendars. We get the same twelve months to fuck things up Year after year. And I can't believe how down I am, Like the well I'm being lowered in, now water stops, The bucket drops us farthe...

• Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
• The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
• First Day of My Life - Bright Eyes
• I Go To The Barn Because I Like The - Band of Horses
• White Shoes - Conor Oberst
• I Only Have Eyes For You - Frank Sinatra
• Swept Away - The Avett Brothers
• Lizzy - Ben Kweller

• Has an extremely good taste in music. He likes almost everything I listen to, and is open to anything I show him. He also likes a variety music I haven't heard of, and introduces me to great new artists.
• His style is impeccable. He wears sweaters, loves H&M, and wears straight-legged levi's.
• He is so mysterious in the most obvious of ways.
• The way we first started talking involves him asking me if I met Conor Oberst at the Bright Eyes concert I went to. Just another reason to add to my over flowing list of why I love Bright Eyes.
• I love the way he thinks, and I want to just be in his head so I could understand him more.
• He's intelligent, and has a grip on the world. He knows a lot more than people around where I am do.

• New Margot
• ✔ Bower Birds
• ✔ M83
• Nothing came out - the moldy peaches
• ✔ Two Door Cinema Club
• ✔ Foals
• the cinematic orchestra
• ✔ silversun pickups
• ✔ los campesinos!
• bon iver - i cant make you love me
• hungry ghosts i dont think about you anymore but, i don't think about you anyless
• ✔ I don't care what you call me - david ford
• One- Damien Rice
• Maria Mena - Just Hold Me

• I get bored
• I am a selfish person
• I never listen
• I'm just a bad girlfriend in general
• I don't know how to show affection
• I always feel as if I can find a better match
• No one around here shares common interests with me
• The kind of person I match doesn't match me
• I'm shy
• I'm hideous and cheesy
• I get annoyed with people easily
• I always start little fights
• I put my feelings before others
• Past relationships have left me cautious in odd ways
• I cling to people to just feel something, and these people don't even like me, just want to use me

• Writing beautiful poetry
• Piano
• Guitar
• A singing voice
• A voice in general
• The ability to capture quality photographs
• Intelligance
• Speak a foreign language
• Stability
• Creativity

• Vanity
• ✔ Brown Paint
• Dresser
• Headboard
• Mattress
• Paintings
• Bed comforter
• Pillows

• To do
• Beautiful Men
• Wishlist
• Things I love
• My future
• Summer plans
• Items for my new room
• Physical features I admire
• Favorite films
• Films to watch
• Fictional Characters I have a crush on
• Books to read
• What I find attractive
• Things I'm good at
• Talents I wish I had
• Why I'm single
• Kids names I like
• Where I want to travel
• Vinyls I want to buy
• Bands I want to see live this year
• All time favorite songs

• ✔ Couch
• ✔ Coffee Table
• ✔ Clock
• ✔ Pictures/Posters
• ✔ Rugs
• ✔ Pots and Pans
• ✔ Silverware
• Curtains
• ✔ Plates
• ✔ Entertainment Stand

Girl

• Dakota
• Tegan
• Sienna
• Charlotte
• Adyson
• Emery
• Quinn
• Lyric
• Ava
• Everly

Boy

• Sawyer
• Oliver
• Flynn
• Liam
• Jude Elliott

• ✔ Blind Pilot - Feb. 7th
• ✔ The Head and the Heart - March 11th
• Cursive - March 27th
• Margot - April 4th
• Say Anything - April 5th
• Ingrid Michaelson - April 11th
• Death Cab for Cutie - April 14th (Sold Out) :(
• Andrew Bird - May 10th
• GroupLove - May 11th
• The Avett Brothers - May 18th
• Edward Sharpe - May 29th
• Great Lake Swimmers..The Ark June 20th
• ✔ Death Cab/City & Colour - July 4th
• Frontier Ruckus - July 5th Free Show
• Bowerbirds - July 11th
• Manchester Orchestra - July 12th
• Andrew Bird - July 15th
• The Head and The Heart - August 2nd
• Iron & Wine and Glen Hansard - Sept 15th
• Frontier Ruckus - Sept 7th ann arbor

• ✔ Call back pacsun tomorrow
• ✔ Call and make appointment for road test
• ✔ Get dress for gruduation
• ✔ Harass aunt to take me to the mall
• ✔ Take photos

• In a tiny car on the highway some where outwest with cassadaga and various folk artists on repeat.
• In a rustic bar drinking by myself.
• My hogwarts acceptance letter arrives in the mail, and my life in the wizarding world begins.
• Various scenarios where I meet Conor. Most consist of waiting for him after a show, and then we talk and fall in love and he invites me to tagalong on the tour.
• Walking the streets of New York or some other big city.
• With Brandon just hanging out, being happy and such.
• The story plot of "The Mummy" just me inserted in there somewhere.
• In a castle from the 1500's, roaming the corridors.
• Sleeping on the beaches of California.
• Hiking through the mountains.

• Michigan
• Ohio
• Illnois
• Indiana
• Missouri
• Kansas
• Oklahoma
• Colorado
• Utah
• Nevada
• New Mexico
• Arizona
• Arkansas
• Florida
• Texas
• West Virginia

• Acceptance of my sense of humour
• Intelligence
• A tad bit of insanity
• Open-minded
• Witty and clever
• Broad Vocabulary
• Entirely classy with an ounce of grunge added to the mix
• Smokers
• Well dressed
• Dark Hair and pretty eyes
• Assertive personality
• Social, so they can help me out in that field
• Pushes me to become a better person
• Lover of antiques or anything nostalgic
• Passionate about something they do
• Passionate about music, it must mean a whole lot to them. Mutual music taste is essential.
• Mysterious and keep me guessing, yet offe...

• My fear of social interactions.
  • I must be willing to go and get a job
  • Ask places for applications
  • Fill them out
  • Actually turn them in and not let them collect dust on my dresser
  • Strike up casual conversation online or in person
• Spend much less time on the computer
• Be healthy.
  • Moderate portions
  • Not as much soda
  • Perhaps exercise every once in a while
  • Take Vitamins.
  • Wash my face twice a day.
  • Brush my teeth as much as possible.
• Spend more time contemplating life and focusing and refocusing on old things I never entirely finished.

• ✔ Practice parallel parking
• ✔ Sign up for driving test
• ✔ Do homework/pass school
• Edit photos
• ✔ Bangs cut
• ✔ Switch nose stud to hoop
• ✔ Tan
• Whitestrips
• ✔ Job searching
• ✔ Two new outfits
• ✔ Order a flatsound cassette

• Looking For Alaska - John Green
• Life As We Knew It - Susan Beth Pfeffer
• Unwind - Neal Shusterman
• The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
• Riding in Cars With Boys - Beverly Donofrio
• Jay's Journal - Beatrice Sparks
• The Great Gatsby - Scott F. Fitzgerald
• Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs - Chuck Klosterman
• Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk
• Tuck Everlasting - Natalie Babbitt
• Everything is Illuminated - Jonathan Safran Foer

• Portland, Oregon
• California
• France
• United Kingdom
• Greece
• Rome
• Egypt
• Poland
• Omaha,Nebraska
• New York,New York
• Chicago,Illinois
• The Grand Canyon (Again)
• Quebec,Canada
• Iceland
• Australia
• Alaska

• Collar bones
• Unique noses with character
• Big eyes
• Crooked bottom teeth
• Pretty eye colors of any sort
• Random freckles
• Hands
• Eyebrows with shape
• Beards
• Five O'clock shadow
• Slender legs
• Perfectly crafted jawlines
• Pale hair
• Long eyelashes
• Backs

• Conor Oberst
• Joseph Gordon-Levitt
• Johnny Depp
• Evan Peters
• Damien Rice
• Jude Law
• James Marsden
• Hugh Jackman
• Rupert Grint
• Leonardo DiCaprio
• Mike Wolfe
• Ryan Gosling