"Life's truest happiness is found in the friendships we make along the way."

This list is in chaos. I'll probably make more.

• February 29, 1996 - November 14, 2023
  • We don't know if he died on the 13th or the 14th in the early morning, but my guess is the latter.
• Currently, no cause of death identified.
  • His mum died very suddenly when he was younger, and three autopsies yielded three different results. The cops found him in his flat and, last I heard, ruled out suicide -- so there's suspicion that he went out the same way.
• We met in August 2020.
• astrology
  • Pisces Sun
  • Capricorn rising
• likes
  • special interests: first aid kits; sharks; dinosaurs; Grey's Anatomy + the fire fighters side show? Haha, I'm afraid I can't remember what it's called at the moment
  • CHEESE STRINGS - he had a self-described bad habit of having two every night before bed.
  • black, gray, green
  • the Moon, when he could see it from the Scotland skies
  • Scotland
    • the Highlands!!! He wanted me to see them.
  • owls
  • his animals
    • Cooper (dog)
    • Sebastian (dog)
    • Judo (dog)
    • Jojo (dog)
    • fish - I don't know its name, but when he was a kid he had a fish (I think a beta?) that he absolutely loved and was completely heartbroken when it passed.
    • Jupiter & Saturn (turtles)
  • tattoos
    • owl
    • Stewart clan
    • something to commemorate one of his other friendships
    • I know that there were others, but I don't know what they were.
  • American, Chinese, and Italian food - he often talked about how he hated British food
  • also, onion rings from Burger King
  • haggis
  • square sausage
  • relatively plain food
    • though he did like to cook for others, and said he was quite good at it
  • dinosaur-shaped turkey fingers (???) - he said his mum used to feed them to him when he was really young
  • his mum - he put her on a pedestal
  • the two weeks of summer, haha
  • camping / fishing
  • bagpipes
  • genuinely loved children, wanted to work with them
• dislikes
  • his stupid family, because they made him the scapegoat
  • he hated when he didn't have a routine
  • living so close to his ex -- but at the same time, his flat was the first place he ever lived in that felt like home to him, and he didn't want to leave
  • Torries
• health
  • He had many health problems, and was in near constant physical and emotional pain. Half a year ago, when he was considering suicide, he told me that he wanted me to be happy for him. I couldn't sign off on him killing himself, but now that he's gone, I am happy for him. It's not that I wanted him dead, or that I'm happy he is per se, but I know that it was never going to get any better.
  • Conditions include, but are not limited to, BPD, SAD, depression, AuDHD, fibromyalgia, carpel tunnel syndrome, possibly PCOS -- he wasn't diagnosed with the last one, but his sister had it, so there was a good chance.