A thought every day for a year.

• aug 13:
• aug 12:Received rude comments about my body recently & instead of using it as an excuse for a pity party, I'm gonna use it as fuel to be more fab.
• aug 11: Absolutely heartbroken and devastated. I have never been so upset about a celebrity death. You brought so much joy and laughter to the world and will be missed. I'm sorry you had to go through so much emotional pain in this life but I hope you're in a better place now. I love you. RIP Robin Williams.
• aug 10: I bonded with so much of my family this trip and I'm so happy about it.
• aug 9: Contrary to popular belief, you can tell someone they're wrong without being an asshole about it.
• aug 8: Drunk game nights are the best kind of nights.
• aug 7: I have so much love for people it makes me want to cry. My life is so perfect.
• aug 6: Tubing for multiple hours a day is so painful but so worth it.
• aug 5: Loving someone means accepting them for who they are NOT saying mean, hurtful things to them because they aren't who you want them to be.
• aug 4: I just counted 15 mosquito bites on one leg. I wanna die.
• aug 3: The best part of a wedding is the dancing. Ya gurl can get down.
• aug 2: I'm not feeling very body positive lately and it's the worst.
• aug 1: T-minus 28 days until I see Brand New!!!!!!
• july 31: Spending my week at a beautiful lake in Minnesota with my family and I'm excited.
• july 30: I hear bits of you in every song I love.
• july 29: Spent 30 minutes talking about the Kardashian game and comparing stats with my boss today. This is my life now.
• july 28: "I'm so happy with how life is right now and it's like 90% because of you the other 10% is x-men and dr pepper and music."
• july 27: Sometimes you just gotta go get a peanut butter shake at 11pm, ya know?
• july 26: I wonder if dogs ever over-think stuff.
• july 25: Loud nostalgic sing-a-longs with people I love. :')
• july 24: Retail therapy is much needed wow
• july 23: 7 months down, much more to go. <3
• july 22: "My Brita filter is older than their relationship. Wait a second... Should I change my Brita filter?"
• july 21: I love when bigger girls wear crop tops. You break those ridiculous body expectations. You go girl.
• july 20: I'm so in love I might throw up ugh
• july 19: Amusement park day with my three favorite people.
• july 18: 10000% stressed
• july 17: I can't wait to lose my voice/cry a little when I see The Front Bottoms tonight. :')
• july 16: When you tell someone you don't eat meat and they say "but it's chicken" you smile, nod and pat their head bc their life is hard enough.
• july 15:
• july 14: Brb ripping out my ovaries and kicking them into space.
• july 13: Literally been in the worst pain of my life the last two days. I give up. Let me die.
• july 12: "Ugh my girlfriend broke up with me. I miss you so much." lol no
• july 11: People might get annoyed that I can't go out and do things/hang out a lot but I'm trying to save money and do what's best for me. :'(
• july 10: Like yesterday, but a little bit worse.
• july 9: The combination of having a shitty car and living far away from people I want to see is heartbreaking.
• july 8: Do you ever love someone so much you want to punch them in the face??
• july 7: Whenever I get bummed about stuff I remind myself that I'm seeing Brand New next month and I go back to being happy.
• july 6: Someone made me watch Big Brother, now I love it and want a lot more of it.
• july 5: More money, less problems.
• july 4: Got paid to play video games and have sex all day so that's tight.
• july 3: *swims in a pool of peach tea*
• july 2: Who needs to exercise when you can just break the A/C in your car and sweat out all your calories??
• july 1: I just cried in the bathroom at work because people don't like me. *queue high school flashback*
• june 30: Get woken up by kisses and try to have a bad day. You can't.
• june 29: "You literally smell like a Lush store." Coolest thing ever said to me tbh :')
• june 28: I am such a needy loser today.
• june 27: If you don't take every chance you get to walk around your house naked, you're really fucking up.
• june 26: When you get caught in a lie and your stomach just drops.
• june 25: Living 700+ miles from your twin is really the worst thing.
• june 24: Slowly realizing that people don't care about me and it really sucks.
• june 23: Today was my birthday and it wasn't great.
• june 22: I love my family so much.
• june 21: My absolute favorite thing about airports are the groups of happy people seeing their loved ones and crying and hugging and smiling.
• june 20: I want a flat tummy but I want burritos more.
• june 19: I don't have patience for 24 year old "men" who still can't accept that girls have periods.
• june 18: Don't let people tell you no one will love you til you love yourself. You deserve love no matter how much you struggle with your self-esteem.
• june 17: Shattered my phone and cried.
• june 16: I just want to relax.
• june 15: Seeing you makes me feel better about life.
• june 14: I really need to learn how to hide my emotions better.
• june 13: Reminder that most of your perceptions of what women 'should' be like are bullshit. :')
• june 12: Poussey is straight up trying to steal whatever heterosexuality I have left.
• june 11: Excuse me while I watch a whole season of Orange is the New Black in one day.
• june 10: I think my overall goal in life is to hurt other people as little as possible.
• june 9: It's so fucked up how lonely everyone is when you think about how many other lonely people there are on the planet. So fucked up.
• june 8: Someone please remind me that I'm not a complete fuck up. I'm okay with being a partial or even mostly fuck up but not a complete one.
• june 7: Death by allergies.
• june 6: I got paid to hangout at a golf course all day and I'm very happy about it.
• june 5: Kids are super cute but they are also satan.
• june 4: 3 hours of sleep got me feelin' some sort of way. (like shit. I feel like shit)
• june 3: Wear a lot of makeup, wear a little bit of makeup. You do you but please don't let makeup depict your self worth because you're pretty always.
• june 2: Compliments from gay men are the best kind of compliments.
• june 1: Hangover recovery day.
• may 31: I love my friends and I'm so glad we're okay.
• may 30: Tyler gives me goodnight kisses on my butt. I'm very happy about it.
• may 29: When someone sees you ugly cry and still wants to bang you, hold them close and don't let them go.
• may 28: Bad things shouldn't happen to good people and it makes my heart ache that it does. Really tough day.
• may 27: Breaking news: girl watches 8 seasons of Dexter in two weeks and loses all sense of reality.
• may 26: Abs and thighs burn so good.
• may 25: Bees games with my main homies.
• may 24: I don't remember the last time I've felt this good about myself for this long. :')
• may 23: Someone just told me that a certain selfie resembled Sasha Grey, so today is cool.
• may 22: Let's just talk about how often I cry about fictional people.
• may 21: Missing someone right when they leave is some kind of sick joke.
• may 20: I've perfected the art of getting ready in 10 minutes.
• may 19: I don't love anything as much as I love my bed on Monday mornings.
• may 18: I'm going to San Francisco for my birthday!!!
• may 17: I'm just trying to get my boobs peirced.
• may 16: Why do people get so offended/defensive/rude when you tell them you don't eat meat? I don't get it.
• may 15: I might be a loser but I smell good.
• may 14: If you can't talk to me about your problem, I'm not going to acknowledge it.
• may 13: Cashier: "Oh are you having a party?" "No, I just like junk food."
• may 12: My night has consisted of a whole lot of Dexter and a whole lot of cheesecake.
• may 11: You can do this. You can do this.
• may 10: A lot of laughs today. I love double dates.
• may 9: All I want to do is feel pretty and I hate that I can't.
• may 8: Let me kiss Donald Glover.
• may 7: I'm so sick of shitty people doing shitty things.
• may 6: Here's to be more financially responsible, getting back into college, and seeing a therapist. Here's to being happier.
• may 5: Baja Blast got me feeling some sort of way.
• may 4: I can't believe this happened to me. I just can't believe this.
• may 3: The Amazing Spider-Man 2 was so incredible. These critics need to be hit in the head.
• may 2: I don't know how I found someone so selfless and amazing and funny and cute and perfect. Ugh ugh ugh.
• may 1: I just want to be accepted and appreciated.
• apr 31: My stress level just increased by 100%.
• apr 30: It's crazy how much changes in a year.
• apr 29: Unlimited pizza and really great people..
• apr 28: I hate that my anxiety controls my life and I'm sick of being sad all the time. I just want to be normal.
• apr 27: 4 weeks behind on Game of Thrones and spoiler anxiety is so dang real.
• apr 26: I need to stop comparing myself to other girls.
• apr 25: Coconut oil and sugar scrub making my skin feel like heaven.
• apr 24: I like people. Especially the really nice kind.
• apr 23: Four months with my guy and the heart eyes still haven't gone away.
• apr 22: Wow hypocrites are my favorite.
• apr 21: I've missed this so much. I wish it could be like this all the time.
• apr 20: We don't believe in the same things, but I wouldn't trade my family for the world.
• apr 19: My little sister thinks I'm the coolest person in the world and it makes me want to cry.
• apr 18: I need to stop doing this to myself.
• apr 17: I just want to be normal. I just want to be okay.
• apr 16: My depression is getting really bad again.
• apr 15:
• apr 14: Ride or chai chick.
• apr 13: Everything in falling into place. I'm happy.
• apr 12: Watching my boyfriend do what he is passionate about and succeeding at it is the best feeling.
• apr 11: I want you by my side always.
• apr 10: Too many documentaries, not enough time.
• apr 9: A lot of good changes in my life.
• apr 8: Starting the vegetarian leap and I'm so excited.
• apr 7: I wish my friends would understand and be supportive of my anxieties.
• apr 6: Chris Evans could get it.
• apr 5: I've got to see my favorite person 4 days this week and it's been the best week ever.
• apr 4: Naughty, naughty.
• apr 3: This is going to piss people off, but I don't care.
• apr 2: Back to reality, I guess.
• apr 1: Sometimes I look at my life and I think 'I've got it pretty great' but I still sit around and mope about things.
• mar 31: Calories don't count when you're on your period, right?
• mar 30: I don't know how I got someone so selfless and funny and cute to like me so much but good job me.
• mar 29: I have never wanted anything so bad in my life.
• mar 28: Does anyone have $20,000 that they don't need?
• mar 27: I can deal with stress but why do zits have to happen?
• mar 26: Give me Chipotle or give me death.
• mar 25: This Kindle is the best thing to ever happen to me. Treat yo self.
• mar 24: Very thankful to be surrounded by people that keep my head on straight and give me sound advice when I am stressing out.
• mar 23: It feels so good to have my friends back.
• mar 22: I've never been in love before but I think that might change soon.
• mar 21: I'm ready to get emotional to The Used and Taking Back Sunday tonight. I can't even contain my excitement.
• mar 20: If you're unhappy with your life, change it.
• mar 19: Good pizza. Good music. Good friends.
• mar 18: I've had my head shoved in a book for the last week.
• mar 17: Thankful for macaroni and cheese.
• mar 16: Car rides, sing a longs, and Starbucks.
• mar 15: I have such an obsessive personality.
• mar 14: I'm starting to get more comfortable talking to strangers and I'm really happy about it.
• mar 13: Thankful for my mom and sister for talking to me on the phone for 2 1/2 hours and keeping me from having an emotional breakdown.
• mar 12: Four Year Strong and Bayside tonight. Nostalgia, here I come.
• mar 11: POKEMON POKEMON POKEMON
• mar 10: I have a really bad case of the Mondays.
• mar 9: Things need to change. I need to change.
• mar 8: I pushed all my friends away and I don't even feel connected to them anymore.
• mar 7: How can I be so happy but so sad at the same time?
• mar 6: I'M SEEING BRAND NEW IN AUGUST!!!!
• mar 5: I need my boyfriend and potato bacon pizza.
• mar 4: I'm starting to feel good about my body for the first time in a long time.
• mar 3: My car got broken into last night. Enjoy your pack of gum, idiot.
• mar 2: Oscar night is my favorite night.
• mar 1: Woah, GTA is taking over my life.
• feb 28: I'm so damn needy and I wish I wasn't.
• feb 27: Three hours of sleep doesn't look good on me tbh.
• feb 26: I got 99 problems and money would solve about 90 of them.
• feb 25: Wow kidney infections suck.
• feb 24: I'm so sick of being sick.
• feb 23: Fuck a fever for real.
• feb 22: I have the cutest babe and the cutest friends.
• feb 21: I get so upset about the stupidest shit.
• feb 20: Sincerely jealous of people that get to see their significant others every day.
• feb 19: Falling down stairs sucks. I'm in so much pain and I'm so mad.
• feb 18: Oscar movies, snacks, and kisses. Cool day.
• feb 17: My work day is about 8 hours too long, to be honest.
• feb 16: Omelettes, mimosas, buzznet quizzes. Perfect lazy Sunday.
• feb 15: High five for sex. Sex is good. Sex is cool.
• feb 14: Wow best valentine's day ever. I can't get over how lucky I am.
• feb 13: I will never love any man as much as I love my dad.
• feb 12: How do you unfuck things up?
• feb 11: I'm a good person and I'm a good friend. I'm sick of people making me feel less than that.
• feb 10: Feeling sexy is so empowering.
• feb 9: I'm so jealous of people that don't have to deal with anxiety.
• feb 8: Heart eyes every single day.
• feb 7: Worry less, love more.
• feb 6: If anyone has $3,000 they don't want, let me know.
• feb 5: Cool show. Cool hangs. Cool people.
• feb 4: Woah, I have some amazing people in my life. How did I get so lucky?
• feb 3: Cleaning is so therapeutic to me.
• feb 2: RIP Philip Seymour Hoffman. You were brilliant and I'm so sad you're gone.
• feb 1: Dating someone that my friends and family love is a really cool thing.
• jan 31: I live for Friday.
• jan 30: I can't handle this stress. Help.
• jan 29: Parks and Recreation is my comfort show.
• jan 28: Wine. Wine. Wine. Give me all the wine.
• jan 27: I saw two amazing Sundance movies with some pretty great people.
• jan 26: You can count on me to make bad situations 10x worse.
• jan 25: More money, less problems.
• jan 24: I don't know how one person can make me feel so many great things at one time.
• jan 23: I want to change. I need to change.
• jan 22: It's a dark and shiny place, but with you my dear I'm safe and we're a million miles away.
• jan 21: Missing someone right after they leave is some kind of sick joke.
• jan 20: Day three with my boyfriend. I don't ever want to leave.
• jan 19: I have some really great people in my life.
• jan 18: When will I stop being such a shy mess?
• jan 17: I want to punch my ovaries into space.
• jan 16: Being an adult is such a piece of shit.
• jan 15: I need to stop letting my insecurities get the best of me.
• jan 14: I finally got to see The Front Bottoms and I got to experience it with my favorite boy.
• jan 13: "If you point your finger at me one.more.time I'm going to slap your eyebrows off of your face."
• jan 12: I would spend every weekend with my guy and never get sick of it.
• jan 11: Ever have so many orgasms in a day you can't even think straight?
• jan 10: This weekend is going to be so great. Wow.
• jan 9: "I've made a cum before."
• jan 8: Sinus infections are the freggin' worst.
• jan 7: Seeing your significant other do what they are being passionate about and being recognized for it is a really great thing.
• jan 6: I really hate letting people down.
• jan 5: I don't like confrontation. I don't want to do this.
• jan 4: Thank you for making my weekends amazing.
• jan 3: Wow I have the cutest boyfriend though.
• jan 2: It's so hard to be sad lately and that's awesome.
• jan 1: Great night with my best friends. Bring it on 2014.