to remind myself that it isn't all bad

• dec 27: today a huge part of my childhood/life died. rip carrie fisher.
• nov 8: today i got proposed to in front of the castle at disneyland. my life is perfect and i dont even care about anything else anymore.
• aug 14: stranger things, another day w/ bae
• aug 13: makeup compliments, new makeup, laughing a lot
• aug 12: scary movies and cuddles
• aug 11: ---
• aug 10: feeling less sick
• aug 9: getting healthier, good news from doctors
• aug 8: going out of my comfort zone
• aug 7: getting stuff done, packing
• aug 6: olympics, funny talks w/ friends
• aug 5: charity, drinking the pain away

✧✧ i'm so awful at keeping up with this thing ✧✧

• jun 10:
• jun 19: my dad, swimming for the first time in years, good makeup day -- rip anton yelchin ❤
• jun 18: alone time, video games, cleaning
• jun 17: $1000 bonus, new makeup, rupaul's drag race all-stars season 2 cast
• jun 16: sleeping in late w/ bf
• jun 15: killing it at my job, staying up late laughing with my bf, my bf talking me down from an extreme panic attack
• jun 14: the feeling you get when your hangover is finally gone
• jun 13: drunk game night, my friends are so great
• jun 12: rip to the 49 beautiful souls that were unfairly taken in orlando ❤
• jun 11: bargin shopping, cute weddings
• jun 10: seeing my mom, cute dogs, gyros
• jun 9: --
• jun 8: rupauls drag race
• jun 7: --
• jun 6: seeing people dancing and singing in their cars
• jun 5: finally accepting weight gain and trying on shorts & bathing suit for the first time in three years
• jun 4: lazy mornings w/ babe, my dad
• jun 3: late night laughs, massages
• jun 2: --
• jun 1: girls night, surprises, wedding talk
• may 31: bachlorette, watermelon
• may 30: my perfect boyfriend surprising me, snapchat filters
• may 29: disney original movies
• may 28: x-men, yard sales, wedding planning
• may 27: game nights w/ my friends
• may 26: asking for a raise and getting one
• may 25: --
• may 24: --
• may 23: dreams about disneyland, dreams about drake, dreams about being w/ drake in disneyland
• may 22: game of thrones,
• may 21: yard sales, sushi, family day
• may 20: being the boss for a day, getting shit done (again)
• may 19: being the boss for a day, getting shit done
• may 18: --
• may 17: --
• may 16: catching up, finding new shows
• may 15: family day, doing new things, new hair
• may 14: seeing old friends, bonding, being supported
• may 13: seeing my boyfriend after a really, really hard week
• may 12: much needed alone time
• may 11: --
• may 10: --
• may 9: --
• may 8: sibling hangs, wedding planning
• may 7: being in love, cuddles
• may 6: civil war, the new spiderman, starting to like captain america
• may 5: --
• may 4: --
• may 3: --
• may 2: --
• may 1: lazy girl days
• apr 30: wedding planning, the love of my life
• apr 29: pineapple fruit bars, target
• apr 28: --
• apr 27: --
• apr 26: --
• apr 25: --
• apr 24: disney cruise planning, disney pins
• apr 23: being taken care of, laughing about drama
• apr 22: really great sex, cuddles
• apr 21: rip prince ♡
• apr 20: --
• apr 19: --
• apr 18: bf is back from tour
• apr 17: good makeup days
• apr 16: getting high, video games
• apr 15: whole week in a house by myself
• apr 14: makeup compliments
• apr 13: staying busy, knowing someone doesn't hate you
• apr 12: weed, alone time
• apr 11: dunkin donuts coffee, snuggles w/ babe
• apr 10: family bonding time
• apr 9: getting out of my comfort zone, nostalgic hangs pt 2
• apr 8: nostalgic hangs, singing so loud my throat hurts
• apr 7: seeing my twin again :')
• apr 6: wine drunk, acting like a dork
• apr 5: getting high
• apr 4: --
• apr 3: decluttering, cheesecake, 2nd family hangs
• apr 2: justin bieber, dancing until my legs are jello, singing until my voice is gone
• apr 1: overtime, $$$
• mar 31: french fries
• mar 30: the jazz almost beating the warriors, jazz bear
• mar 29: making new friends
• mar 28: amy poehler and tina fey
• mar 27: tried to find something good about today but just cant. awful.
• mar 26: apartment hunting, night crawlers, dance off, mafia
• mar 25: video game night, birdie sanders
• mar 24: the office finale
• mar 23: bernie winning my state, bernie 2016
• mar 22: two hour lines for bernie, conquering my anxiety
• mar 21: alone time finally
• mar 20: scandal sunday
• mar 19: movie traditions, popcorn, fancy parties
• mar 18: bernie sanders rally, bernie for president, bern baby bern
• mar 17: basketball w/ babe
• mar 16: daughter live
• mar 15: overtime $$$
• mar 14: jojo being the new bachelorette, making money
• mar 13: breakfast with my besties
• mar 12: game nights
• mar 11: --
• mar 10: --
• mar 9: new organizing tools, google chrome add ons
• mar 8: birthday party planning, women supporting women
• mar 7: bachelor, breakfast burritos
• mar 6: scandal marathon, olivia and fitz phone sex
• mar 5: zootopia, movies that battle sexism and racism in a very classy way
• mar 4: new yummy recipes, grocery shopping with babe
• mar 3: dog vines
• mar 2: --
• mar 1: --
• feb 29: taking bad news and seeing the silver lining
• feb 28: oscar party, leo winning an oscar
• feb 27: ikea shopping, planning future home, ghost stories
• feb 26: setting goals
• feb 25: --
• feb 24: being productive, getting a good night sleep
• feb 23: good makeup days
• feb 22: helping my friends
• feb 21: musicals, scandal marathon, solitaire blast
• feb 20: planning to move out, budgeting
• feb 19: sushi, oscar movies
• feb 18: oatmeal raisin cookies, getting taken care of
• feb 17: my friends make me feel better
• feb 16: coconut oil, comfy robes
• feb 15: cooking, inversion free day
• feb 14: star wars themed valentines day
• feb 13: chill hangs w/ babe
• feb 12: double dates, laughing until you're crying, deadpool is the greatest movie ive ever seen
• feb 11: stepping outside of my comfort zone
• feb 10: eating healthier
• feb 9: getting to work on time, being productive
• feb 8: bachelor nights
• feb 7: superbowl snacks, brain games
• feb 6: car jams, snapchat filters, sushi
• feb 5: meeting chewbacca, mangos, toy story mania, animators building
• feb 4: world of color, star wars, meeting boba fett, disneyland food, tower of terror
• feb 3: disneyland feels, disneyland smells, disneyland sounds, 15 minute waits
• feb 2: napping makes 12 hour car rides feel like 4 hour car rides
• feb 1: vacation officially starts
• jan 31: breakfast with my favs, wits and wagers, laughing until i cry
• jan 30: makeup tutorials, disneyland planning
• jan 29: laughing until you cry; foofaraw, zamouse, fogdog
• jan 28: cute haircuts
• jan 27: bachelor nights with my fav
• jan 26: too sick to go to work but not sick enough to play video games all day
• jan 25: "this used to big on me, but now it fits because im fast. nice."
• jan 24: finding a good pair of pants that make my butt look 10/10
• jan 23: game nights, having sex in crazy places
• jan 22: indie films, wonderfully cheery volunteers
• jan 21: my best friend is back home
• jan 20: late night phone calls
• jan 19: i have a really great, supportive boyfriend that listens to me rant about my shitty day
• jan 18: the bachelor, high kill streaks
• jan 17: the guys making us dinner, heart to heart with michelle, salty tomatoes
• jan 16: indian food, having a whole theater to ourselves
• jan 15: catchphrase, disneyland talk, vines
• jan 14: (rip alan rickman ily) exploding kittens, one direction jams, "these doritos pair quite well with this moscato"
• jan 13: scandal, friends reunion
• jan 12: being productive, new girl, winston
• jan 11: my best friend is engaged, the three best friends that anyone could have, exploding kittens
• jan 10: packers in the playoffs, leonardo dicaprio being an angel, oscar isaacs face, codenames
• jan 9: the revenant, 8 hours of battlefront
• jan 8: talking about houses with tyler
• jan 7: people enjoying my cooking
• jan 6: donuts; one direction car jams
• jan 5: scandal; meal planning
• jan 4: cinnamon roasted almonds; arm dancing; yelling at grown men to do better at sports
• jan 3: michelle saying she missed me; watching grease 2 and laughing a lot; my room smells like flowers
• jan 2: best sex of my life probably; new tv
• jan 1: being taken care of when i'm hungover