- Jan 1, 2015 · new year · new start · worried · headache · rain
- Jan 2, 2015 · no cancer !!!!!! · greatest news EVER · lots of tears · all smiles · grocery shopping
- Jan 3, 2015 · quality time with L · workworkwork · happy · candles · magazines
- Jan 4, 2015 · new tea · cozy day · day off · knitting · another pair of socks
- Jan 5, 2015 · speaking to M on the phone again · appointments · workworkwork · fireplace · rain
- Jan 6, 2015 · surprising L · talking to N · kitten · many thoughts · thankful
- Jan 7, 2015 · workworkwork · lots of laundry · happy · missing Liz · ready for changes
- Jan 8, 2015 · seeing M again · ticket · overcoming fear · nervous · happy
- Jan 9, 2015 · ready for the weekend · endless · workworkwork · rain · feeling bloated
- Jan 10, 2015 · novel · workworkwork · decisions · Rosamunde Pilcher movie · sleepless
- Jan 11, 2015 · knitting · quality time with Bailey & Giz · at the stables · reading · argument
- Jan 12, 2015 · silence · hate mondays lately · tears · appointment · not happy
- Jan 13, 2015 · wanderlust · missing the North Sea · missing Mom so much · reading · blood tests
- Jan 14, 2015 · laundry · writing · anxious · cleaning · garden plans
- Jan 15, 2015 · more appointments · sonogram · scared · changes are coming · tea
- Jan 16, 2015 · cleaning house · cooking dinner · argument · appointment with M · confused
- Jan 17, 2015 · finally some sunshine · going for a walk · at the stables · she is such a great girl · wonderful afternoon
- Jan 18, 2015 · tulips · blogging · ready for new beginnings · monthly goals
- Jan 19, 2015 · missing L · chocolate · lonely · candles · more planning
- Jan 20, 2015 · 700.000 views on the blog · notebooks · window lights · books · groceries
- Jan 21, 2015 · backache · frustration · snow · putting an end to her bullshit · feeling much better
- Jan 22, 2015 · realizing that I'm much better off without her · thinking · Liz is the best · knitting · birthday planning
- Jan 23, 2015 · another pair of socks on the needles · more yarn · Martina Hill · laughing til my tummy hurts · excited about tomorrow
- Jan 24, 2015 · working with L · proud of her · blogging about pumpkin bread · creativity · so much snow
- Jan 25, 2015 · finally a day of rest · knitting · The Walking Dead · strawberries · cake
- Jan 26, 2015 · rain · heart or head? · gut feeling · where did the weekend go? · appointments
- Jan 27, 2015 · finished Joy Fielding's book · Hanni & Nanni · memories · grandma · waiting for spring
- Jan 28, 2015 · laundry · workworkwork · raspberry bushes · garden plans · R is so hypocritical
- Jan 29, 2015 · music · re-reading a book · storm · sitting by the fireplace knitting · peaceful
- Jan 30, 2015 · even more snow · selling books · beautiful view from my desk · more cleaning · boring life
- Jan 31, 2015 · at the stables · L loves the snow · hoofprints in the snow · cuddles with Giz & Bails · quality time
- Feb 1, 2015 · first of the month · new goals · finishing another pair of socks · The Walking Dead · thoughts
- Feb 2, 2015 · Monk-Day · looking forward to this new month · lots of changes · positive attitude
- Feb 3, 2015 · aqppointment with G · they put so many doubts in my head · something NEEDS to change · chocolate
- Feb 4, 2015 · going for long walks with Gizmo on a daily basis · frozen · everything is white · fireplace · thoughts
- Feb 5, 2015 · baking a cherry pie · clean kitchen · family time · walking · writing to Liz
- Feb 6, 2015 · Knallerfrauen · preparing dinner for the weekend · ice cream · talking to Mel · sad feeling
- Feb 7, 2015 · taking photos of L · she makes me so happy · I have the best fur babies in the world · peaceful · cuddles with the babies
- Feb 8, 2015 · Start making my own happiness priority · The Walking Dead is back! · candy · sleeping · Leo
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- May 29, 2015 · introverted · happy to be home · weekend · chocolate · candles
- May 30, 2015 · Einstein · stable · quality time · cold · take away
- May 31, 2015 · grooming Gizmo · blogging · Liz · journaling · cuddles
- June 1, 2015 · vet · videos · worried · nightmare · Criminal Minds
- June 2, 2015 · appointment · blood tests · panic attack · just want to sleep forever · baking bread
- June 3, 2015 · appointment · meds · sleep all afternoon · new book in the mail · long weekend ahead
- June 4, 2015 · stable · missing Liz · diary · sleep · trust no one but Liz & Mel
- June 5, 2015 · heatwave · second eczema blanket for Licentia · longest WhatsApp message to Liz · diary · copycat
- June 6, 2015 · rest day · bad news · high risk for heart attack · many worries · nightmare
- June 7, 2015 · time to do what's best for ME · Licentia looks gorgeous with her new blanket · windows are wide open all day · gardening · lots of laundry
- June 8, 2015 · anxious all day · a little bit of rain · writing to Y · dizziness · crochet
- June 9, 2015 · early morning appointment · more blood tests · heartbreaking message from M · so sick of all the bad news · sleepless
- June 10, 2015 · another early appointment · test results came back better than before · referral · feeling much better · talking to Liz
- June 11, 2015 · meeting M · giving Licentia her first shower of the year · :) · RIP Ravel · started joining granny squares
- June 12, 2015 · heatwave · migraine · crochet · talking to Edii via WhatsApp · swollen feet · watering the plants by hand
- June 13, 2015 · lots of crochet · making plans for changes on the blog · journaling · taking Instax photos of Gizmo · writing to Sabrina
- June 14, 2015 · cleaning the bunnies hutch · making plans for a new coop · working with the scythe to make hay · writing to Sabrina all evening · swollen lip
- June 15, 2015 · no sleep whatsoever · blister · nightmares · too much online shopping · Hannibal Season 2 marathon
- June 16, 2015 · Hannibal marathon · counting points · cancelled appointment · crochet · finished a very long letter for Sabrina
- June 17, 2015 · mail from HK · laundry day · working on the blanket · harvesting spinach · heartache
- June 18, 2015 · finished Season 2 of Hannibal · orders coming in · future plans · masking tape · quality time
- June 19, 2015 · RIP Bonbon · heartbroken · many tears · rain · heartache
- June 20, 2015 · rain · candles · spent almost all day in bed · thankful for Liz · worried about her
- June 21, 2015 · even heaven cries for you · migraine · more tears · missing you so much · stable for the first time in over a week
- June 22, 2015 · sick leave · sadness & broken heart · so much rain · sleep early · Meditation
- June 23, 2015 · Bates Motel · writing to Kiki all afternoon · met the cutest calves ever · quality time with B · making healthy choices
- June 24, 2015 · 5 years · email from Mir · still worried about Liz · vet with Gizmo · Bates Motel
- June 25, 2015 · feeling a tiny bit better · super long message from Liz ❤· freshly squeezed orange juice · lots of laundry · working on blanket
- June 26, 2015 · detox day 1 · cloudy thoughts · heatwave · just breathe · Bailey's had a seizure
- June 27, 2015 · Happy Birthday, Mom. ❤ · swollen feet · far too hot · heavy rainfall · diary
- June 28, 2015 · I was so sad to leave again · lots of clouds & rain · looked at chicken farm · picking recurrants · working on blanket
- June 29, 2015 · overslept · panic attack · heatwave · laundry · giving Bailey a fur-cut
- June 30, 2015 · finishing the 3rd season of Bates Motel · finished joining all granny squares · mowing the lawn · missing Bonbon so much · 5 years
- July 1, 2015 · first of the month · early morning · lots of laundry · Lifehouse's new album has been shipped · missing Bates Motel already
- July 2, 2015 · 34°C at 9pm · sleepless night · finished granny square blanket FINALLY · late night talks with M · migraine
- July 3, 2015 · harvesting lettuce · working on chicken coop plans · finally a day off · preparing for tomorrow · can't cool down
- July 4, 2015 · losing interest · feeling so bad about it · happy 4th of July · missing the US · hottest day of the year (41°C)
- July 5, 2015 · take away · finally some rain & heavy thunderstorms · lightning stroke right beside my house · swollen left arm · ice cream
- July 6, 2015 · home · windows are open all day long · more laundry · missing Mom · sleepless
- July 7, 2015 · no water · calling D to come check this out · nightmare · insomnia · tears
- July 8, 2015 · plumber · stressed and overwhelmed · never felt so helpless and lonely before · chest pain · reading
- July 9, 2015 · Einstein and Gizmo both are sick · breakdown · thoughts become foggier again · no sleep · migraine
- July 10, 2015 · vet with Einstein & Gizmo - turns out they both have blood in their urin and have a bladder infection · fighting to keep Einstein alive · far too many tears · the water pump works again · 11 years since Gizmo came into my life ❤❤❤❤
- July 11, 2015 · worrying message from Liz · too much food · diary · too hot · reading
- July 12, 2015 · missing Edii · replying to all my unread WhatsApp messages · first family brunch in what feels like forever · Sunday + rain = perfection · lots of snuggles
- July 13, 2015 · fighting for Einstein · so worried · vet · always tired · sleepless night
- July 14, 2015 · RIP Einstein :'( · broken heart · just want to scream my lungs out · feeling so helpless · family
- July 15, 2015 · still can't believe he's gone · it feels so surreal · I feel like giving up · doing laundry to keep myself occupied · harvesting broccoli
- July 16, 2015 · cauliflower is almost ready · more laundry · Dad came over to help me fix something · I long for the feeling of family · pizza night
- July 17, 2015 · wish I could get away for a while · insmonia · at home all day · harvesting broccoli again · writing to Edii ❤
- July 18, 2015 · realizing that the feelings for L are not the same anymore · heartbroken · BBQ · grocery shopping · broke
- July 19, 2015 · roadtrip to Obernkirchen · welcome to the family Fred & Wilma · rain all day long · chilly night · long talk with R
- July 20, 2015 missing my friends · feeling so redundant · baking for my birthday until late at night · concerned about my heart · sleepy
- July 21, 2015 · call from M · thinking about the future & Licentia · a very weird birthday · mail from Nicole · my birthday
- July 22, 2015 · reading for hours · mowing the lawn · taking too many pain killers · feeling sick · migraine
- July 23, 2015 · death · Wayward Pines marathon · cloudy thoughts · lonely · not knowing what to do with me and my life anymore
- July 24, 2015 · I miss you · Christmas in July · huge argument with D · sometimes I feel like everything I do is a mistake · late night reading
- July 25, 2015 · back to the meds · sleepy all day · migraine · found out that Arnold has passed away · writing to Edii
- July 26, 2015 · chilly night & morning (11°C ❤) · watching a Bollywood movie with M · still no word from D · writing to Edii 'til late at night · candle in the window
- July 27, 2015 · book mail · so much rain · Sunrise Avenue CD's · silence · watching The Strain
- July 28, 2015 · finishing a letter for Edii · early morning · feeling dizzy all day · today was a good day · long walk in autumnal weather ❤
- July 29, 2015 · it's so chilly and rainy today - I'm actually wearing an oversized jumper ❤❤ :D · quality time with Licentia · lots of cuddles · long walk in autumnal weather again · slowly getting upset about P
- July 30, 2015 · argument with Dad · chest pain · riding the bicycle again · quality time with M · very long email for Liz
- July 31, 2015 · day off · Lasea · hung out with M for a while at her house · feeling a lot better now · dropping off packages for Catrin & Edii
- August 1, 2015 · quality time with Licentia · started building and putting up fence · take away dinner · talking to Liz · early night for this grandma :P
- August 2, 2015 · finished putting up the fence · had family over for brunch · realising how lonely it gets out here all on my own sometimes · the guinea pigs & Humphy were outside all day long · preparing stuff for the chicken coop
- August 3, 2015 · Petra is such a rude and ignorant person · hello heatwave (33°C) · decluttering Twitter & deactivating Facebook · long talk with M · planning a trip up north in October
- August 4, 2015 · rain · electrician · writing to Tanja · slow day · excited about October
- August 5, 2015 · ideas for a new novel · washing Licentia's blanket & putting it back on - I love her so much · writing Tanja's letter for hours · veggie burger · harvesting broccoli, leek, cauliflower & celery and freezing it
- August 6, 2015 · cried all morning · amazingly sweet email from Liz · talking to M all afternoon · making new plans for the farm · far too hot (38°C)
- August 7, 2015 · weekend · writing to Tanja · reading all afternoon · baking for the weekend · writing meal plan for the month
- August 8, 2015 · happy birthday, grandma · grocery shopping for the month · Hannibal · movie night · missing L so much
- August 9, 2015 · vet with Gizmo · exhausted · trying to relax · so worried · movie
- August 10, 2015 · thank god Giz has started to feel better · weeding patches · buttermilk · BBQ · depressed
- August 11, 2015 · working with the chainsaw · been called "such a tough farmer's girl" · removing the boxwood · ice cream · late night shower
- August 12, 2015 · home early · backache · cloudy day · laundry · 12 years
- August 13, 2015 · writing · NaNoWriMo plans · pasta night · Frauentausch · finished Tanja's letter
- August 14, 2015 · long weekend ahead · the windows were delivered · feeding Millie · weeding through the patches · seeds
- August 15, 2015 · butterfly kisses · far too emotional · farmer's market · reading all about elderberries · started buying stuff for the chicken coop
- August 16, 2015 · reading Chris Carter's latest book on and off all day long · rain all day · final plans for the chicken coop · planning my pantry · missing Liz
- August 17, 2015 · vet with Bailey for his yearly check up · rooster · started a new crochet project · shopping for the farm & for the kitchen · rain all day long again ♡
- August 18, 2015 · backache · burnt dinner · shooping list keeps getting longer · no Millie · panic attack
- August 19, 2015 · woke up freezing & it was super foggy ♡ · thinking a lot about education · trying to keep my hopes down · laundry · shopping for the coop
- August 20, 2015 · day 1 of building the chicken coop · far too hot · reading · take away · early night
- August 21, 2015 · water · day 2 of building the chicken coop · worked on the walls all afternoon · almost missed 8pm · missing L
- August 22, 2015 · day 3 of building the chicken coop · a lot of progress · a lot of tears · overwhelmed · losing touch
- August 23, 2015 · getting anxious about next Monday · seeing L again · quality time · Sunday · piggies & bunny outside all afternoon
- August 24, 2015 · panic attack · almost got into a car accident (again!) · buying the rest of the stuff for the chicken coop · finished the walls & roof · early night
- August 25, 2015 · finished the door & window for the coop · waiting for the chalk · lots of thoughts · worried · lonely
- August 26, 2015 · the chalk & chicken food came · heat · working on the fence · 2 more days · text from U
- August 27, 2015 · Frauentausch · take away · just one more day · amazing news from Liz · excited for the weekend
- August 28, 2015 · break from work · going to Delbrück to get the chickens · so happy to have them here finally · shocked · so disappointed from M for not sticking to her promise
- August 29, 2015 · waking up to awful news regarding L · shedding so many tears · feeling so out of the loop · grocery shopping · making apple jam
- August 30, 2015 · impatiently waiting for this month to be over · another heatwave · family is over for brunch · Bailey's head got stuck in the fence - HUGE SHOCK · Sinister
- August 31, 2015 · 30°C at 10am · moving tool shed · Humphrey cuddles ♡ · Lotta & Ida following me around everywhere ♡ · family was over
- September 1, 2015 · it's FINALLY September · rain · harvesting more veggies · clouds · message from U
- September 2, 2015 · harvesting apples · making apple jam · walk in the rain · feeling so out of the loop · looking for new postcards
- September 3, 2015 · Frauentausch · long weekend · Thursdays are becoming my favorite day of the week · chicken coop sign · autumnal decor
- September 4, 2015 · shopping for autumnal decor at Pfennigpfeiffer · bread rolls · mowing the lawn · job applications · feelings
- September 5, 2015 · seeing N & M again · baking pie · shopping at tedox and spending way too much money · cleaning the barn · exhausted
- September 6, 2015 · Ellie laid her first egg ♡ · family brunch · working on the greenhouse · started planning the veggie garden for next year already · reading in bed
- September 7, 2015 · awful anxiety attack · hating my new work shedule · rain · texting with U until midnight · missing Liz so much
- September 8, 2015 · feeling like such a lousy friend these days · out of the loop · missing Licentia already · watching Under the Dome for the first time & loving it· headache
- September 9, 2015 · happy chickens · I can't imagine life without them anymore · quality time with Bailey & Gizmo · even more shedule changes · unfinished letter
- September 10, 2015 · reading · enjoying Frauentausch lately :o) · mosquito bites hurt so bad · chocolate · call from M
- September 11, 2015 · 14 years · postcards · good morning texts always make my day · finished with I Am Death by Chris Carter · nightmare
- September 12, 2015 · L is finally home!! · such an overwhelming day · missing N & M already · a lot of tears · feeling uneasy
- September 13, 2015 · early nights & even earlier mornings · always tired · regret · longing for routine · A.N. is so annoying
- September 14, 2015 · missed appointment · feeling so guilty · migraine · panic attack · heart is racing
- September 15, 2015 · Mike & Molly · called in sick · in desperate need for proper sleep · depressed · so many tears
- September 16, 2015 · feeling so lonely · nervous · what did I get myself into · just want to run away · so much rain
- September 17, 2015 · reaching my breaking point · working in the garden · greenhouse plans for the winter · harvesting more apples · something's not right
- September 18, 2015 · watching the leaves change color · visiting M at her house · missing my old routine · taking Licentia for a walk · talking to D
- September 19, 2015 · taking Licentia for a walk · slowly starting her training again · feeling so weird · long talk with Mellie · painful feet
- September 20, 2015 · family brunch · 12 eggs in 7 days · so sleepy · alone time with Licentia · training while it rains ♡ & I'm so proud of her
- September 21, 2015 · lonely · working on the pantry · magazines · tears · rain
- September 22, 2015 · practicing easy tasks with Licentia · talking to D · always so tired · sore throat · lit the fireplace for the first time this season
- September 23, 2015 · heavy rain fall · Lotta's always following me around · book mail · anxiety · SSO
- September 24, 2015 · cramps · chickens spent so much time on the compost pile · 5 eggs · negative thoughts regarding M · chocolate
- September 25, 2015 · RIP Humphrey :'( · sadness · heartbroken · sleepless night · migraine
- September 26, 2015 · migraine · this can not be happening again · going for a walk with Licentia · grief · realized I've gone without a proper meal for almost 2 days
- September 27, 2015 · texting back and forth with Marie · felt so angry & she gave me a better feeling about it · thoughtful message from Mir ♡♡ · harvesting apples all afternoon · Hänsel & Gretel movie
- September 28, 2015 · weird feeling about people at J's lately · working with Licentia & she's doing so well · that moment when you realize what truly matters the most · missing Humphrey so much · thinking a lot about Bonbon, Einstein & Humphrey
- September 29, 2015 · sunflowers · terrible backpain · nap · pain killers · free range for the chickens on a daily basis now
- September 30, 2015 · spoilt little chickens · new halter for Licentia & it looks gorgeous on her · candles · 4°C this morning · early night
- October 1, 2015 · sweet WhatsApp message from Liz ♡♡ · cold & sunny · fog · early morning with Licentia · feeling so uncomfortable around these people at J's
- October 2, 2015 · M&M stopped by and it was so much fun · Benzylbenzoat · delicious cup of tea on a chilly night · trouble · Under the Dome
- October 3, 2015 · collecting acorns · painful mosquiote bites · hot water bottle · battlefield · I only know how to excist when I'm wanted
- October 4, 2015 · candles · it's so cold at night now · late night WhatsApp messages with Mir · feeling much better now · finally someone understands
- October 5, 2015 · very early morning · Licentia keeps getting better & I'm so proud of her · missing her · baking cookies · free-range chickens
- October 6, 2015 · taking Licentia for a walk through the woods for the first time in a while · she is so brave · talking to Tina about lunge · I don't feel safe in my own village anymore due to them · nightmare
- October 7, 2015 · early morning · workworkwork · quality time with Giz & Bailey · long talk with Tina · anxious
- October 8, 2015 · spending so much time with Tina lately · rain all day long · talking to J & T about Licentia and feeling so much better about the whole situation · looking for a new job · chocolate is needed
- October 9, 2015 · monthly grocery shopping · in need of some alone time, because people exhaust me · outgoing letter for Libby · working on the pantry · fell asleep on the couch
- October 10, 2015 · long talk with GN · who the eff does she think she is telling me how to handle things with Licentia · writing to Mir all evening · so excited about Sebastian Fitzek's new novel · missing the chickens so much
- October 11, 2015 · The Walking Dead is back - finally! · cleaning the coop · baking · Kaiserschmarrn · taking Licentia for a walk in such beautiful autumnal weather
- October 12, 2015 · quality time with Giz & Bails · constantly overwhelmed · missing Liz · so frustrated about everything · frost
- October 13, 2015 · early morning with Licentia · beautiful fog · Monty Roberts · crying · lots of coffee
- October 14, 2015 · laundry · decluttering · break · sadness · walking through the woods to be alone
- October 15, 2015 · Happy Birthday, Bailey!! ♡♡ · failure · missing my friends so much · something needs to change · lonely
- October 16, 2015 · writing to Mir all evening · The Walking Dead DVD's · sleepy · headache · picking up my camera again
- October 17, 2015 · why do I even care · lunging Licantia & trying to get her to work on the right hand · Blutschule by Max Rhode · knitting · pain in my left hand
- October 18, 2015 · life's all about work, the animals and stress lately · losing touch · the pain is getting worse · family brunch · feeling so unwanted
- October 19, 2015 · talking to Alex · accident with Licentia & being in so much pain · doctor's office · sprained hand · feeling so unwell
- October 20, 2015 · serious trouble trusting people · decluttering the kitchen · last day of work is coming closer · doctor's appointment · downright awful
- October 21, 2015 · rain · migraine · take away · pain is getting worse · getting sick with a cold
- October 22, 2015 · waiting for M all day at the stable · rain · feeling like a fool · I can feel an anxiety attack coming on · I miss my blog
- October 23, 2015 · meeting M&M at the stable · I'm SO proud of Licentia · blacksmith is coming in 3 weeks · The Walking Dead marathon on TV · up way too late
- October 24, 2015 · pain in my left hand is getting worse · early morning once again · 1 week left · wishing I could disappear for the weekend · heartache
- October 25, 2015 · taking Licentia's training to the next level · writing to Mir · feeling so out of the loop yet again · changes · quality time with the chickens
- October 26, 2015 · friendship has become a whole new meaning to me · watching the birds go south · riding my bicycle through the woods to get home · sunshine · frost
- October 27, 2015 · shooting autumnal photos of Licentia · talking to M · late night · I need a break, please. · troubles
- October 28, 2015 · collecting leaves · laundry · it feels like spring · harvesting red cabbage · collecting chestnuts
- October 29, 2015 · watching The Walking Dead until late at night · cuddling with Licentia · writing to Mir · wishing I had more free time · email from R
- October 30, 2015 · finally the weekend · family time · harvesting the rest of the veggies · preparing the field for winter · writing a list of things I need to talk to M about
- October 31, 2015 · Halloween · movie night · looking forward to Christmas time · need to get my bicycle fixed · animal clinic with Gizmo
- November 1, 2015 · All Hallows · DST ends · hanging out on the couch with my yarn & needles for an hour · putting up the mobile fence for the chickens · my little lawn mowers
- November 2, 2015 · reading again for the first time in a while · can't really concentrate · sleepless night · pain killers · migraine
- November 3, 2015 · good news from the vet about Gizmo · Mir's birthday · terrible mail in the mailbox from local court · so many tears · nervous wreck
- November 4, 2015 · on the phone with the insurance all morning · this is not how I'd imagined my time off · helping D with the horses · freezing cold · paying bills
- November 5, 2015 · he makes me feel uncomfortable sometimes · carrots · stomach pains all day · insomnia · music
- November 6, 2015 · feeling sad all the time again · bach flowers · backache · chest pains · picking up my bicycle from the shop again
- November 7, 2015 · I hate people · writing to Mir all evening again · I feel like I'm so behind on life in general · missing Liz · early night
- November 8, 2015 · making progress with my letter for Mir · I had 2 hours all to myself and it felt so good · so proud of Licentia · Christmas shopping list · long talk with Melli
- November 9, 2015 · training with Licentia in the rain · chocolate · worried about Melli all day · American Horror Story · feeling unwell in general
- November 10, 2015 · season finale of AHS · vet appointment with Giz for a check up · reading · Goodreads · late night
- November 11, 2015 · plans for Dad's birthday · Veteran's Day · laundry · finally writing · thankful for Mir
- November 12, 2015 · early morning · long day · migraine · favorite day of the week · canning
- November 13, 2015 · thinking I should start writing a diary again · my memory is a mess · migraine · terrorist attack in Paris · long night in front of the TV to watch the news channel
- November 14, 2015 · cuddle time with Bailey & Giz · migraine · still sure something needs to change, but I don't know how · free range time for the chickens · eggs for D
- November 15, 2015 · long day at the stable · rain · storm · uneasy gut feeling · talking to T
- November 16, 2015 · happy birthday, Dad · cappuccino · nap · migraine · take away
- November 17, 2015 · I feel like I'm getting a cold · missing Liz so, so much · I'm a miserable friend to everyone lately · beating up myself for so many things · restless
- November 18, 2015 · laundry · cleaning the bathroom all morning · keeping busy · counting the days · cemetary
- November 19, 2015 · Frauentausch · to do list · chocolate · creating new layouts for people & making some extra money · Christmas shopping list
- November 20, 2015 · disappointed from S · buying Christmas gift for Liz · cleaning · day off · lonely evening
- November 21, 2015 · wishing I had someone to go to the Christmas market with · trying so hard to get into the Christmas spirit · cuddling Lotta · paper work · bills
- November 22, 2015 · even longer day at the stable · talking a lot to D · quality time with the family finally · sitting by the fireplace · reading the Chicken book
- November 23, 2015 · it's getting so, so cold :D · candles · I saw Christmas trees being sold already · sunshine · problems with the chicken coop
- November 24, 2015 · doctor's appointment · depression is at its worst again · nightmares · missing Liz & Mir so much · The Following
- November 25, 2015 · thankful for G's help · Licentia is such a good girl · worried about her though, because she won't eat her regular food · ponies · WhatsApp message for M
- November 26, 2015 · Happy Thanksgiving · wishing I was in the US right now ♡ · apple sauce for Licentia · in desperate need for more wood for the fireplace · homemade original Königsberger Klopse
- November 27, 2015 · good talk with GN · so proud of Licentia for letting me wash her hooves · walking the ponies · talked to S · endlessly tired
- November 28, 2015 · RIP Jadanah :'( · heartbroken · migraine · throwing up all evening · decluttering craftroom to get my mind off things
- November 29, 2015 · getting along with the people great lately · I had the afternoon all to myself for the first time in weeks · hot chocolate · clementines · storm
- November 30, 2015 · backache · In der Weihnachtsbäckerei · The Walking Dead · cuddles with Licentia · so much rain · lots of tears
- December 1, 2015 · cramps · too many emotions · missing R · long talk with L · snow
- December 2, 2015 · started to declutter the craftroom · watching Licentia for a long time · early appointment · laundry · lonely
- December 3, 2015 · Christmas music · home early · Frauentausch · stomach pains · napping
- December 4, 2015 · decluttering the craftroom still · found photos I hadn't seen in many, many years · reading the books Annette has borrowed me · missing my blog · falling asleep to Christmas music
- December 5, 2015 · plans for Christmas · longest to-do list ever · putting together a new Christmas music playlist · quality time with the fur babies · reading until late
- December 6, 2015 · wishing for a day off · chocolate Santa from N & A · frosty morning · so much work · shower to warm up after a long day outside
- December 7, 2015 · worried about Melly · Christmas gift shopping list · I'm so late with my Christmas shopping this year · feeling lousy · sore throat
- December 8, 2015 · fever · feeling so sick · finished decluttering the craftroom · email from Reed · frustrated with the people at J's
- December 9, 2015 · wish I could be sleeping forever · dentist · so worried about Melly still · breakpoint · nightmares
- December 10, 2015 · went to Isselhorst on my bicycle · pharmacy · fever · finally worked with Licentia again · none of my jeans fit me anymore, so I've been losing weight - yay!
- December 11, 2015 · tonsillitis · far too much stress · broke my coffee pot · so much rain · chicken coop
- December 12, 2015 · tonsillitis is getting worse · letter from Catrin · Christmas tree shopping finally · cleaned the house until late at night · fresh bedlinen
- December 13, 2015 · put up Christmas decor around the house · so proud · feeling giddy · R's finally here · quality time with the ponies
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