- I miss going for a ride with E.
- So frustrated.
- I miss autumn already.
- I wish for positive news.
- She's crazy.
- Sometimes I miss going to school.
- Hope.
- So tired I just want to sleep forever.
- This hurts so much. Rest in peace, Rosie. Our hearts are broken.
- Maybe she's not so bad after all. [Edit: She IS as bad as I thought she was after all!]
- I miss Liz so much and wish I could turn back the time.
- So happy and thankful that Liz & I are speaking again.
- I'm so thankful to have met Licentia. ♡
- The feeling of satisfaction.
- When these awfully negative thoughts keep crawling up on me...
- Starting to write and keep a diary was the best idea I had in a long, long time. Pen & paper is magical and helpful.
- I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I can do this.
- I miss my best friend so much.
- You're worth every mile between us.
- Becoming more and more introverted. I just want the world to leave me alone.
- When I'm only good enough to talk to as long as you're not busy talking to someone else. Awesome!
- If only you lived next door...
- First nap in years!
- Rest in peace, little Bonbon. My heart is broken and I miss you already.
- Hurry up, September!
- Create a home you're proud of showing to others.
- Far too stressed & overwhelmed.
- I'm getting closer to my breaking point. Again.
- I am made for autumn. Summer and I have a fickle relationship, but everything about autumn is perfect to me. Wooly jumpers, Wellington boot, scarves, thin first, then thick, socks. The low slanting light, the crisp mornings, the chill in my fingers, those last warm sunny days before the rain and the wind. Her moody hues and subdued palate punctuated every now and again by a brilliant orange, scarlet or copper goodbye. She is my true love.
- Fall is both exciting and comforting to me. In my mind, autumn is always associated with new beginnings, new school years, new friends. But it also holds with it a sort of coziness and familiarity.
- Lonely.
- The days go by, my birthday is coming closer and I just want to skip the whole thing. Let me fast forward to September, please.
- Wishing I could sleep forever.
- Depression is crawling up on me again. And I'm defenseless about it.
- For a moment she becomes my friend.
- Most of me thinks I don't have a right to speak about myself, that I am not important enough, that what I have to say doesn't matter.
- The world we live in is trying to make you love everyone, and the hardest battle you’ll ever have to fight is the battle to be yourself. As you are fighting, not everyone will love you.
- Lasea's been very helpful so far.
- I'm such a lousy friend lately.
- These boys will always be my number one. ♡
- I find it extremely difficult to reply to someone's letter when they only write once a year. Or every second year, actually.
- I don't know what to do with myself when I feel this way.
- Life without Bailey feels so senseless.
- I'm done making you a part of my life when I obviously mean nothing to you anymore.
- Mowing the lawn at 10pm & vacuuming the entire house at midnight - something you can only do when you live in the countryside, far away from everyone. :P
- Is this the right thing to do? I'm not even sure anymore.
- This is what I chose for myself.
- I truly and deeply miss the feeling of certitude to have someone I can talk to about everything and anything at any time
- I waste so much time sometimes.
- I've been thinking about wanting to dye my hair.
- I just want WhatsApp to work on my phone again so I can talk to Mir more often finally.
jan 4 2014 ∞
oct 13 2017 +