People are always asking me why I don't bother anymore, and why I'm not completely upset about it. Here's why.

• I don't learn anything
• I'm not in the play and if I were there I would stay for rehearsal and Mr. Smuin would be an asshole
  • Mr. Smuin (drama teacher and play/musical director) acts almost exactly like Simon Cowell when he's being an asshole - you never know, by the look on his face, whether or not he's disgusted or enthralled by you or what you're saying
• I like being on the internet all day
• I like having free time
• Homework is busy work
  • It takes me forever and fucks up my sleep schedule
• I'm super behind anyway - it's inevitable
  • As in, I have the credits of a mid-year freshman
  • As a junior
• I used to be dangerous at home alone
  • I don't cut anymore
• My friends wonder where I am
  • It makes me feel wanted
  • (I know it's bad)
• I like not having to walk home
• I can sleep in
  • I like not having to sleep at night
• I'm being homeschooled next year
  • I'll get a lot more done
  • I'll actually learn so I won't feel like such a failure
  • I want to take a break before I actually start working
• Most everyone at my school is an ignorant asshole that twists things around and makes them sound bad
  • I created a Facebook group honoring the recently deceased, as a place where we could discuss our memories, and everyone called it disrespectful. I had friends stand up for me, but people were just being assholes over something that they blew TOTALLY out of proportion.
• My mom gets to work on time