𝖔 𝖈 𝖙 𝖔 𝖇 𝖊 𝖗

• 14 · 17:34 / the scariest lost media are the childhood memories and my youth and my formative years that i can't seem to remember + 17:59 / the devil reached me and gave me photophobia
• 12 · 01:29 / i am so isolated that i get jumpscared when i see another person + 02:11 / ew i talked too much
• 08 · 17:36 / rusty lake games dries my last two brain cells i hate it so much T_T but i can't stop playing it + 20:21 / sometimes, for unknown reasons, i feel so exposed. most of the dreams i remember is me walking around naked. there's no mystery, no cloud of smoke, no bright blinding light—i don't feel anonymous at all. my shoulders are tensed all the time from all the futile embarrassment i feel.

𝖘 𝖊 𝖕 𝖙 𝖊 𝖒 𝖇 𝖊 𝖗

• 03 · 01:31 / everything's so performative, unable to keep everything to themselves — but im envious. look at me, this is ridiculous.
• 15 · 04:33 / god i wish i was cooler. i dont know how cool people do it. i dont belong. and if i cant find a place to stay then i dont have a place anywhere. i wish i was never born. mom you should have told me what to do, now im like a dust floating aimlessly.
• 19 · 13:05 / how do i stop myself from hyperfixating on things that don't matter that much T-T + 17:51 / i really hate it whenever i have the complulsion to explain myself to complete strangers even though i really dont have to because one, nobody perceives me and two, nobody cares. + 23:17 / it's okay. im okay. im getting out of this. i promise.