• october

• 30.10 | wake up a bit late; finally finished ead; looking forward to next week
• 29.10 | day 4 of job training;
• 28.10 | day 3 of job training; so tired already
• 27.10 | two yearsss; my god im so relieved; i love our dates
• 26.10 | woke up super early; officially losing my shit again; dont know what to do; crisis; training start
• 25.10 | studied a bit and played
• 24.10 | did nothing; looks like sunday
• 23.10 | nap; feeling so sleepy lately; studied; am i late?
• 22.10 | cleaned my room and organized the wardrobe; finished gg season 5
• 21.10 | podiatrist; my soul came out by my toe; gilmore girls marathon
• 20.10 | my toe hurts sooo bad; back to podiatrist; did nothing besides sleep; studied a bit
• 19.10 | back home
• 18.10 | movies and him
• 17.10 | classes and tired af
• 16.10 | classes; pi's
• 15.10 | doctor; hot hot hot!!!; read a bit; wasted my day; nap; studied
• 14.10 | sent documents; watched a lot of gilmore girls
• 13.10 | did nothing and played
• 12.10 | back home
• 11.10 | sushi sushi sushiii
• 10.10 | postgraduate class all day; nap; movie and wine
• 09.10 | postgraduate class
• 08.10 | admission exam; bank; pi's house
• 07.10 | omg i got a job!!!
• 06.10 | finished emily in paris; movie; studies; gilmore girls
• 05.10 | am i clown?
• 04.10 | back home; emily in paris marathon
• 03.10 | pool sun and nap; movie
• 02.10 | gilmore girls marathon; spooky season watchlist; arranging things and beach trip
• 01.10 | course stuff; unexpected newsss; hope everything works out

• september

• 30.09 | home stuff
• 29.09 | doctor; afternoon nap is the best
• 28.09 | patient refusing treatment; tired of this shit already; somebody take me from here
• 27.09 | one more month together; course; still tired
• 26.09 | course all day and tired af
• 25.09 | online class
• 24.09 | got a bus for the 1st time in the pandemic
• 23.09 | back to old job
• 22.09 | good news!!!; waiting for more
• 21.09 | a long and needed talk; cramps;
• 20.09 | home; crises; what is going on with us?; sad music sad me indeed; drawing plants
• 19.09 | more wine; your name is so beautiful
• 18.09 | him; two glasses of wine and im drunk
• 17.09 | studied but not enough
• 16.09 | finally good news; hope it goes well
• 15.09 | feeling a bit unmotivated; looking for a new course
• 14.09 | woke very late; cooked my lunch e baked a carrot cake w chocolate; watched a movie; enjoying a lot my own company, sad that its the last day
• 13.09 | did stuff e did nothing; cooked pasta w white sauce
• 12.09 | home alone again!!!; bookclub's meeting
• 11.09 | wictor's birthday; totally addicted to castlevania cant stop watch!!!
• 10.09 | hangover and sleepy; home
• 09.09 | got out to buy a gift; mother in law's birthday; his house; pizza night and wine
• 08.09 | played all day
• 07.09 | back home
• 06.09 | pool, walk, pizza and talk
• 05.09 | car trip; him; sunset
• 04.09 | studied a bit; finally alone; enjoying myself
• 03.09 | without internet all day; couldn't study so used the day to read; finally finished a clash of kings!!!
• 02.09 | studied whole day but at least got my classes done; finish rewatching normal people :(
• 01.09 | bad news; why is everything going so wrong; looking for a job again

• august

• 31.08 | studied; read a lot
• 30.08 | we played fall guys; got ready again; home
• 29.08 | tv shows marathon; white wine; we talked a lot
• 28.08 | organized things; studied a bit; got ready; him
• 27.08 | dont believe i miss that; 1 year and 10 months; studied
• 26.08 | didnt sleep well enough; studied; why do i keep missing chances?; feeling awful
• 25.08 | studied; read a bit
• 24.08 | more good news; movie: dating amber; a lot of gilmore girls; book club
• 23.08 | cleaned my room; studied; good news i guess
• 22.08 | slept for 5 hours i guess?; studied all day; played a bit; movie
• 21.08 | more crampsss; dont want to live today; movie; crises; couldn't sleep
• 20.08 | woke up early; 12 chapters left to finish a clash of kings; studied
• 19.08 | home; cramps; am i a failure?
• 18.08 | cramps and headache; feeling bad
• 17.08 | sleeping a lot
• 16.08 | feeling good
• 15.08 | got ready for the first time; him; we ate junk food
• 14.08 | finished love life; postgraduate module 6 class; gilmore girls marathon season 2
• 13.08 | slept too much; movie: never rarely sometimes always; ate junk food for the 1th time ever since i got sick; started love life
• 12.08 | couldn't sleep; scratching; back home; antiallergic
• 11.08 | red spots on my body
• 10.08 | getting better
• 09.08 | bia's birthday; gramma's house; still sick
• 08.08 | sick
• 07.08 | woke up very late; studied; feeling sick
• 06.08 | back to studied; drawing lesson; watched and read
• 05.08 | baked banana bread; crises; the office marathon
• 04.08 | finally alone; movie: the lovebirds; finished the office season 2; back to read normal people and a clash of kings
• 03.08 | played & watched; finished the handmaid's tale
• 02.08 | played all afternoon; nap; cooked pasta with white sauce and parmesan; went back to reading
• 01.08 | hospital

• july

• 31.07 | home
• 30.07 | the office marathon
• 29.07 | played a lot of cyber hunter
• 28.07 | podologist; peter's vet; him
• 27.07 | 1.9; studied
• 26.07 | read a bit; nap; movies
• 25.07 | hospital; slept early
• 24.07 | home; listened to folklore;
• 23.07 | him; folklore release; cardigan mv
• 22.07 | did skin cleasing for the first time ever;
• 21.07 | took the day off; cramps; finished downton abbey; movie: mamma mia; hard crises
• 20.07 | hospital; covid?; tired af; cried; drew after a long time
• 19.07 | woke up earlier; read a bit; studied
• 18.07 | studied; sent activity mod 5; finally cleaned my room
• 17.07 | studied; started mod extra abt covid
• 16.07 | studied
• 15.07 | woke up a little earlier; podiatrist;
• 14.07 | slept for 12 hours; studied
• 13.07 | hospital; 12 hours; tired af
• 12.07 | home;
• 11.07 | played cyber hunter all day; laziness and a lot of food
• 10.07 | movie call w/ friends
• 09.07 | transferred the money; him
• 08.07 | attended patient in the clinic; took an uber for the first time in months
• 07.07 | dentist; took a nap; dark season finale
• 06.07 | hospital; not feeling bad this time; downton abbey s5 christmas special; started season 6
• 05.07 | studied
• 04.07 | clothes; home; studied late
• 03.07 | always think i didn't get enough sleep; podiatrist; him
• 02.07 | studied; call, photos and memories from before
• 01.07 | finished activity mod 4; studied all afternoon; lately i'm not having time; finally cleaned my dirty bedroom; studied more before sleeping

• june

• 30.06 | studied; clinical cases; finishing treatment at the podiatrist
• 29.06 | turned the night awake; hospital; crises; cried; everything is much more hard than i imagined; slept all day; studied after i woke up; finished mod4
• 28.06 | studied
• 27.06 | 1.8; podiatrist; dark season 1 and 2 resume; started dark s3; studied; slept a bit earlier; it's so bad to take a shower with a bandage on my toe; read one chapter from each books
• 26.06 | podiatrist; started my toe treatment; studied; feeling sad and anxious; videocall;
• 25.06 | started mod 4 subm 2; studied all day; downton abbey season 5
• 24.06 | played; home; finished mod 4 subm 1; downton abbey season 4 special
• 23.06 | gramma's house; played all night; couldn't sleep well; ate a lot of corn food
• 22.06 | slept for 2 hours; woke up early; hospital; slept all afternoon; studied a lot; finished downton abbey season 4
• 21.06 | played a bit; studied
• 20.06 | cleaned bedroom; saw him; we eat a lot of junk food
• 19.06 | cramps and bed all day; finished normal people (series)
• 18.06 | finished submodule 1; started normal people (series and book)
• 17.06 | killing eve season 3 finale; i hate it here; just want to leave; read 2 chapters of a clash of kings after a long time
• 16.06 | played and studied a bit; movie: scoob
• 15.06 | doing nothing but study; started module 4; nap; downton abbey
• 14.06 | finished module 3; played
• 13.06 | played all day
• 12.06 | valentine's day; back home; mom made valentine's dinner
• 11.06 | house cleaning; bad movies in call
• 10.06 | finished module 3 activity; bad movies in call; drinks; call w/ friends until dawn
• 09.06 | downton abbey S03 christmas special part 2; started submodule IV; started downton abbey season 04; movie: memento
• 08.06 | sunbath for 15min; drive thru; finished submodule III; movie: lady bird; started reading the handmaid's tale; downton abbey S03 christmas special part 1
• 07.06 | gilmore girls; movie: onward; burned the cookies
• 06.06 | baked cookies and he loved it; finished submodule II; read for the first time in three days
• 05.06 | movie: the perks of being a wallflower
• 04.06 | beach house
• 03.06 | read all morning and went to sleep at 8am; baked brownies and cookies; watched movie "countdown" in call
• 02.06 | waxing after a month; took a nap
• 01.06 | slept all day; movie: how to build a girl

• may

• 31.05 | cooked carbonara; postgraduate class; peaky blinders season finale
• 30.05 | baked cookies and they were delicious; movie: where'd you go, bernadette;
• 29.05 | woke up earlier; called him; feeling anxious; thinking abt valentine's day gift; insomnia; the toe is getting better.
• 28.05 | listened daugther; calm music and missing him; cleaned bedroom; movie: the goldfinch; started downton abbey season 2
• 27.05 | downton abbey christmas special; started the yellow wallpaper by charlotte perkins gilman;
• 26.05 | finished downton abbey season two; started antibiotics because of my toe; mixed feelings
• 25.05 | review of emma; read three chapters of a clash of kings; started gilmore girls season two
• 24.05 | finished emma; organized french videos; movie: hustlers; talked to him on the phone
• 23.05 | gilmore girls season 1; movie eat pray love; read three chapters of emma and two chapters of clash of kings; nutella crepes
• 22.05 | read four chapters of emma and two chapters of clash of kings; call + breaking dawn part 2
• 21.05 | call + breaking dawn part 1; read emma (four chapters); call w/ him and peaky blinders
• 20.05 | call + ecipse; finished eat pray love
• 19.05 | call + new moon; watched gilmore girls, grace and frankie and peaky blinders
• 18.05 | started downton abbey season 2; call + twilight w/ friends; videocall w/ him; read eat pray love
• 17.05 | finished downton abbey season 1; cramps all day; primevideo; movie (twilight); eat pra love (10 chapters)
• 16.05 | read emma (2 chapters); made a banana cake; watched downton abbey and a movie (the lake house)
• 15.05 | slept all day and woke up at 4pm; read a lot
• 14.05 | peter's vet exams; started downton abbey; midnight sun release date and adaptation of pjo; read eat pray love (8 chapters) and emma (1 chapter); made a potato pie
• 13.05 | finished mr robot; read eat pray love (7 chapters) and emma (2 chapters); out of breath all day
• 12.05 | watched tv shows all day (mr robot, gilmore girls, grace and frankie, peaky blinders, outlander season finale, killing eve) and a movie (greta), read 6 chapters
• 11.05 | tv shows (mr robot, peaky blinders w/ him); cleaned my bedroom; called him; read 7 chapters of eat pray love; finished audiobook (the strange case of dr. jekyll and mr. hyde); ate greens after a long time; tried the rice risotto with cheese
• 10.05 | peaky blinders, buffy season 2 finale, mr robot; finished a scandal in bohemia
• 09.05 | peaky blinders season 1 finale, grace and frankie; listened audio book (7/9)
• 08.05 | peaky blinders; started audio book "the strange case of dr. jekyll and mr. hyde (chapter 4/9); read a scandal in bohemia
• 07.05 | sherlock episode 2, buffy
• 06.05 | rewatching sherlock episode 1, buffy
• 05.05 | peaky blinders, shingeki, westworld episode finale; read eat pray love
• 04.05 | outlander, buffy the vampire slayer, peaky blinders, shingeki
• 03.05 | 10 things i hate about you; westworld episode 7
• 02.05 | westworld
• 01.05 | finished never have i ever; read 2 chapters of eat pray love; you think and then you say it

• april

• 30.04 - started never have i ever; read eat pray love
• 29.04 - sent the work; finished portrait of a lady on fire: "when you asked if i had known love. i could tell the answer was yes. and that it was now"; five chapters of eat pray love
• 28.04 - read articles; portrait of a lady on fire (not finished yet), killing eve; read one chapter of emma and three of eat pray love; thinking too much if i should express my feelings or just keep them to myself
• 27.04 - a year and a half with Him and i just miss seeing his face so much; read emma; finished elite season 3
• 26.04 - read emma and eat pray love; started portrait of a lady on fire
• 25.04 - reading eat pray love;
• 24.04 - postgraduate work; grace and frankie and elite
• 23.04 - outlander; postgraduate work; romcom
• 22.04 - postgraduate work
• 21.04 - finished elite season 2; postgraduate classes; killing eve
• 20.04 - postgraduate classes; reading emma
• 19.04 - elite marathon; back home
• 18.04 - drinks, global citizen and starting outlander again
• 17.04 - the handmaid's tale season 1
• 16.04 - finished reading the virgin suicides
• 15.04 - elite, outlander and killing eve
• 14.04 - the invisible man; when marnie was there
• 13.04 - elite season 1
• 12.04 - lord of the rings 3 (he loved); finished crashing
• 11.04 - love wedding repeat (trash but sam claflin!); started crashing (phoebe waller bridge i love you)
• 10.04 - parasite; made him watch before sunrise (he didnt like it)
• 09.04 - finally forced him to see lord of the rings (the two towers)
• 08.04 - pi's house
• 07.04 - cooked; studied french; orange is the new black (series finale);
• 06.04 - exercises; movie (paddington 2)
• 05.04 - orange is the new black; reading tvs and got; call and cyber hunter
• 04.04 - movie (paddington); mr. robot (1ep); the sims/lol
• 03.04 - studied french; practiced drawing; gilmore girls w/ mom
• 02.04 - emma (2020); wesworld; studied french; finished reading narnia; the sims and league of legends
• 01.04 - abs exercises; got special episode; reading narnia and the virgin suicides; shoplifters (2018)