Idea inspired by Stevie. Each day for a year, I write down a 6 word memory, thought, and/or feeling.

• February 14, 2013: So, how do you feel exactly?
• February 15, 2013: Life is better as a fantasy.
  • Note: Michaela passed away today.
• February 16, 2013: Tell me (then I'd run away).
• February 17, 2013: Rocky and Adrian are true love.
• February 18, 2013: Sometimes I just feel second best.
• February 19, 2013: I really want to be content.
• February 20, 2013: Having faith may finally pay off.
• February 21, 2013: Going to escape and never return.
• February 22, 2013: Seem to feel guilty about everything.
• February 23, 2013: Fuck it and fuck you, too.
• February 24, 2013: I'm likely to be forever alone.
• February 25, 2013: At least I have fast internet!
• February 26, 2013: I feel like I'm going nowhere.
• February 27, 2013: My hopes can never be up.
• February 28, 2013: Feel out of it but content.
• March 1, 2013: I hate you and I'm tired.
• March 2, 2013: Life gets worse after getting better!!!
• March 3, 2013: I love my two best friends <3.
• March 4, 2013: Think that karma got me good.
• March 5, 2013: Think I'm just about over it.
• March 6, 2013: Writing seems to keep me sane.
• March 7, 2013: I feel very connected to butterflies.
• March 8, 2013: WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS?!
• March 9, 2013: I KNOW I have no life.
• March 10, 2013: So badly want to say yes...
• March 11, 2013: In love with being in love.
• March 12, 2013: I'm placed second to you all.
• March 13, 2013: It's way too hot for autumn!
• March 14, 2013: Today was pretty uneventful, that's nice.
• March 15, 2013: The Rabbits is a beautiful book.
• March 16, 2013: I believe you can redeem all.
• March 17, 2013: Finally been offered a job interview.
• March 18, 2013: What are we gonna do, dear?
• March 19, 2013: I don't know why this happens.
• March 20, 2013: Friday? I need to see something.
• March 21, 2013: Today was shit for no reason.
• March 22, 2013: Adult today. Love my amazing friends.
  • Note: Possibly the best day of my life.
• March 23, 2013: Feel like I've found it all.
• March 24, 2013: Should not get my hopes up.
• March 25, 2013: Yet my hopes are up, anyway.
• March 26, 2013: You realise the world keeps turning.
• March 27, 2013: Woo! Two weeks less school! Woo!
• March 28, 2013: Sense of freedom with letting go.
• March 29, 2013: Waste the day making fashion sets.
• March 30, 2013: I am going to screen a film.
• March 31, 2013: Wanting to want to give up.
• April 1, 2013: I live in fantasies too often.
• April 2, 2013: On a roll with my writing!
• April 3, 2013: Should let go and be free.
• April 4, 2013: And then a plot bunny strikes!
• April 5, 2013: Need to stop forgetting about these!
• April 6, 2013: I think the love never left.
• April 7, 2013: Eugh. Having to socialise is ew.
• April 8, 2013: Writing always becomes much more complicated.
• April 9, 2013: I really need to remember these!
• April 10, 2013: I'm really much too easily distracted.
• April 11, 2013: Going girly - crying during Forrest Gump.
• April 12, 2013: My friends are just cheating bastards...
• April 13, 2013: Supernatural is a saviour to me.
• April 14, 2013: Happy birthday to my dear mama :).
• April 15, 2013: I think he actually likes me...
• April 16, 2013: Days Of Our Lives cancelled here :(.
• April 17, 2013: I love Supernatural so, so much <3.
• April 18, 2013: Keep forgetting...what do I think?
• April 19, 2013: Drinking seems to be so overrated.
• April 20, 2013: Supernatural fanvid obsession in full force.
• April 20, 2013: I'm just wasting my life away...
• April 21, 2013: The pain is sometimes so unbearable.
• April 22, 2013: Actually seeming to feel tiredness again.
• April 23, 2013: Love being agreed with, placed first.
• April 24, 2013: This makes me feel worthless, why?
• April 25, 2013: Fast internet always brightens my day.
• April 26, 2013: Having nothing left when it ends.
• April 27, 2013: I completely despise the idea of destiel.
• April 28, 2013: I can't be responsible for you.
• April 29, 2013: Just want to always watch Supernatural.
• April 30, 2013: Is that you God? Just maybe.
• May 1, 2013: Yes, I do like my hair, thanks.
• May 2, 2013: Stop stealing the things I love!
• May 3, 2013: Extremities go both ways, hopefully good.
• May 4, 2013: Probs...holy fuck, I'm writing this.
• May 5, 2013: Sometimes I'm just overwhelmed with loneliness.
• May 6, 2013: Tomorrow's a new day; the future.
• May 7, 2013: There can and will be love.
• May 8, 2013: Would rather just write all day.
• May 9, 2013: Need to keep up with these!
• May 10, 2013: Maybe I'll drown in the loneliness.
• May 11, 2013: Waking up thinking it's a weekday <3.
• May 12, 2013: It's an epic love story, insanity.
• May 13, 2013: Television offers respite, relief, and comfort.
• May 14, 2013: Catching up a little on sleep.
• May 15, 2013: My kinks would frighten some people...
• May 16, 2013: You are the perfect male specimen.
• May 17, 2013: Desperate and needy and holy fuckballs.
• May 18, 2013: I love you, you love me...
• May 19, 2013: Fiction is a world of escapism.
• May 20, 2013: Nobody cares when you are screaming.
  • Note: Best episode of Supernatural ever ♥
• May 21, 2013: It's a lulled sense of security.
• May 22, 2013: I could never stop loving you.
• May 23, 2013: You lie, you'd never chose me.
• May 24, 2013: Fine then, I'll take her instead.
• May 25, 2013: Want someone to talk Supernatural with.
• May 26, 2013: And my life is calm again.
• May 27, 2013: Eugh. Getting taste aversion to everything.
• May 28, 2013: Falling in love with J2 again...
• May 29, 2013: Want someone to talk wincest with.
• May 30, 2013: Tarantino re-ignites my desire to direct.
• May 31, 2013: Don't know what I want anymore.
• June 1, 2013: OMG THIS IS SO FREAKING AMAZING!
• June 2, 2013: What's this "sleep" you speak of?
• June 3, 2013: I feel best when I'm here.
• June 4, 2013: Feel best when I'm with you.
• June 5, 2013: Sometimes want someone to love me.
• June 6, 2013: A sense of panic becomes me.
• June 7, 2013: My life is in my computer.
• June 8, 2013: Illusions can last only so long.
• June 9, 2013: Don't understand how people hate humanity.
• June 10, 2013: Everything comes down to me writing.
• June 11, 2013: It hurts more than you care.
• June 12, 2013: Just smile and deal with it.
• June 13, 2013: Was probably porn, it's often porn.
• June 14, 2013: 'Cause you're hot and you're cold...
• June 15, 2013: Oh Supernatural, you are my saviour.
• June 16, 2013: Love to spend all day writing.
• June 17, 2013: Finding my USB brings great joy.
• June 18, 2013: Needa learn to stick things out.
• June 19, 2013: Sometimes wonder if I'm doing nothing.
• June 20, 2013: Please never let Destiel happen...please...
• June 21, 2013: I just imagine, fantasize, and write.
• June 22, 2013: Change the world, baby. Your job.
• June 23, 2013: Unproductive with great bits of fun.
• June 24, 2013: Forget, forget, forget, which just sucks.
• June 25, 2013: Google Chrome is so freaking amazing.
• June 26, 2013: Listening is a two way street.
• June 27, 2013: Just ready to sleep for ages.
• June 28, 2013: I really need some wincester friends.
• June 29, 2013: Sudden exhaustion overwhelms me at times.
• June 30, 2013: Time to just start writing now.
• July 1, 2013: Wonderful things always take the longest :(.
• July 2, 2013: I have a hard time leaving.
• July 3, 2013: Get so much done being offline.
• July 4, 2013: Lack of internet can harms me.
• July 5, 2013: Being back online lifts my spirits.
• July 6, 2013: Days blur together without the internet.
• July 7, 2013: See above see above see above
• July 8, 2013: We continue yet again, yet again.
• July 9, 2013: It's just a hold to this.
• July 10, 2013: Writer's block is like complete eugh.
• July 11, 2013: Dislike things which harm my loves.
• July 12, 2013: Priorities are often skewed for me.
• July 13, 2013: This could be epic, need focus.
• July 14, 2013: Supernatural can just punch the feels.
• July 15, 2013: Illusion is preferable to possible despair.
• July 16, 2013: A skip, a move, a forgotten.
• July 17, 2013: Seems I will be alone. Always.
• July 18, 2013: Just wish I was perfect enough.
• July 19, 2013: Need to learn to control anger.
• July 20, 2013: Stay up late to read beauty.
• July 21, 2013: This is where I am best.
• July 22, 2013: I'm becoming so isolated, pushing away.
• July 23, 2013: Can't tell if you're being petty...
• July 24, 2013: Grasp onto it, surround in it.
• July 25, 2013: Sometimes I think they're all right.
• July 26, 2013: Explicit podfics so make me giggle.
• July 27, 2013: Tumblr follows can make me happy.
• July 28, 2013: Get back into habit, lose it.
• July 29, 2013: It scares me sometimes, to feel.
• July 30, 2013: I love you, can't have you.
• July 31, 2013: Pain when computer just stops working.
• August 1, 2013 Could've been something, I don't know.
• August 2, 2013: My sleep cycle is totally fucked.
• August 3, 2013: Please, please, please, please be real.
• August 4, 2013: I have to believe, have to.
• August 5, 2013: The obsession is back, full force.
• August 6, 2013: Again it all just slides away.
• August 7, 2013: And it keeps falling, forgetting, going.
• August 8, 2013: I can create some kickass characters.
• August 9, 2013: The one I could really love.
• August 10, 2013: Illness just lingers, eugh. So painful.
• August 11, 2013: Dragging the feet a bit, methinks.
• August 12, 2013: You think it's all perfect, dang.
• August 13, 2013: Maybe should give up, don't wanna!
• August 14, 2013: Happy birthday to my daddy, woo!
• August 15, 2013: Need to regain my mojo somewhere.
• August 16, 2013: Headaches like to make procrastination possible.
• August 17, 2013: I am so fucking uninspired lately.
• August 18, 2013: Oh, thank you for coming back.
• August 19, 2013: Don't even remember what to say.
• August 20, 2013: I have no sense of discipline.
• August 21, 2013: Feel like I'm learning something worthwhile.
• August 22, 2013: Nobody cares; I can do this.
• August 23, 2013: Maybe you're right, maybe I'm worthless.
• August 24, 2013: Writing is the key to happiness.
• August 25, 2013: Sometimes it feels like I'm drowning.
• August 26, 2013: Sunlight manages to brighten the day.
• August 27, 2013: So much to catch up on.
• August 28, 2013: Trying to get a grip on.
• August 29, 2013: Slowly feeling my way through it.
• August 30, 2013: Panic attacks in middle of class...
• August 31, 2013: Wow...where has this year gone?
• September 1, 2013: Back into writing, found solace there.
• September 2, 2013: I am capable of such hate.
• September 3, 2013: There is something wrong with me.
• September 4, 2013: All done, I'm so excited now!
• September 5, 2013: Socialisation is not that scary...sometimes.
• September 6, 2013: The Shawshank Redemption makes me sad :(.
• September 7, 2013: Without writing, I basically have nothing.
• September 8, 2013: Needa set up reminders or something.
• September 9, 2013: I'll find my way back in.
• September 10, 2013: Just don't overthink it, just don't.
• September 11, 2013: Supernatural is my safety net, *smiles*.
• September 12, 2013: I over believe mind over matter.
• September 13, 2013: I fear having responsibility to others.
• September 14, 2013: Getting a things back on track.
• September 15, 2013: I have no meaning nor direction.
• September 16, 2013: Just want a chance to relax.
• September 17, 2013: Get all excited, not what's expected.
• September 18, 2013: Don't understand how hard it is.
• September 19, 2013: Can't even tell if I'll know.
• September 20, 2013: Feel better doing something I enjoy.
• September 21, 2013: Need to remember this, no dedication.
• September 22, 2013: Wish I could find a passion.
• September 23, 2013: I need to get some dedication.
• September 24, 2013: C'mon faster internet, wanna watch it.
• September 25, 2013: How can I love this much?
• September 26, 2013: There is some safety here, perhaps.
• September 27, 2013: Pain when considering what could be.
• September 28, 2013: Must remember. I have no discipline.
• September 29, 2013: Not even sure, need to be.
• September 30, 2013: Feel like I can't do this.
• October 1, 2013: Feel like I have no direction.
• October 2, 2013: NaNo forums are up, happiness resumes!
• October 3, 2013: Inability to remember, or hold on.
• October 4, 2013: Less computer times, means more writing.
• October 5, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 6, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 7, 2013: Need to learn to control anxiety.
• October 8, 2013: Beauty outside, wish to stay here.
• October 9, 2013: Sometimes crazy is where it's at.
• October 10, 2013: I can talk to people. Breathe.
• October 11, 2013: Such beautiful, beautiful skills from fandom.
• October 12, 2013: I WISH I COULD DO THINGS!
• October 13, 2013: Ditto, pretty much. Suck at this.
• October 14, 2013: I love Supernatural so, so much.
• October 15, 2013: Reading and writing are my solace.
• October 16, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 17, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 18, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 19, 2013: Nothing is sexier than Dirty Dancing. Nothing.
• October 20, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 21, 2013: Last week of it all, yay.
• October 22, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 23, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 24, 2013: Destiel just ain't ever canon, m'dears.
• October 25, 2013: JUST COMPLETED 13 YEARS OF SCHOOL!!!
• October 26, 2013: This was okay, love Supernatural more.
• October 27, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 28, 2013: We're getting there bbys. Brothers forever.
• October 29, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• October 30, 2013: One exam down, four to go!
• October 31, 2013: Shall spend the next month writing.
• November 1, 2013: NaNoWriMo is on! 6k day one!
• November 2, 2013: The amount I love Supernatural hurts.
• November 3, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• November 4, 2013: Things are getting back on track.
• November 5, 2013: Something needs to happen, please. Please.
• November 6, 2013: Doesn't care about anyone else, whatever.
• November 7, 2013: Just keep writing, just keep writing...
• November 8, 2013: Deep breathes, be better than them.
• November 9, 2013: Need to pick up the pace.
• November 10, 2013: I can do this, I can.
• November 11, 2013: Oh thank goodness, it's always there.
• November 12, 2013: Maybe I can just do good.
• November 13, 2013: European films are oh so sexy.
• November 14, 2013: Fine; I just won't do anything.
• November 15, 2013: Just get the damn words out.
• November 16, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• November 17, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• November 18, 2013: Not as bad as I thought.
• November 19, 2013: IT WILL HAPPEN ONE DAY, BELIEVE!
• November 20, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• November 21, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• November 22, 2013: I want to be back there.
• November 23, 2013: Sickness sometimes just takes me far.
• November 24, 2013: Just wasting away life with this.
• November 25, 2013: I can do this. I can.
• November 26, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• November 27, 2013: Finally getting back in the groove.
• November 28, 2013: Then I'll make my own family.
• November 29, 2013: Guilt comes from nowhere, it's scary.
• November 30, 2013: Sometimes weird dreams are kinda cool.
• December 1, 2013: All the pretty things to be.
• December 2, 2013: Tommy Franklin, you constantly inspire me.
• December 3, 2013: Maybe I can do this, maybe.
• December 4, 2013: Find a way to keep going.
• December 5, 2013: Tired, need to find a schedule.
• December 6, 2013: I just need to be alone.
• December 7, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• December 8, 2013: Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, remember!
• December 9, 2013: It might be what I want.
• December 10, 2013: Do I have to do this?
• December 11, 2013: