lazarus rising

• hands through grave
• dean's chest
• busty asian beauties
• dean hot wires car
• "surprise"
• dean considers bobby his father
• dean and bobby hug
• bobby throws holy water on dean's face
• dean's relief at knowing sam's still alive
• dean mad bobby didn't look after sam
• sam and dean see each other again
• such a meaningful hug
• "dean, i'm sorry" ... "it's okay, sammy, you don't have to apologise, i believe you"
• SAMULET - SAM HAS BEEN WEARING IT, DEAN SO HAPPY TO HAVE IT BACK
• dean remembers hell
• dean reunites with his baby
• "you were supposed to take care of her, not douche her up"
• back to fighting in the impala
• pamela!
• how dean nudges sam to look at pamela's lower back
• "you're invited too, grumpy" ... "you are not invited!"
• sam and dean hold hands :3
• dean all 'wtf' about the seance
• pamela's eyes burn out
• "i like to think it's because of my perky nipples"
• "for the pie" (THAT HE DOESN'T GET TO EAT!!!)
• ruby 2.0
• bobby's artwork
• CASTIEL
• "i'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition"
• "you don't think you deserve to be saved?"

are you there, god? it's me, dean winchester

• chuckleheads
• self-deprecating dean
• "you're gonna get me some pie"
• sam forgot the pie
• HENRIKSON
• flashbacks thrugh seasons
• dean saves sammy
• MEG
• more flashbacks through seasons
• dean doesn't think he's a hero
• pulling the sibling card
• guilty dean
• sam's ever changing artistic ability
• "you built a panic room?" ... "i had a weekend off"
• "bobby" ... "what?" ... "you're awesome"
• dean and sam exchanging looks
• unanimous speaking
• the apocalypse is coming
• "grand canyon, star trek experience. bunnyranch"
• RONALD
• yet more flashbacks through seasons
• sam begins to think himself a monster :(
• dean doesn't lie about being not alright
• sam tends to dean
• dean is not a cheeseburger, fyi
• all the shooting!
• dean reflexes
• awesome light
• "if you say 'mysterious' ways, so help me i will kick your ass"

in the beginning

• dean's nightmares
• TIME TRAVEL!
• JOHN
• star trek references
• impala purchase!
• dean van halen!
• "...i'm going to hell. again"
• badass hunter mary
• sam and dean were named after their maternal grandparents
• "well, did you find anything on the web?...of information that you have assembled?"
• "uh...my dad could see the future"
• dean cant believe his dad could be described as "sweet"
• "i wanna get out. this job, this life, i hate it. i want a family, i wanna be safe. you know the worst thing i can think of? the very worst thing? is for my children to be raised into this like i was. No, i won't let it happen"
• "on november 2nd, 1983, don't get out of bed. no matter what you hear, or what you see. promise me you won't get out of bed"
• dean crying
• dean cares more about his family than anyone or anything
• casual incest...
• castiel is an asshole

metamorphosis

• mind bending sam, dean saw
• dean seems almost upset that sam "replaced" him
• dean punches sam, pissed-off dean
• dean concerned for his brother
• sam so upset because of dean judging him
• "you were gone. i was here. i had to keep on fighting without you"
• and sam feels worse about himself than ever
• tearing up
• sam keeping secrets
• dean scared for sam's future
• "i've seen big weird, little weird, weird with crazy on top. but this guy? i mean, come on, this guy's boring"
• "nothing more important than family" *pointed look*
• "long pig" ... "and that is my word of the day"
• bloodstream montage
• breaks the dude's hand
• "sam loves research. he does. he keeps it under his mattress right next to his ky. it's a sickness"
• sam's dedication to saving people
• dean's smirk
• it's as if dean stands up to protect sam
• dean's "yeah" face
• sex never ends well in supernatural land...
• dean is "down"
• "you want to know why i've been lying to you, dean? because of crap like this...the way you talk to me, the way you look at me like i'm a freak!...you know, or even worse, like i'm an idiot!...like i don't know the difference between right and wrong!...you have no idea what i'm going through. none...i've got demon blood in me, dean! this disease pumping through my veins, and i can't ever rip it out or scrub it clean! i'm a whole new level of freak! and i'm just trying to take this - this curse... and make something good out of it. because i have to"
• "we're people who know a little something about something"
• morality of rougaro
• bustin' into lady's house
• montage!
• "dean can't come to the phone right now"
• sam uber-defensive of dean
• "it doesn't matter what you are, it only matters what you do"
• dean apologises, he wants to understand his brother
• dean will always be there to support sam
• sam will make his own damn fate

monster movie

• black and white!
• "about time the winchesters got back to tackling a straightforward, black and white case"
• dean can't believe his brother saw a movie without him
• big pretzel!
• dean's maverick persona
• beer stein
• dracula vampire!
• "stay away, mortal! the night is mine!"
• dean rejected
• "i have been re-hymenated"
• wolfman werewolf!
• "so, what? we've got a vampire and a werewolf monster-mashing this town?"
• "hey, you think this dracula could turn into a bat? that would be cool"
• rise of the mummy!
• "mummy with a good sense of showmanship"
• "this is stupid"
• intermission
• sam knows dracula trivia
• "some people paint"
• being pulled out of hell allows dean a new perspective - "a mission from god"
• "yeah, stay for a drink" *no, not really - go!*
• awesome organ music, plus silhouette
• "it's supposed to come off" ... "no, it's not"
• dean collapses
• dean in lederhosen
• dracula ordered pizza - and has a coupon
• shifter has feelings...and daddy issues
• "ever think that maybe you're lonely because you kill people?"
• sam saves dean!
• "guy was about to frankenstein"
• well that door was easy to break down
• sam is van helsing
• dramatic pre-death speech
• sam awkwardly watching dean kiss
• sam knows dean would pick poky's 2 as the movie his life is based after
• the end...?

yellow fever

• "run! it'll kill you!" *little doggie*
• dean holding heart, sam getting hit with spleen juice
• "yeah. big heart"
• dean scared of teenagers
• dean scared of all the reptiles
• "...i'm not suicidal...did i just say that? that's kinda weird"
• "am i haunted?! am i haunted?!"
• "it's ghost sickness" ... "...i don't even know what this is"
• gamecocks and cornjerkers
• "basically, they were all dicks"
• dean is scared to go to the fourth floor, so sam gets them another room
• dean remembering hell
• dean smashes the clock
• "i don't wanna be a clue"
• dean scared of guns!
• "i'll man the flashlight" ... "you do that"
• OMG THE CAT
• and dean's outta there
• "is he...drunk?"
• "know what? you're awesome"
• sam's comforting hand on dean's back, sam calms him down. dean's little shake of his head
• "i mean, who would pretend to be an fbi agent, huh? that's just nutty"
• "you know what? screw this...i mean, come on, sam. what are we doing?!...and that sam, that is exactly why our lives suck. i mean, come on, we hunt monsters! what the hell?! i mean, normal people, they see a monster, and they run. nut not us, no, no, no, we -- we search out things that want to kill us. yeah? huh? or eat us! you know who does that? crazy people! we...are insane! you know, and then there's the bad diner food and then the skeevy motel rooms and then the truck-stop waitress with the bizarre rash. i mean, who wants this life, sam? huh? seriously? do you actually like being stuck in a car with me eight hours a day, every single day? i don't think so! i mean, i drive too fast. and i listen to the same five albums over and over and over again, a-and i sing along. i'm annoying, i know that. and you --you're gassy! you eat half a burrito, and you get toxic! i mean, you know what? you can forget it...stay away from me sam, okay? cause i am done with it. i'm done with the monsters and -- and -- and the hellhounds and the ghost sickness and the damn apocalypse. i'm out. i'm done. quit."
• dean always finds his way back to sam, always
• dean is so scared of dying
• possessive dean over sammy
• dean scared of cartoon
• sick, scared fighting
• faith, last hope of a desperate man
• "yes! it's me, lilith. oh, i missed you so much. it's time to go back now"
• big gasp of air
• "i'm fine. you want to go hunting? i'll hunt. i'll kill anything" ... "awwww, he's adorable"
• sam's eyes flash yellow
• dean keeps things from sam
• SUPERNATURAL PRESENTS JENSEN ACKLES

it's the great pumpkin, sam winchester

• inside the mouth camera shot
• "the candy was never in the oven"
• hex bag
• "...he was so vanilla that he made vanilla seem spicy"
• boiled alive while bobbing for apples...
• "two words: jail bait"
• ...all the candy dean has eaten
• dean would come back as a hot cheerleader
• dean starts remembering hell
• astronaut gives dean a death stare
• back when sam had great respect for the angels
• lack of angel social norms
• cas pulls the dad card
• "ASTRONAUT!"
• dean reassures sam of his faith
• "...or are you just gonna sit there fingering your bone?"
• sam putting blood on dean's face
• "whore"
• "you gave it a shot?!"
• dean practically begging sam not to use his powers
• bloody spray
• dean doesn't want sam to go alone
• "bring it on, stinky"
• "zombie ghost orgy huh? well, that’s it, i’m torching everybody"
• sam was prepared to fight without his powers
• dean is saddened and terrified to know his brother is back to using his powers
• dean was being tested by the angels/god
• we know dean is still broken from hell
• dean sitting alone in playground

wishful thinking

• sam's shirt matches the tablecloth
• overly perky waiter
• "women, showers - we gotta save these people"
• title drop
• forrest gump reference
• bigfoot breaks into liquor store; drinks girly drinks - and reads porn
• synchronised sitting
• "i got nothing" ... "it's gotta be a joke, right?"
• giant bi-polar teddy
• WTF faces
• "i don't want some giant, flaming, pissed-off teddy on our hands"
• dean picks out wrong badge
• dean thinks sam would wish for a 'normal' life...he totally wouldn't.
• crowbar and hammer!
• teddy bear attempts suicide
• dean has nightmares about hell
• dean turning further and further to alcoholism
• "tanned, rested, and ready"
• sam and dean are together 24/7 :3
• cute begging dean
• "...how are we supposed to know who else wished for what when?"
• sam and dean lean in
• unanimous speaking
• self-deprecating sam and dean
• kid pushes over car - "kneel before todd! keel before todd!"
• dean gets owned by a kid. BAM!
• dean helps out todd from the bullies :3
• dean finally admits to sam that he remembers everything in hell
• dean is so tortured from hell, he can't even talk about it to his brother
• sam just as broken by the pain as dean

i know what you did last summer

• hustling pool
• sam and dean are just as tortured as each other
• sam goes off the rails without dean - drunk, trying to sell his soul; ANYTHING to get his brother back
• sam willing to trade places with dean in hell
• dean likes being known as "the dean"
• sam runs to help dean
• EPIC WINDOW JUMP OF EPICNESS
• sam and dean tending to their own, and each other's, wounds.
• all sam wants from ruby is to have dean saved. she can't do that. he has no use for her.
• "proof. this body is 100% socially conscious. i recycle. al gore would be proud"
• ...has sam been sober at all since dean went into the pit? :(
• why is sam so hot when he's a drunk?
• sam does not want to talk about dean with ruby, and gets very emotional thinking about it
• "sam?...too much information!"
• sam happily goes on a suicide mission
• sam only depends on ruby because she reminds him of dean
• dean attempts to thank ruby for saving sam
• cliffhanger ending

heaven and hell

• sam refers to the impala as "her"
• "dude, you're confusing reality with porn again"
• pamela! squeezes sam's ass
• dean's smug smile
• sam goes to dean
• dean describing angels as 'power rangers'
• alastair is "picasso with a razor"
• sex is the only valid reason to want to be human
• everyone has daddy issues!
• "waiting on orders from an unknowable father I can't begin to understand" - dean feels the same way about his father
• "dude. reality, porn"
• dean's utter terror at the prospect of going back to hell
• dean is filled with so much guilt from hell
• sex
• titanic-esque hand on window
• dean fears hell so, so much
• dean sold anna out to save sam, not just because he feared hell
• angel-demon showdown!
• dean is so afraid of alastair
• anna angels-out
• "oh, it looks over to me, junkless"
• dean finally takes anna's advice to talk about hell
• "they sliced and carved and tore at me in ways that you...until there was nothing left. and then, suddenly...i would be whole again...like magic...just so they could start in all over. and alastair...at the end of every day...every one...he would come over. and he would make me an offer. to take me off the rack...if i put souls on...if i started the torturing. and every day, i told him to stick it where the sun shines. for 30 years, i told him. But then i couldn't do it anymore, Sammy. i couldn't. and i got off that rack. god help me, o got right off it, and i started ripping them apart. i lost count of how many souls. the -- the things that i did to them..."
• dean's single tear
• sam crying in sympathy of dean
• "how I feel...this...inside me...i wish o couldn't feel anything, sammy. i wish i couldn't feel a damn thing"
• dean practically falling apart

family remains

• despite having told sam everything, dean's still living in denial land
• sam falls back onto the seat
• creature-view camera angle
• "know-it-all" ... "what?" ... "what?"
• le random doll head in closet
• winchesters casually walking out of house
• "and mr. gibson - where was he?" ... "everywhere"
• "we could tell them the truth" ... "really?" ... "no, not really"
• hunting ghosts is like scooby-doo, only better
• dean's not really okay, but he will hunt
• dean is called 'fonzie'
• "pleases nobody grab my leg, please nobody grab my leg"
• self-deprecating dean is in full-force
• "he's outside" ... "well, why doesn't he come inside?"
• "i'm getting your son back. if it's the last godforsaken thing I do"
• "i'm sure her life was hell, dean. it doesn't mean she gets a free pass for murder" ... _"like you know what hell's like_" - ouch
• father-son reunion is sweet
• married couple is comparison to sam and dean's relationship...?
• dean thinks he had pleasure torturing souls
• more crying!
• "i enjoyed it, sam. they took me off the rack, and i tortured souls, and i liked it. all those years, all that pain. finally getting to deal some out yourself. i didn't care who they put in front of me. because that pain i felt, it just slipped away. no matter how many people i save, i can't change that. i can't fill this hole. not ever"

criss angel is a douchebag

• magic tricks
• "what a douchebag"
• "he's famous. kind of" ... "for what? douchbaggery?"
• sam liked magic as a kid
• dean goes into a gay bdsm club
• "i, uh, think i've been had"
• "find anything interesting?" ... "what? uh, no. you?" ... "nothing I want to talk about, or think about, ever again"
• "...with the rings and doves and...rings..."
• dean now very impressed with magicians/escapists
• dean wants to die before he gets old, sam looks very afraid at the idea
• contemplation of whether they will live to be old or not
• "sammy, it ends bloody or sad. that's just the life"
• tying someone up seems like a good solution...until you realise he is a magician and escapes
• sam becomes very, very angry when dean is threatened
• "i don't want to be doing this when i'm an old man"
• alternative music ending

after school special

• girl is drowned in toilet
• "what are you, crazy" *sam's face*
• flashbacks! ♥
• impala porn
• slow-motion dean getting out of car
• dean making sure sam is prepared and okay
• dean's sass to the teacher
• sam stands up for bullied kid
• omg dean is a gym teacher - and takes his job very seriously
• "today, you will have the honor of playing one of the greatest games ever invented. a game of skill, agility, cunning. a game with one simple rule... dodge"
• "sorry"
• "go nuts" *throws balls*
• "the whistle makes me their god"
• "right. nice shorts"
• hit the daddy issue why don't ya?
• sam doesn't want to fight back
• dean attempts to make sam feel better
• "that kid's dead...i'm gonna rip his LUNGS OUT!"
• dean is so possessive over sammy :3
• dean talks to sam about relationship issues
• sam does not want to go into the family business /cueheartbreak
• sam's little proud smile for remembering the layout of the school
• "that ghost is dead. i'm gonna rip its LUNGS OUT!"
• dean is STILL so possessive over sammy :3
• "here ghosty, ghosty, ghosty. come out, come out wherever you are"
• "you know everybody at this school?"
• sam does not like being called a freak
• sam owns that kids' ass
• sam guilty for the part he played in dirk being bullied
• how supernatural looks at people in shades of grey
• awkward conversations are awkward
• dean is like 'twenty one jump street'
• dean listening to sam speak about high school and life
• "he's giving you the full cowgirl"
• everyone notices how sweet dean is with sam
• dean is just a sad, lonely little kid beneath it all
• "i save lives. i'm a hero. a hero"
• sam and dean's roles have no reversed in school
• barry lost his only friend :(
• sam goes to see his old english teacher, who helped make him pursue college and took an interest in him when no one else did
• sam considers whether he really is happy in the hunting life

sex and violence

• "up and at 'em kiddo"
• sassy doctor
• doctor ignores dean for sam, dean can't believe it - decides sam cock-blocked him
• "strippers, sammy, strippers. we're on an actual case involving strippers. finally"
• strip club
• sam and dean's eyes meet across a stripper platform
• sam shocked that dean reads cultured books
• foreshadowing, foreshadowing everywhere - in a kinda creepy way; "so whatever floats the guy's boat, that's what they look like?" ... "...see what you want most"
• possessive-esque dean
• supernatural std
• awesome fake fbi
• bobby, in an apron, helping the boys fake fbi
• sam puts his hand on dean's shoulder, leads him away
• "i'm not doing this for you, i'm doing it for the girls"
• nick fanboys over the impala
• zeppelin trivia
• dean has to protect sammy numero uno
• cara speaks about relationships, describes the sam/dean dynamics
• "i'm a doctor"
• sexytimes
• dean knows sam slept with cara - "holy crap, you did"
• "what is with you and banging monsters?"
• angry sam is so fuckable (wait, what?)
• dean loves having someone follow his orders
• dean realises, too late
• hello, i am a siren. i know what you want most. YOUR BROTHER - aka the episode where wincest became canon
• dean has sam with a knife at his throat, holding his neck
• "dean, come on man, this isn't you. you can fight this"
• "no. i gave him what he needed. and it wasn't some bitch in a g-string. it was you. a little brother that looked up to him, that he could trust. and now he loves me. he'd do anything for me"
• huge argument
• ...they might as well be married
• "we used to be in this together. we used to have each other's backs"
• ouch ouch ouch ouch OUCH sam, WHY DID YOU SAY THAT?!
• massive punch-on
• breaking down a door while fighting
• dean would do anything for his brother, as would sam
• "soda?!"
• so much pain and guilt between the boys now
• they are so far from 'good'

death takes a holiday

• guy survives point-blank shooting
• "and he's not a doughnut?"
• angsty dean
• shared 'wtf are we doing?' look
• they switch places, wordlessly
• they do indeed have strange lives
• "...you and me, we're like the poster boys of the unnatural order. all we do is ditch death"
• "we're no different than anybody else" ... "i'm infected with demon blood. you've been to hell"
• dean and sam are bad at getting themselves out of situations
• sam can own alastair's ass
• oh, yes, just casually becoming ghosts
• pamela!
• "...how you gonna save it?" ... "with style and class"
• "get out of me" ... "you're such a prude"
• tessa
• dean flasbacks, leaves him very sad
• "shag ass" really, sam?
• sad dean is sad
• "...the pain of losing my father and Sammy. i just...i wish I had gone with you for good"
• time to learn some ghost movez
• fight club with a twelve-year-old
• "whoa, whoa, you gotta teach us that"
• alastair's voice
• dean is so afraid of alastair
• "we're all scared"
• " 'cause i'm pretty sure, deep down, you know something nasty's coming down the road"
• "i know what you did to that demon, sam...i can feel what's inside of you. if you think you have good intentions, think again"
• pamela is dead :(
• kim manners tribute

on the head of a pin

• sam is driving the impala
• "i'm tired of burying friends, sam"
• they both just sound so tired
• "us"
• oh god, telling dean he has to torture a demon
• dean is so afraid
• alastair is so fucking terrifying
• dean's evil glare is ever so slightly sexy
• alastair pulls the dad card
• sam is so concerned for dean
• dean can't seem to ever live up to his father's expectations
• dean turning back to alcoholism
• dean could still dream in hell
• alastair does hold some fear of dean
• sam only doing demon blood to save dean
• sammy's determined face
• dean is so broken, ouch, ouch, ouch
• dean broke the first seal
• dean just looks so lost and terrified and guilty
• "i'm stronger than that now...now i can kill"
• sam watching over dean in hospital
• sam is completely pissed at the angels
• so uriel is corrupt
• "is it true? did i break the first seal? did i start all this?"
• "the righteous man who begins it is the only one who can finish it"
• "alastair was right. i'm not all here. i'm not—i'm not strong enough. well, i guess i'm not the man either of our dads wanted me to be. find someone else. it's not me."
• dean still feels as though he can never live up to his father's expectations
• dean crying