• i have no big picture to look at.
  • that could be why i cannot remember anything
  • that could be why i am anxcious
  • that could be why i am never in the moment
• A, apples- waking up to a song about the apples in the trees being all that we need
• B, birthday- my birthday is in 2 months. i will earn a more credible age pretty damn soon.

C, coffee- drinking 4 cups of coffee a day just cuz im with logan and all he ever does is drink coffee D, dress- making a dress out of scrubs, and another dress out of ol' denim jeans all in one day E, earring- losing an earring while running errands and then someone returning it to me. nice people are so good F, fact/fiction- finding this board game about truths/myths/facts/fictions that someone gave me like 5 years ago G, glowing- my collection of glow n the dark paraphenalia has grown H, head aches- every single day. after 4 oh clock. my brain tries to inflict as much pain onto me as possible I, illinois-going to chicago this summer J,jam- it is summer and i get to toast the toast every mornig and jam the jam and eat toast n jam in the a.m. K, kaleidoscope- i found a friggin kaleidoscope in the garage L, lumberjack- come august and the 2009-10 school year my school will have a lumberjack club. pancakes n plaid n hats. M,mixtape- i am listening to a cd that someone made for me. and it just says mixtape on the front of it. i like it. N, no one- no one is awake in this house except for me and the violins on the radio. this is a good thing. O, oregon- the schools of this marvelous state keep sending me information about school. i cannot wait. P, plane- i am leaving on a plane very soon. Q, quiet- normal nocturnal nice nighttime no noise quiet. R, reading-i only finished reading 4 books this school year. but since summer has been around i've finished 2 more. S, sleepy-finally. this list is helping me get ready for bed. T, tomorrrow- tomorrow i go thrifting. terrific. U,notttttttttttttttttthing. i have no U facts. V, velocity- is just super interesting. W, weekend- spent with a clean room, good friend, sewing machine and fresh air and relaxation. X, nottttthing. i have no X facts. Y, young- all of these stupid young achievement foundations keep sendin me letters asking for my money in exchange for youth conferences/leadership summits and such shit. Z, zzzzleep- going to zzzzzzzzsleeep right now.