• i learned how to talk when i was a 1 year old baby-child.
• i held out on reading until i was a 6 year old lil chickadee.
• the first year that i could read, all i did was ingest book book book books.
• i have always been approximately a year younger then all of my fellow class mates.
• it took my so god damned long to get started at anything, but once i got started, the momentum was momentous!
• but that is immaterial.
• it doesnt even matter.
• one moments accomplishment means absolutely nothing to the next moment.

so.

• i will guess. that i should just suck it up.
• because ya know, their must be some reason for having to be productive all the fuckin time.
• maybe one day it will pay off.
• that or i shall become more and more miserable every single day for the next 85 years.
• we should be given other options other than spending 5 years as a sleepy baby, 18 years sufferin' through school.
• and then what about the other years?
• 20? 30? 40? 50?
• the rest of our lives workin and being old.
• it is entirely backward i tell ya.
• that is all.