2022, 1st year ⠀⋆⠀ 12 y/o

• started taking t in the 2nd half of the year. body reaction was super positive n fast. got a bit taller n got some weight (+2kg), fat left my thighs to go to my belly. hunger. so much hair. i stink n sweat so much. i got a baby adam's apple, n felt my bones n muscles changing (it hurt a lot.) mental changes were the best part. not wanting to die plus realizing i can have a future that's all mine was a blessing. still, i got some scary mood swings.

2023, 2nd year ⠀⋆⠀ 13 y/o

• worst year. had to drop t for 6 months. got into an ed downhill that fucked up my mental n physical health. went back on t in the 2nd half of the year. not too many changes. i don't stink like a skunk anymore, but my body is still warmer than it used to be. got some baby facial hair.

2024, 3rd year ⠀⋆⠀ 14 y/o

• still underweight, got the ed checked. facial hair got darker n thicker. changed meds the 2nd half of the year. pimples subdued, t got higher, my voice stabilized (it's so deep i'm actually impressed.) by the end of the year my rib cage expanded, jaw got sharper, skull got larger, face still hurts from time to time.

2025, 4th year ⠀⋆⠀ 15 y/o