⸻⠀ 𝑔𝑜𝑎𝑙𝑠

• ▢⠀write prod. sed. 1st draft
• ▢⠀finish that fanfic 1st draft (3/9)
• ▢⠀read this is how you lose the time war
• ▢⠀read courage to teach, by parker
• ▢⠀watch a documentary abt ivan illich, descartes and rousseau
• ▢⠀learn to side split
• ▢⠀install linux in laptop
• ▢⠀clean the "25 before 26?" list
• ▢⠀move out again
• ▢⠀kill n bury dependency (& codepedency)
• ▢⠀clean dad's backpack
• ▢⠀change my documents
• ▢⠀work on my masters entry
• ▢⠀study like my life depends on it (it does)
• ☑⠀read the tender narrator
• ☑⠀re-do (or delete) this list.

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⸻⠀ 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑠!

• ▢⠀play bass again (0/365)⠀￫⠀ no pressure !
• ▢⠀wear sunscreen (0/365)⠀￫⠀ pressure !
• ▢⠀gym membership (7/365)⠀￫⠀ pressure !
• ▢⠀take comparison pictures (goal)
• ⠀⠀⤷ ▢ 1st month
• ⠀⠀⤷ ▢ 3rd month
• ⠀⠀⤷ ▢ 6th month
• ⠀⠀⤷ ▢ 9th month
• ▢⠀height growth (5'5"⠀￫⠀ ??)
• ▢⠀read 3 books (0/3)
• ▢⠀cultivate autonomy
• ▢⠀learn to cook
• ⠀⠀⤷ ▢ chocolate cake
• ⠀⠀⤷ ▢ brownie

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⸻⠀ 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡⠀

• cosmetics
  • ▢⠀red eye pencil
  • ▢⠀moisturizer
  • ▢⠀sunscreen
  • ▢⠀face sunscreen
• clothes & fashion
  • ▢⠀straight-cut jeans (0/3)
  • ▢⠀dress shirts (0/3)
  • ▢⠀lip ring piercing
  • ▢⠀eyebrow piercing
  • ☑⠀silver necklace chain
  • ☑⠀every-day sneakers (got miyamura's!!!)
• home decor
  • ▢⠀computer desk
  • ▢⠀coat rack
  • ▢⠀design my room (i⠀ii⠀iii⠀iv⠀v)
• tech
  • ▢⠀1t ssd for laptop
  • ▢⠀external hd for desktop
  • ▢⠀memory card for desktop
  • ▢⠀video game controller

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⸻⠀ 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑠

• 01 ⠀ ideal masculinity. ⠀￫⠀

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⸻⠀ 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑔

• 01 ⠀➭⠀ it's new years eve n i just realized that the whole "your brain hides some memories for your safety" is not literal. chappell roan n the angels are the only things keeping me sane. hitting the gym w my friend n inviting myself to his hangouts like i'm worth smth. maybe the cure for my lack of energy is a morning playlist w high bpm songs. tobie save me... tobie. save me tobie. can't stop thinking about getting a thorn tattoo. remembering 2021. i hate being alive, man "and yet, life is beautiful." praying to angels while screaming at god. heartaches (the 心 kind, not the 心臓 kind.) if i had a nickel for every time someone told me i should become a deputy, i'd have two nickels-- which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice (yeah, maybe i should apply for the fire corps or smth.) got a haircut. auntie's b-day n lots of cake (i ate miso soup for the first time n it tasted so bad.) watching queen of tears w auntie. my hd is bloated.

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⸻⠀ 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑎

• 🎧⠀ playlist
• 🎮⠀ games & gameplays
  • ⠀ 0106 | cod: modern warfare 2 campaign remastered (2020)
  • ⠀ 0116 | cod: modern warfare 3 (2023)
• 📺⠀ tv shows & documentaries
  • ⠀ 0105 | silo (2023)⠀▪⠀S01
  • ⠀ 0107 | the yellowstone supervolcano - america's ticking time bomb (2025)
• 💻⠀ youtube
  • ⠀ 0107 | why oblivion refused to settle for green screens (2025)
  • ⠀ 0114 | when an author writes about themself. (2025)
• 🎬⠀ movies
  • ⠀ 0111 | spider-man: across the spider-verse (2023)
• 📼⠀ animations
• 📚⠀ books, short stories & etc