🧥 February 🧥

01. why do I keep getting snotty or just plain rude grocery delivery drivers? 02. really bad start to the month. 04. am I still sick? 😩 06. taking the medication yesterday has worked.

❄️ January ❄️

02. snowed. 05. snowed again. -4 temperatures. 09. snowed again. Still sick or reinfected? Realising that I already knew a German phrase "guten tag" 11. think I'm numb again from being stuck here and not really doing anyting. 12. realising I already knew other German words in general. 13. feeling like my body isn't my own. 14. down. Bad tension headache. Depressed because of my teeth. 15. dark place, mentally. 23. tired of feeling used. 26. this month feels like the equivalent of 10 months. 28. finally have my motivation back, and self care has been good. 30. still really sick.