- or praise the lord, burn my house / i get lost, i freak out / you come home and hold me tight / as if it never happened at all / where is your light? am i home? / i will try not to keep you too long
- can't you see it? bad dog, but for you i'm obedient. every time i close my eyes, i stop existing, want a new addiction, want to fall victim.
- i'm so shy, it pains me to ask you to save me too.
- i'm not like them, but i can pretend. the sun is gone, but i have a light. i think i'm dumb, or maybe just happy.
- whenever i approach you, i'm always getting close to saying it out loud. so take out all the o2, the autumn wind will blow through, you'll never find out. he said, curse that fallen angel, one mistake after another, i forgot - i do not want you save me.
- jesus christ, that's a pretty face / the kind you'd find on someone that could save / jesus christ, i'm not scared to die / i'm a little bit scared of what comes after / i know you're coming in the night like a thief / but i've had some time alone to hone my lying technique
- and i said hell is the sun, burning forever at the center of things / a ball on fire at the center of things, a brain on fire at the center of things
- i always wondered why it takes / 15 stitches and a soft parody / to make my eyes be like deceit / believe the sting proves heart to me / you'll sleep for hours to keep away / then sink the teeth and bat your eyes
- i feel soon / i will sink into you / there's still blood in your hair / i've got the bruise of the year / you have weak wrists, but i'll keep you
- hell yes, i'm a nervous wreck / hell yes, the drugs just make me reset / knock once for the father, twice for the son, three times for the holy ghost / your eyes are blocking my starlight / i'm the last of my kind, and that's all that should matter to you
- what i wouldn't give to be in church this sunday / listening to the choir, so heartfelt, all singing / god loves you, but not enough to save you / so good luck taking care of yourself / and i spend my life watching it go by from the sidelines / and god i've tried, but i think it's about time i put a fight
- i'll lay on the floor / touch me til i vomit / i'm not scared of god, i'm scared he was gone all along
- you sit there and sulk, sit there and bawl / you're so pretty when you're on your knees / god rest your soul, when the loving comes, and we're already gone / just like your dad, you'll never change / each times it comes, it eats me alive / i try to behave, but it eats me alive
- never give you my feelings / fuck with you from a distance / some put it on the devil when they fall short / i put it on my ego, lord of all lords / i love when you count me out / my name is in your mouth
- see, the sea wants to take me / the knife wants to slit me / do you think you can help me?
- she turns me on / she makes me real / i have to apologize for the way i feel / peel off our skin, we're gonna burn what we were to the ground / fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around / i wanna kill away the rest of what's left, and i do
nov 13 2024 ∞
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