ㅤㅤ kill this love // tear // lost one

    • why do you, who used to be my dream, come to me as a nightmare?
    • we used to walk towards the same place / but here becomes our last / we used to talk about forever / but now we mercilessly destroy each other / i thought we dreamed the same dream / but now the dream truly became a dream
    • i hope the dream / you dreamed because of me / won't turn out to be a nightmare when you wake up

ㅤㅤ kill this love // tear // the god of small things // gold rush // nevertheless // euphoria // in my dreams // state of dreaming

    • i thought we dreamed the same dream / but now the dream truly became a dream
    • why do you, who used to be my dream, come to me as a nightmare?
    • if you're happy in a dream, does that count?
    • my mind turns your life into folklore / i can't dare to dream about you anymore
    • you smile at me even in my dreams, holding me and making me dizzy
    • you are the sun that rose again in my life, the return of my childhood dreams
    • just like this, don’t wake me up / sweetly deceive me / in my dreams
    • i lived my life inside a dream / only waking when i sleep / i would sell my sorry soul if i could have it all

ㅤㅤ 100 anos // why didn't you stop me

    • se fui eu que escolhi assim, não quer dizer que seja bom pra mim
    • you know me better than i do, so why didn't you stop me?

ㅤㅤ a loving feeling // august

    • kisses like pink cotton candy, talking to everyone but me, i'm staying up late just in case you come up and ask to leave with me
    • for me, it was enough to live for the hope of it all, cancel plans just in case you'd call

ㅤㅤ liability // breathe // been like this // babe

    • baby really hurt me / crying in the taxi / he don't wanna know me / says he made the big mistake of dancing in my storm / says it was poison
    • my baby don't love me no more / and it hurts like hell / it's like i don't love myself
    • can't put my trauma to the side / when you told me i was lyin', had me feelin' like i died, baby
    • we said "no one else" / how could you do this, babe?

ㅤㅤ this love // cardigan

    • your kiss, my cheek / i watched you leave / your smile, my ghost / i fell to my knees / when you're young, you just run / but you come back to what you need
    • i knew you / leaving like a father / running like water / when you are young, they assume you know nothing / [...] i knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired / and you'd be standing in my front porch light / and i knew you'd come back to me

ㅤㅤ gold rush // na sua estante

    • i don't like a gold rush, gold rush / i don't like anticipating my face in a red flush
    • depois você me vê vermelha e acha graça / mas eu não ficaria bem na sua estante

ㅤㅤ a loving feeling // august

    • i'm staying up late just in case you come up and ask to leave with me
    • for me, it was enough / to live for the hope of it all / cancel plans just in case you'd call

ㅤㅤ memórias // perfect places

    • eu fui matando os meus heróis aos poucos / como se já não tivesse / nenhuma lição pra aprender
    • all of our heroes fading / now i can't stand to be alone

ㅤㅤ first love/late spring // can't control myself

    • and i was so young when i behaved 25, yet now i find i've grown into a tall child
    • like a grown-up who grew tall but is still a child

ㅤㅤ never grow up // me and my husband // pyro

    • i just realized everything i have is someday gonna be gone
    • i steal a few breaths from the world for a minute / and then i'll be nothing forever / and all of my memories / and all of the things i have seen will be gone / with my eyes, with my body, with me
    • everything i cherish is slowly dying or it's gone

ㅤㅤ opening the window // don't wanna know

    • the seoul skies are clear / but my heart is sad like a gray sunset
    • the sky is so bright but why is my heart so cold?

ㅤㅤ crack baby // daylight

    • it's been a long, hard, twenty-year summer vacation / all these twenty years trying to fill the void
    • i've been sleeping so long in a twenty year dark night

ㅤㅤ night changes // ribs

    • we're only getting older, baby / and i've been thinking about it lately / does it ever drive you crazy / just how fast the night changes?
    • [...] my mom and dad let me stay home / it drives you crazy getting old

ㅤㅤ yet to come // young forever

    • somewhere deep inside your heart / still lives a boy who is ever young
    • i wish to remain forever as today’s myself / i wish to remain forever as a boy

ㅤㅤ first love / first spring // chandelier

    • wild women don't get the blues / but i find that / lately i've been crying like a / tall child
    • party girls don't get hurt / can't feel anything, when will I learn? / i push it down, i push it down

ㅤㅤ dancing on my own // stone cold // heather // happier

    • i'm in the corner / watching you kiss her / and i'm right over here / why can't you see me?
    • you're dancing with her / while i'm staring at my phone
    • watch as she stands with her, holding your hand / put your arm 'round her shoulder / now i'm getting colder
    • but she's so sweet / she's so pretty / does she mean you forgot about me?

ㅤㅤ i hate u // would've could've should've // i love you so

    • and if you wondered if i hate you (i do) / shitty of you to make me feel just like this / what i would do to make you feel just like this
    • living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts / give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
    • i hope you feel what i felt / when you shattered my soul

ㅤㅤ lover // christmas tree // restless

    • can i go where you go? / can we always be this close forever and ever?
    • i'll tell you / a million little reasons / i'm falling for your eyes / i just want to be where you are
    • please put me in your pocket / please take me away with you / no matter where, i want to be at your side

ㅤㅤ first love/late spring // would've, could've, should've

    • and i don't wanna go home yet / let me walk to the top of the big night sky
    • living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts / give me back my girlhood, it was mine first

ㅤㅤ sour grapes // lucid dream

    • but even if i stretch out my arms a little longer / i can’t reach it, even if i lift my heels / a love that i can never hold
    • falling, falling, chasing / even if i can’t have you

ㅤㅤ new year's day // one of these nights

    • you squeeze my hand three times in the back of the taxi / i can tell that it's gonna be a long road
    • goodbye, we said our awkward goodbyes / i turn and say, today’s road is so long

ㅤㅤ starring role // washing machine heart

    • it almost feels like a joke to play out a part when you are not the starring role in someone else's hear
    • baby though i've closed my eyes, i know who you pretend i am, i know who you pretend i am

ㅤㅤ angeleyes // bad blood

    • sometimes when i'm lonely i sit and think about him, and it hurts to remember all the good times
    • oh it's so sad to think about the good times, you and i

ㅤㅤ a loving feeling // lonesome love

    • what do you do with a loving feeling, if the loving feeling makes you all alone? what do you do with a loving feeling, if they only love you when you're all alone?
    • why am i lonely for lonesome love? why am i lonely for lonesome love? why am i lonely?

ㅤㅤ numb // good years // erosion

    • i can't open up and cry / 'cause i've been silent all my life
    • feel the wind and the fire, hold the pain deep inside / it's in my eyes, in my eyes
    • i am / afraid / that if i / open / myself i will not /stop pouring. / why do i fear / becoming a river. what mountain / gave me such shame

ㅤㅤ i sing the body electric; especially when my power is out // the 1

    • i said to the the sun / “tell me about the big bang” / the sun said / “it hurts to become”
    • and if you never bleed you're never gonna grow

ㅤㅤ it's cold // bigger than the whole sky / champagne problems

    • if i touch anything, it freezes, so i’m afraid to hold your hand / because if you come close to me, your heart might catch a cold too
    • every thing i touch becomes sick with sadness
    • your midas touch on the chevy door

ㅤㅤ home is far away // my tears ricochet

    • the weight of today on top of my sagging shoulders, i wanna put it down for a moment, home is far away
    • and i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want, just not home

ㅤㅤ dear john // 1 step foward, 3 steps back

    • wonderin' which version of you / i might get on the phone tonight
    • and maybe in some masochistic way / i kind of find it all exciting / like which lover will i get today? / will you walk me to the door or send me home cryin'?

ㅤㅤ i was a landscape in your dream // a burning hill

    • i was a landscape in your dream, and all my mountains were on fire
    • and i've been a forest fire / i am a forest fire / and i am the fire and i am the forest / and i am a witness watching it / i stand in a valley watching it / and you are not there at all

ㅤㅤ cardingan // call it what you want

    • and when i felt like i was an old cardigan / under someone's bed / you put me on and said i was your favorite
    • my baby's fly like a jet stream / high above the whole scene / loves me like i'm brand new

ㅤㅤ save your tears // love me again

    • i broke your heart like someone did to mine / and now you won't love me for a second time
    • i wish you would love me again

ㅤㅤ __yours // is it over now?_

    • the only thing that's harder than sleepin' alone / is sleepin' with your ghost
    • i slept all alone / you still wouldn't go

ㅤㅤ 100 anos // why didn't you stop me?

    • se fui eu que escolhi assim / não quer dizer que seja bom pra mim
    • you know me better than i do / so why didn't you stop me?

ㅤㅤ living dead // tell me about your world

    • i haven't lived life, i haven't lived love / just bird's eye view from the sky above
    • i want to see the world you see everyday with the full vision, i’ve seen enough of the untouchable scenery

ㅤㅤ this is me trying // we don't talk anymore

    • i didn't know if you'd care if i came back/ i have a lot of regrets about that
    • every now and then i think you might want me to / come show up at your door / but i'm just too afraid that i'll be wrong

ㅤㅤ __last words of a shooting star // redecorate_

    • and i am relieved that i'd left my room tidy / they'll think of me kindly / when they come for my things
    • i don't want to go like this / at least let me clean my room
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