1

• today's therapy was good
• i really love my therapist
• cleaned my kitchen too and got other stuff done
• okay now let's keep this momentum all month

2

• work was fine
• filtered my cold brew yayyy
• dinner with gap for pam's birthday
  • actually went well to my surprise
  • i become so withdrawn and like almost nonverbal because i usually go over there so guarded
  • which i have to do for my own good but i think having some small talk to contribute made interactions easier
  • and i went home with a bag of animal crackers thanks gram :3
    • ate as a nightcap while watching enhypen

3

• decanted my cold brew this morning to get rid of sludge
  • it's so good i missed having coffee so bad
• short ass work day
  • i love it til that check hit shaking my fucking head

4

• a @h_evva_n posting today he knew i was missing him
• fell asleep while making beans on the stove AGAIN?
  • yes they burned and yes it smelled bad and no im not buying dry beans anymore

5

• finally got 3am freestyle back on my local files
• also uploaded heeseung's cover of sofa and sunghoon's odoriko cover
  • heeseung singing sofa is like. what do you call a moment that's like a moment in the past and it becomes somewhat bittersweet and reminiscent and nostalgic.
  • JUST REMINDS ME OF WHEN I WOULD LOOP TF OUT OF JUNGKOOK COVERS
  • ok now can heeseung cover ending scene and yanghwa brdg thank yew
• made a really delicious dinner

6

• i slept so good omg thank you gabapentin
  • i seriously need a script for this
• woke up sorta late but still was able to get gas and make coffee before work clocking in only 2 minutes later than scheduled
  • ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE
• washed my hair finally

7

• had cook test aka second interview at the hotel
  • it went very good which i wasn’t necessarily surprised about it’s just i was really nervous and for what
  • BITCH I GOT THE JOB
• i just slept the rest of the day..

8

• did literally nothing but sleep all day
• ACCIDENTALLY OVERSLEPT AND MISSED THERAPY…
• whenever i fall asleep watching youtube on the tv whatever im watching always makes its way into my dreams
  • literally started having an almost nightmare about ROBERT FROM HELLS KITCHEN being murdered or something
  • i guess bc that’s the most recent robert my brain is aware of??? im crying bro what
    • but noted ok so next time i go to sleep im putting on heeseung english compilation so we can get freaky

9

• haven’t worked an 8 hour saturday in so long
  • my back hurts
• ☰...
  • ☒ laundry
  • ☒ dishes
• organized one of my inboxes for like 6 hours YESSSSS
• I have work in 6 hours it's so over bye

10

• never work in food service during major familial holidays
  • my back is killing me
• speaking of i really need to talk to my doctor about my chronic pain
• TIL porter robinson coined the term "complextro"
  • love that guy

11

• actually rested so good all day tbh
• made a wrap for breakfast
  • eggs, cilantro, avocado, hot sauce
  • for something so simple it was insanely fucking delicious

12

• heeseung fancall :smiles:
  • why'd they turn him into heeseung malfoy
  • AND PLEASE TONE THAT HAIR BOY
• got a mexican takeaway bc it's taco tuesday and i cba to cook
  • tacos were decent i got 5 for 1.99 each including 2 al pastor
  • was a new meat choice for me and it was so good
  • better than the carne asada imho
  • ordered their enchiladas potosinas too which for 6.99 were disappointing but they looked rlly good on their facebook page smh lesson learned...
• #CUT4____

13

• ☰...
  • ☐ shave mustache
    • bro i keep forgetting to do this bc i need to do it before i get in the shower
  • ☒ pharmacy
  • ☒ sam’s for water, maybe animal crackers
    • okay why were the animal crackers $10 (did not buy)
  • ☒ aldi for apples and eggs
• shops weren't as bad as i was expecting today thank god
• found a new autistic youtuber to enjoy
• chicken smoothie makes me so nostalgic bro...

14

• stayed in the bed all day roll my eyes
• just slept and read fic
• cooked dinner tho it's the #littlewins
  • salmon + rice + kimchi

15

• therapy was good
• so annoying that i don't get paid earlier in the day anymore GOD.
• i got paid like. 9 or 10 in the evening
• just annoying bc i wanted to go wash my car
• I HATE LIVING PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK!!!

16

• FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW PHONE CHARGER OH MY GOD.
• showed up to work with my airpods that i THOUGHT had been charging all wednesday evening (since that's what's supposed to happen when you plug them up to the charger.)
  • and they were dead yep
• so i just finally got one damn i was so mad
• was reminded how nice anker chargers are
  • it came with a little pouch and velcro thing to wrap it up all neat aww thanks
• stole hella cookies from work idgaf
• accomplished dishes and laundry after work hooray

17

• washed my car at one of those pull-in-and-wash-it-yourself places with jon
  • definitely did not get my 10 dollars worth :eyetwitch:
  • it was my first time at one of these places ok.
  • live and learn... my least favorite lesson to come out of life
  • tbh i'll just go to my grandparents next time i wanna wash my car
• JON GOT A HAIRCUT :gasp:
  • it looks so good and suits him well
  • he needed it
• in the process of washing my hair
• sized up my ears YAY
  • idk what size cuz none of my plugs are labeled anymore
  • my holes will be stretched 9mm soon...
• i listened to enhypen the group for the first time in a while without feeling some sort of sick unease in my tummy
• ALSO LAST WEEK AT MY J*B.
• EVAN WEVERSE COMMUNITY BE CALM.

17

• EVAN WEVERSE LIVE????
  • will somebody please give this man a deep conditioning treatment
  • breaking his neck to flip his bangs only for them to not move omg ik they were probably itching his forehead too
  • i missed him so fucking much...
• worked a monday