may

• They show you how to swim / Then they throw you in the deep end / I've been learning since / But it doesn't mean I'll float
• Still be the life of the party / Enraged, but I'm doin' it calmly
• I put all of this in my, pain, to let go / Pain is power, that's my manifesto / They never had this pain, to let go
• (...) life goes on, now my head / I'm solo
• I smoke 'cause I'm stressed, I try to get high / But it gets me depressed, I'm just tryna get by / I'm just drivin' at night, I got no music on / I got no favorite song, it's just me and my thoughts
• I don't mean to get deep, it's just one of those weeks
• just this entire song
• Lips fake, eyes fake / Teeth fake, face lift / I got it all, now I'm shapeless
• I'm goin' poomp like Doompy
  • skrillex mentioned

april

• POP- WATCH ME POP IT LIKE A
• Public display me, shame me, baby / I do it all for you, rate me / Lie and betray me, hate me, play me / I'll be whatever you make me
• It’s kinda funny ‘cause you’re so mad and IDGAF I just wanna have fun

march

• The echo of your goodbye lingers like a shadow / How can I make you stay a little longer?
• I'm with you in my head / Your devotion makes your bullets feel so real / You won't pierce my shield / Let's make a deal, no?
• Your beauty feels like suffering, I'll take it all
• I'll surrender and crawl / Even if it breaks me / Just say that you will never leave