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- To find out the meaning of normal, by definition, what constitutes craziness and what does it mean to be a human being. Psychology bordering psychiatry, I have no idea what it means, but I'd like to think about my own humanity whatever how much of it I have in my vapid self absorbedness and feelings of being lost despite not being grown up and whatever else people may say and what I truly think about myself
- To see what it means to be a parent, to think about what would be the best way to raise kids even though it's said that nobody really knows what they're doing and that in most cases, things usually turn out ok anyway
- To see what it means to be a child again, even though as simple as thinking may be at that stage in life, to discover perhaps what may be the best way to 'live' even if being a grownup may go against what is acceptable for a child and how your view of life changes over the years
- To cut the crap of all these words that I'm saying to myself because it probably doesn't make sense and nobody else of a sane mind would go to the lengths to type all this but me. But to find some sort of way of thinking that is in concordance with what great thinkers think somehow but trying to understand some smidgeon of it
- To re-discover things that I would like to be as a human being by living and seeing more of life but doing things that I've done before and haven't done before
- To have learned something about a way of thinking and how I want to live my life and who I want to be. I also want to learn of a way of organizing my thoughts.
- To say that despite the mistakes and regretful things, to be regretful more of things that I have done than have not done, and to say that I have learned from those mistakes. To say that I have experienced the sorrow and joys of life
- To say that I can still live with myself and have confidence in myself despite any bad occurrences in the year and that I have become a better person because of it. I would really love to be able to say that.
jan 11 2011 ∞
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