• ‘Everyday Sexism’ - Laura Bates
• ‘Oxford Dictionary Of Superstitions’ - Iona Opie & Moira Tatem
• ‘Home: A Memoir Of My Early Years’ - Julie Andrews Edwards
• ‘Home Work: A Memoir Of My Hollywood Years’ - Julie Andrews Edwards & Emma Walton Andrews

• Panic Room
• The Wolf Of Wall Street
• Iron Man 3
• Jaws
• You Don’t Mess With The Zohan
• Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory
• Shutter Island
• Captain America: The Winter Soldier
• Guardians Of The Galaxy
• A Beautiful Mind
• The Butterfly Effect
• Legally Blonde
• Nosferatu
• One Hour Photo
• Gothika
• Glass Onion: A Knives Out Mystery
• Mary Poppins
• Guardians Of The Galaxy: Vol. 2
• Avengers: Age Of Ultron

• Beckoning Begonia
• Desert Poppy
• Field Fox
• Lavender Lace
• Rosebud
• Tutti Frutti

• ‘Living The Dream’ - Lauren Berry
• ‘Screen Time: How To Make Peace With Your Devices & Find Your Techquilibrium’ - Becca Caddy
• ‘The Feeling Good Handbook’ - David D. Burns
• ‘This Book Will Make You Calm’ - Dr Jessamy Hibberd & Jo Usmar
• ‘This Book Will Make You Sleep’ - Dr Jessamy Hibberd & Jo Usmar

• Spirulina smoothie - post workout blend - spirulina, pear, apple, banana, almond & lemon
• Spinach smoothie - energy blend - spinach, apple, mango, maca, magnesium
• Pear smoothie - energy blend - pear, apricot, collagen, basil seeds & magnesium
• Berry smoothie - energy blend - apple, banana, raspberry, collagen, dates & magnesium
• Mango smoothie - energy blend - mango, apple, carrot, collagen, magnesium & turmeric
• Beetroot smoothie - energy blend - apple, strawberry, rapsberry, collagen & magnesium
• Ginger smoothie - energy blend - apple, banana, kiwi, avocado & ginger
• Coffee smoothie - energy blend - apple, banana, yogurt, coffee & oats
• Chia smoothie - breakfast blend - apple, ...

• The Naked Marshmallow Company
  • S’mores
  • Mint Choc Chip
  • Milk & Cookies
  • Butterscotch
  • Gingerbread
  • Salted Caramel
  • Raspberry & Prosecco
  • Passion Fruit Martini
  • Vanilla Bean
  • Choc Orange
  • Candy Floss
  • Strawberry Cream
  • Espresso Martini
  • Elderflower & London Gin
• Cloud Nine Marshmallows
  • Hazelnut Liqueur
  • Coconut & Lime
  • Champagne & Strawberries

• The Convenient Groom
• Downsizing
• Menace II Society
• M
• Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
• Holmes & Watson
• Enemy Of The State
• The Departed
• Yardie
• Liar Liar
• In The Loop
• Jackie Brown
• Danny, Champion Of The World
• Detective Pikachu
• My Fair Lady

• Sausage Casserole (Crock Pot instructions)★★★★★
• Spaghetti (Health Family Matters)★★
• Mushroom Stroganoff ★★★★★

• Simon Schama - A History of Britain, Volume 1, At the Edge of the World? 3000BC-AD1603
• The Collected Poems of Alfred Lord Tennyson

• Julius Caesar
• Jubilee
• King Lear
• The Lion King
• A Trip To Scarborough
• Measure For Measure
• The Picture Of Doreen Gray
• The Country Wife
• She Stoops To Conquer
• Cabaret
• Pygmalion
• Legally Blonde The Musical
• Priscilla Queen Of The Desert
• Matilda
• Charlie & The Chocolate Factory
• Woman In Black
• Motown The Musical
• The Mousetrap
• My Fair Lady
• Witness For The Prosecution
• The Case Of The Frightened Lady

• Mia Wallace from Pulp Fiction
• Princess Peach
• Princess Leia
• a Skyrim warrior
• a hippie
• a ballerina
• Dorothy from The Wizard Of Oz
• 1950s housewife
• Princess Jasmine from Aladdin
• Katniss Everdeen
• Sally Bowles from Cabaret
• a pirate
• Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast At Tiffany's
• 80's era Madonna

• Double Dragon - Jasmine Scented Green Tea
• Double Dragon - Organic Green Tea
• English Tea Shop - Apple Rosehip
• English Tea Shop - Apple Rosehip Raspberry Ripple
• English Tea Shop - Apple, Cinnamon & Earl Grey
• English Tea Shop - Candy Cane
• English Tea Shop - Chocolate Super Berry Burst
• English Tea Shop - Cranberry Vanilla Delight
• English Tea Shop - Green Tea With Mango, Honey & Soursop
• English Tea Shop - Honeybush Acai Berry Bush
• English Tea Shop - Lemongrass Peppermint Tropical Punch
• English Tea Shop - Pinapple Mint With Melon

• continue to learn about wellbeing & health & to put these things into practice in my daily routines
• to learn to play the ukulele

• 'Graduating From Guilt: Six Steps to Overcome Guilt & Reclaim Your Life' - Holly Michelle Eckert
• 'How Good Do We Have To Be?' - Harold S. Kushner
• 'When Perfect Isn't Good Enough: Strategies for Coping with Perfectionism' - Martin M. Antony
• 'Overcoming Perfectionism' - Roz Shafran, Sarah Egan & Tracey Wade
• 'Flip It' - Michael Heppell
• 'The Everything Guide To Coping With Perfectionism' - Ellen Bowers
• 'The Novel Cure: An A To Z Of Literary Remedies' - Susan Elderkin & Ella Berthoud
• 'Daily Love: Growing Into Grace' - Mastin Kipp
• 'The Restful Mind' - Gyalwa Dokhampa
• 'When You're Falling, Dive: Using Your Pain To Transform Your Life' - Mark Matousek

• Banoffee Pie
• Brandy Butter
• Camembert Cheese
• Cappuccino
• Caramel & Almond
• Caramel & Espresso
• Caramel & White Chocolate
• Caramel Macchiato
• Caramel, Coconut & Cinnamon
• Caramel, Pepper & Chilli
• Caramelised Ginger & Lemongrass
• Caramelised Sea Salt & Black Peoper
• Cheddar & Smoked Paprika
• Cheddar Cheese & Chilli
• Cheddar Cheese & Onion
• Cheese On Toast
• Chilli Chocolate Caramel
• Classic Caramel
• Coconut & Chia Seed
• Cosmopolitan
• Double Chocolate

• black = grounding
• brown = enabling
• red = energizing
• orange = releasing
• yellow = organizing
• green = balancing
• blue = communicating
• indigo = cooling
• violet = integrating
• pink = accepting
• white = cleansing
• clear = clarifying

• Black - Darjeeling
  • Badamtam 1st Flush
  • Giddapahar 1st Flush
  • Tippy Golden Broken Orange Pekoe
  • Poobong
  • Glenburn
  • Marionbarie Terai
  • Happy Valley
  • Jungpana 1st Flush
  • Castleton 1st Flush
  • Margaret's Hope Tea
  • Singbulli 1st Flush
  • Sungma Broken Pekoe Souchong
  • Soom 1st Flush
  • Tumsong
  • Mim 1st Flush
  • Marybong 1st Flush
  • Rohini Pearl
  • Okayti 1st Flush
  • Goomtee 1st Flush

• nautical
  • anchor
  • palm trees
  • anchor (on an angle)
  • "welcome aboard" ship sign
  • "I refuse to sink" anchor
  • lighthouse
  • large anchor
  • pin-up girl pirate
  • skull pirate
  • Captain Skull N Bones
  • skull pirate in bandana
  • ship wheel
  • ship
  • anchor & rope
  • fish
  • compass
  • pirate skull captain
  • tall palm trees
  • pirate ship

• kitchen
  • soak dishcloths & washing-up sponges overnight in hot water & bicarb
  • sprinkle about 150g of bicarb in the bottom of a dishwasher and run it, empty
  • for nonstick pans boil a mixture of water, 250ml vinegar & a few tablespoons of bicarb. Leave overnight. Wipe clean and rinse well
  • use a paste of bicarb & water on tea or coffee-stained cups. Leave the paste on for a while then rub & rinse
  • hot water & bicarb to wash down work surfaces
  • to clean a sink use either dry bicarb on a damp cloth or make a paste with bicarb & water & use like a cream cleaner
  • once a month put a handful of bicarb, a handful of salt & a cup of boiling water down the sink drain. Leave for half an hou...

• 00s Metal Classics
• 200 #1 Hits Of The 1950s
• 90s Smash Hits
• A Fine Romance
• African Heat
• All Out 00’s
• All Out 90s
• Best Of Rock: 1998
• Best Of This Is How We Do 2017
• Carnival
• Classic Covers: Leonard Cohen
• Confident Boost
• Dancehall Queen
• Derry Girls - Claire Devlin
• Derry Girls - Erin Quinn
• Derry Girls - James Maguire
• Derry Girls - Michelle Mallon
• Derry Girls - Orla McCool
• Derry Girls Soundtrack
• Disco Fever
• Feelin' Myself

• The Hunger Games
• The Hangover
• Anchors Aweigh
• The Hangover 2
• Jumanji
• Mrs Doubtfire
• Superbad
• Elizabeth
• Old School
• In Bruges
• 1066: The Battle For Middle Earth
• Step Brothers
• The Hours
• Harry Potter & The Philosopher's Stone
• Dumb & Dumber
• Waking Up In Reno
• Dr Strangelove Or: How I Learned To Stop Worrying & Love The Bomb
• Bridget Jones' Diary
• Notes On A Scandal
• Akira

• S1 - lace, swirl, flowers, rose, hibiscus
• S2 - teapot, palm tree, eagle, hookah pipe, crest, ship, pattern
• S3 - cross, bible, fish, 3 wise men, hands in prayer, Mary, "I love Jesus"
• S4 - Korean characters
• S5 - "Western cowboy", cowboy, stetson, horse, gun, sheriff badge, cowboy badge
• S6 - abstract patterns
• S7 - "cheer", cheerleader, pom poms, "cheerleader", megaphone
• S8 - "I love dance", dancing silouhettes
• S9 - cartoon geisha, Chinese cat, cherry blossom
• S10 - rabbit, bear, sheep, panda, cow, cat, chick
• S11 - baby, rattle, dummy, footprints, mobile, dummy, onesie
• S12 - "I heart beer", beer bottle, tankard, bottle top, pint, wheat

• M1 - spider, butterfly, duck, chick, goat, child
• M2 - flower, cat, heart, love, flora, star
• M3 - flower, star, heart, bow
• M4 - flower, face, lips, "kiss me", Celtic pattern, swirls
• M5 - flower, starburst, candle, rose, stripe, dragonfly
• M6 - polka dots, flower, butterfly, winged heart
• M7 - shoelace, Konad logo, cloud, butterfly, barcode stripes, swirl
• M8 - Korean character, flower, umbrella, swirl
• M9 - sandal, belt, flowers
• M10 - cartoon squid, cartoon strawberry, cartoon tofu, cartoon dog, paw print, flowers
• M11 - cartoon squid, cartoon baby squid, flowers, stars

• massage
  • Aqua Full Body Massage
  • Aqua Signature Serenity Candle Massage
  • Indian Head Massage
  • Power Massage
• facial
  • Aqua Signature Facial
  • Deep Tea-Tox Facial
  • Illuminate Glow Facial
  • Power Facial
  • Rose Dew Facial
• scrub
  • Aqua Signature Scrub
  • Bespoke Scrub
  • Power Scrub
• wrap
  • Aqua Signature Wrap

• almandine garnet - regenerative healing, physical strength, inspiration during periods of personal solitude
• angel wing anhydrite - get rid of pains, sickness and worry, acceptance, strength and support for what tomorrow may bring
• aragonite - dispels stress and anxiety, improves intuition and psychic abilities
• atlantisite - protect well-being, provide deep peace, treat exhaustion
• charoite - interpret dreams, helps to maintain disposition and humour in trying times
• chrysoberyl - guardian of physical and emotional health, helps with forgiveness, augments the healing properties of other crystals
• chrysocolla - easing fear, dispels pain, sickness and worry, augments energy when you are not at your best, re-energises the whole body, opens psychic vision, helps...

• Little Otsu
  • Lart Cognac Berliner stationery set
• boygirlparty
  • owl note cards
  • t-rex notepad
  • little winter owl card set
• SoSofties (Etsy)
  • happy cloud notepad
• Yozo Craft
  • kawaii slim envelope set - retro (red, blue, white diagonal stripes)
  • kawaii slim envelope set - patterns (pink & white polka dot)
  • kawaii slim envelope set - patterns (white & pastel polka dots)
  • kawaii slim envelope set - patterns (red & white polka dots)

• fresh orange
• sugar-free lemon

• 1 Word In 4 Pics
• 101-In-1 Games
• 3D Magic Cube HD Free
• A Clockwork Brain
• A Year Of Riddles
• Airport Scanner
• Album Cover Quiz
• Anomaly: Interactive Graphic Novel
• Apex Patrol
• Appets
• Artifact Quest HD
• Bacteria Killer
• Battle Ship Shooter Free
• Blueprint 3D HD
• Bowmaster HD
• BrainHQ
• Brandomania
• Car Escape 1-4: Nowhere To Go
• Choice Of Broadsides
• Choice Of Kung Fu
• Choice Of Romance

• LIVING ROOM
  • ✔ small table for in-between sofas
  • ✔ side tables
  • clock - Ikea Pugg?
  • Blik - grey/black/white bird decals expensive though...
  • antique butterfly cases, if only...
  • Cavallini vintage butterfly paper, for f...
  • Pottery Barn stacked books canvas
  • Pottery Barn grey faux fur throw
  • Michael Zagaris - The Clash photo set, e...
  • Muji wall-mounted white CD player
  • Dwell Uno stacking drawers in black
  • Dwell Branch bookcase in black would it fit??
  • Dwell S side table in gloss black
  • ✔ Abigail Ahern Edition for Debenhams floc...
• KITCHEN
  • privacy glass for doors
  • Cyan Design white glazed koi vase
  • Design Ideas Vinea white storage baskets...

• Almond
• Aloe Vera
• Amber
• Ambergris
• Angel Food
• Aphrodite's Slipper Orchid
• Apple Blossom
• Apple Pie
• Aquarius
• Argan
• Aries
• Asian Pear
• Baby Powder
• Baby Shampoo
• Badtz Maru (Sanrio collection)
• Baihao Yinzhen Tea
• Bamboo
• Banana Flambé
• Barbados Cherry
• Basil
• Beeswax

• INVIGORATING
  • lemongrass, bergamot & rosewood
  • lemon & lavender
  • lemon, bergamot & jasmine
  • bergamot, cassia & cinnamon
  • grapefruit & bergamot
  • lime, neroli & frankincense
  • lemongrass, lemon & lime
  • lime & lemon
  • rose, geranium & lemon
  • rose, lavender, peppermint, patchouli, orange, petitgrain, pimiento berry, sandalwood & ginger
  • spearmint & menthol
  • lemon
  • lime & lavender
  • rose, lavender, rosemary, tea tree & sage
  • lime, grapefruit, lemon & orange
  • lime, jojoba, chamomile blue & violet lea...

• half a heart on the side of my left hand (Matt would get the other half on the side of his right hand)
• owl on my wrist
• a pocket watch around my ankle, going onto my foot
• Peter Griffin
• "this too shall pass" - not sure where?
• "think of a wonderful thought" - again, not sure where
• a tiny Piglet, possibly the old style Piglet
• a heart-shaped lock (Matt would get a tattoo of the key)
• a bow made of dotted lines on my middle finger, left hand
• "alive" in Skyrim dragon speak on my right wrist

• Alexander
• Clueless
• Con Air
• Daria
• every series of Family Guy
• every series of Keeping Up Appearances
• every series of King Of The Hill
• Face Off
• Grease
• Jackie Brown
• Jumanji
• Kindergarten Cop
• Mary Poppins
• Matilda
• Mean Girls (already thought I had a copy but if so, I have no idea where it is!)
• Mrs Doubtfire
• Pippi Longstocking
• Romy & Michele's High School Reunion
• Saturday Night Fever
• The Little Mermaid

• stores
  • Boyes
  • Craft Inspiration (online too)
  • Craft Store (Victoria Road)
  • Hobbycraft (Leeds, Hull, online too)
  • B&Q
  • Dunelm Mill
• online
  • Etsy
  • eBay
  • QVC

Glitter N' Glue

• neon stud clutch
• long feather earrings
• knotted chain earrings

Love Maegan

• leather heart key ring
• chain & tassel lariat necklace

Dismount Creative

• ribbon & chain bracelet
• gilded earring & necklace
• polymer clay geometric necklace
• dollhouse chair jewellery tree

Whimseybox

• rhinestone bracelet
• colourful painted scarf

Honestly WTF

• Chanel pearl hairpins

Glitter N' Glue

• embellished ankle-strap shoes
  • old brooches that can slip over an ankle-strap & be taken off again
• neon stud clutch
• long feather earrings
• knotted chain earrings
• big rhinestone chain necklace
• embellished headband
• cape
  • houndstooth
  • tartan
• hardware (little lengths of metal pipe) stretchy bracelets
• lucite cuff
  • crystals & rhinestones
  • old bits of jewellery
• button rings

• Charles Dickens - Barnaby Rudge
• Jim Mann & A. Stewart Truswell - Essentials of Human Nutrition
• Jim Heimann - The Golden Age of Advertising: The 60s
• Sarah Challis - Footprints In The Sand
• Sarah Challis - Love and Other Secrets
• Tim O'Reilly & Sarah Milstein - The Twitter Book
• Femi Oyebode - Sims' Symptoms In The Mind: An Introduction To Descriptive Psychopathology
• Sarah Challis - The Garden Party
• Madonna Gauding - The Signs & Symbols Bible
• Dr John Pembrey - Good Food, Good Medicine
• Sherry Turkle - Evocative Objects: Things We Think With

• a regular exercise routine - pilates class once a week, gym/swimming 2-3 times a week, Wii Fit & power plate once a day
• a proper cleaning routine - I want the house to be consistently spotless
• getting rid of things I don't need - hopefully packing and unpacking will take care of some of this
• cooking, from scratch, most days
• baking
• keeping in touch with friends - especially those who live far away. Purchase a good supply of quirky stationery
• planning the wedding

• Absolutely Fabulous
• Brooklyn 99
• Friends
• Game Of Thrones
• Gavin & Stacey
• Gossip Girl (re-watch from start)
• Kath & Kim
• Mad Men
• Merlin
• Miranda
• Modern Family
• Outnumbered
• Pan Am
• Peep Show
• ✔ Scrubs
• Sons Of Anarchy
• The Big Bang Theory
• The Inbetweeners
• The Only Way Is Essex
• The Thick Of It
• The Wire

• the recurring one I had when I was a kid. I'd be laid on the floor, reading a magazine and drinking orange squash when some ominous voice announced the world was ending and they needed someone to push a button to do it. I was summoned to push the button and was terrified
• when I was ill as a kid I'd dream that I could hear Queen Elizabeth, on horseback, going into battle and shouting "Charge!"
• the recurring one about that 1930s-style French train station. I knew my way around the whole place in my dream and every dream would be different but I always knew where I was going
• where really tall robot-like Police were hunting me down and I was hiding in lifts, a shopping centre, a petrol station, in this hot man's car. The man's wife helped me to pretend to be her (her name was J...

• Alexander
• Cabaret
• Clueless
• Con Air
• Face Off
• Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
• Grease
• High Society
• Jackie Brown
• Jumanji
• Kindergarten Cop
• Mary Poppins
• Matilda
• Mrs Doubtfire
• Pulp Fiction
• Romy & Michele's High School Reunion
• Saturday Night Fever
• Step Brothers
• The Little Mermaid

• Bless This House
• Fawlty Towers
• On The Buses
• The Good Life

• do aliens really exist?
• does God really exist?
• why does England have such shit weather?
• what's the deal with the Bermuda triangle?

• artichokes in aromatic vinaigrette (find globe artichokes)
• stuffed artichokes (as above)
• stuffed courgette flowers (find courgette flowers)
• udon noodle sushi rolls - (find udon noodles, roasted nori sheets & dashi granules)
• jerusalem artichoke & roast garlic soup (find jerusalem artichokes)
• miso soup with udon & tofu (find udon noodles & dashi granules)
• Thai spicy & sour soup (find tom yum paste & galangal)
• Swiss chard & risoni soup with gruyere crutons (find Swiss chard)
• saffron & Jerusalem artichoke soup (find Jerusalem artichokes)
• warm artichoke salad (find artichokes)

• books I can borrow from work:
  • Mrs Beeton - Book Of Household Management (library)
  • J. Woodforde - Diary Of A Country Parson (library)
  • T. Tusser - Five Hundred Pointes Of Good Husbandrie (e-book) (library)
  • F.M. McNeill - Scots Kitchen
  • J.J. Hecht - The Domestic Servant In Eighteenth Century England
  • S.O. Addy - _Evolution Of The English House_(library)
  • C. Davidson - A Woman's Work Is Never Done
  • D. Davis - A History Of Shopping
  • M. Girouard - Life In The English Country Home
  • F.E. Huggett - Life Below Stairs
  • C.A. Wilson - Food & Drink In Britain
  • L. Wright - Clean & Decent (library)
• books to get from COPAC:
  • G. Markham - The English Housewife
  • R. Scott-Moncrief - The Household Book Of Lady Grisell Baillie

• to be a good homemaker
• to be a mum and to love my children - treat them as equals, make them feel important and nurture them
• to continue to make myself healthier
• to find a job that I truly enjoy. One where I don't stress out before even getting to work and one where I don't have to bring tons of work home. Or any, actually!
• to get help for some issues I have
• to live forever
• to marry Matt & try and make our relationship amazing
• to read all the books on my humongous list
• to stop being such a whingebag

• amazing nights out when we were all 19 and had no responsibilities
• cuddling Arin after he used to get into trouble with mum
• family holiday to Blackpool. We all argued in the B&B. I remember going for a walk with dad one evening and getting Slush Puppies, I had his too because he didn't like it.
• family holiday to California to visit family
• feeling left out at uni as everyone else had formed the bonds people make when they live in halls together (I didn't, I lived at home)
• getting into arguments with mum when I was a kid. One about not wanting to wear a coat to a Bonfire Night display stands out.
• grandpa's funeral - thinking I had a nosebleed during the ceremony

• Wellbeing
  • Greek Style Natural
  • Greek Style Low Fat
  • Natural Fat Free
  • Natural
  • Fat Free Mixed Berry
• Everyday
  • Banana
  • Blood Orange
  • Cappuccino
  • Caramelised Apple
  • Crème Brûlée
  • Mango
  • Salted Caramel
  • Strawberry
  • Vanilla
• Desserts
  • Vanilla Custard

• all of the colourful products in Lush stores
• bubble wrap
• chalk
• computer keyboards that are loud and clacky
• jelly
• Matt
• my eyelashes
• pebbles, especially smooth ones
• shiny jewellery!
• the touch screen on my phone/iPad

• Afternoon Escape
• Alfresco Afternoon
• All Is Bright
• Alpine Morning
• Apple Cider
• Apple Pumpkin
• Aromatic Orange & Evergreen
• Autumn Fruit
• Autumn Gathering
• Autumn In The Park
• Autumn Leaves
• Autumn Wreath
• Bahama Breeze
• Balsam & Cedar
• Balsam & Clove
• Bamboo
• Bayside Cedar
• Be Thankful
• Beach Escape
• Beach Holiday
• Beach Walk

• childhood summer days on Linden Road
• secondary school! Especially Years 10 & 11
• seeing Nannan for the last time in hospital, didn't really get to say "goodbye" as I didn't know I wouldn't be seeing her again
• spending time with my Nannan and Grandpa as a kid
• that amazing summer in between college and university when we used to go out every Wednesday night, drink huuuge amounts and still function the next day
• those first few months with Matt :)
• when my little brother was a newborn baby

• adverts for adopting animals/sponsoring children from poor countries
• death
• feeling lonely and uncared for (woe is me!)
• nostalgia
• seeing other people cry
• soaps (!)
• thinking about Nannan Betty & Grandpa Ron
• throwing things from my childhood out
• vulnerable people. I hate the fact that sometimes they might be feeling lonely, sad, uncared for & just wish I could do something to help
• when Matt talks about one of us dying
• worrying about my parents, especially my dad at the moment - he's working too much/hard

• ✔ be more positive
• ✔ drink less alcohol, not that I drink much as it is - I rarely drink but when I do, drink less
• ✔ drink more herbal tea, especially green tea
• drink more water, less soda
• eat more fruits
• ✔ make sure I get enough sleep - go to bed earlier
• ✔ start exercising every day again, even if it is only for 20 minutes
• start sitting properly, my back seems to be getting worse
• start taking a multivitamin again (pointless, thanks malabsorbtion!)
• swim more
• walk more

• a television set on too loud
• air raid sirens
• chewing gum/bubblegum
• loud eating
• over-exaggerated coughing
• people sniffling when they could just blow their nose
• someone clicking a pen, repeatedly
• that gobbling noise turkeys make
• the way Matt "whistles"
• unnecessary noises
• whistling

• a new Bobbi Brown lipstick
• all my Noddy books, apart from the first two (my favourites)
• black pashmina :(
• Bobbi Brown blotting paper compact - ANNOYED!
• Grandpa Ron
• Minas Papa
• my Christening jewellery
• my jewellery box from when I was little, I think
• my wooden Russell & Bromley platforms (gave them to my brother's ex-girlfriend)
• Nannan Betty
• the letter I wrote to Dad complaining about Arin when we were kids
• black flip flops

• a brick fell on my head - had to have it glued back together
• got my toes stuck on a boardwalk, in between the wooden panels. Ripped two toenails off
• trapped both my feet in a door when I was a kid, one foot one week and the other the week after. Ripped both my little toenails off. See a pattern here ... ?
• brother threw a stone at my face, it went inside my mouth (good aim!) and tore the inside of my cheek open. When we were kids!
• fell up the stairs at Covent Garden tube station (hate lifts) and fractured some bones in both my feet
• fell over at school, Year 8, on the way to the library in English class. Gave me tendonitis in both my feet ... poor feet!
• slipped on ice and kicked a parked car on the way down. I've now got a terrible fe...

• Jimi Hendrix
• Lady Gaga
• Marilyn Manson
• Prince
• Rihanna

• archaeologist
• archivist
• baker
• beauty therapist
• book shop owner
• cake-shop owner
• events planner
• florist
• make-up artist
• making products in Lush
• nail technician
• owner of a beauty salon
• owner of a shop selling ... pretty things
• presenter on Diners, Drive Ins & Dives
• wardrobe assistant for movies, TV or theatre
• working in a library ... got this one! -
• working in a pathology lab
• working in/managing Lush
• Yankee Candle franchisee

• mobile phone
• hand cream
• hand sanitiser
• diary & pen
• roll of Spearmint Polos
• glasses & case
• pack of paracetamol
• lots of hairpins
• some glucose tablets
• Ricola Orignal Herb lozenges
• can of deodorant
• Bare Minerals compact
• sanitary towels
• Sea Legs wristbands
• mini Swiss Army knife thingy
• anti-nausea tablets
• Scholl Moleskin
• nail polish remover wipes
• lipbalm
• 2 concealers & concealer brush
• blotting papers

• Busta Rhymes
• Missy Elliot
• Jay Z
• Dizzee Rascal
• Beastie Boys
• OutKast
• Tinie Tempah
• City Girls
• Tobe Nwigwe

• those emails you get from random banks, asking you to send them your bank details. I never get them from the banks I have accounts with, thankfully
• when my brother had his identity used fraudulently by some people ordering things from very.co.uk, they had set up a credit account in his name and he was getting the charges
• the 02 charges that people get on their bank statements, sometimes even non-02 customers get them
• when the phone rings, you pick it up and there's an automated voicemail saying you've won a car or a holiday or something. Yeah right!
• the "cash for gold" schemes, especially the ones where you post them back
• several scams connected to selling something through Auto Trader
• where companies invoice you for advertisi...

• I never leave anything plugged in, unless it's the computer or the fridge/freezer
• I don't drive much and walk when I can
• I recycle endlessly and try and encourage my family to do it. I actually hover around the bin when I see someone at home putting trash in to see if they are throwing recyclable stuff away
• I "make do and mend". I'd rather repair a pair of socks than go out and buy a new pair and end up throwing a decent pair away
• when I'm cleaning out the house I go to great efforts to reycle things that the council don't take away for us, i.e. cables, CD's etc.
• I don't eat meat, and that's meant to be better for the environment. Somehow.
• I use the library rather than buying tons of new books
• I give clothing, jewellery, shoes, access...

• Nannan Betty
  • she had the most beautiful soft skin, especially on her neck
  • she was constantly making cups of tea for people, hence my brother nicknaming her Betty Tea Bags when he was tiny
  • her phone voice. She had a broad Yorkshire accent but when she answered the phone this posh voice came out of nowhere
  • her almost psychadelic floral dresses made from that shiny silky fabric
  • she was obsessed with knowing where her purse was at all times and either myself or my brother would have to carry it up to bed just before she retired for the night
  • she used to call my brother a little jessie if he cried, which used to make me giggle because I thought it was a girls name

• Bombardment: The Day the East Coast Bled - Mark Marsey-
• The History of Scarborough - Jack Binns
• The Keys to the Street - Ruth Rendell
• Rose - Martin Cruz Smith
• White Viper - Terence Strong
• Anything Considered - Peter Mayle
• Balderdash and Piffle - Alex Games
• Charles Dickens - G.K. Chesterton
• Barnaby Rudge - Charles Dickens
• Mansfield Park - Jane Austen
• The Collected Poems of Alfred Lord Tennyson
• The Rewards of Industry - Richard Garnett
• An Occurence at Owl Creek Bridge - Ambrose Bierce
• Roads of Destiny - O. Henry
• "Saki" - H.H. Munro
• The Fly - Katherine Mansfield
• Another Temple Gone - C.E. Montague
• The Kidnapped "General" - Stacy Aumonies
• The Willow Plate Embellishment - Ernest Bramah
• The Invisible Man - G.K. Chesterton

• I have never met my great-grandparents on my father's side, and I doubt he'd know how they died, sadly enough ...
• Minas Papa had a stroke a few days before Christmas, fell into a coma and died on December 31st. The actual details haven't trickled through from the family in California yet ...
• my grandpa Ron died last year, natural causes I guess, although I've never really asked about that
• my great-grandma Mabel ... not sure either
• my great-grandma Teresa died fairly young, not sure how though
• my great-grandpa Walt died after being in hospital for an operation, I think there was something wrong with his kidneys but I could be mistaken there. My mum thinks it was something to do with his lungs though, as he was a miner for all his life

• being negative
• ignoring the fact I need to exercise, not as much for my health as it is for my happiness & mind
• being grumpy, especially on a morning
• being controlling, I need to learn to go with the flow!
• having ridiculously late lie-ins
• procrastinating so much
• being jealous of certain people who seem to have their life together
• worrying about my weight, I've never done this before so why start now
• avoiding nail polish
• drinking so much soda

• pigeons - the town centre is filled with them, especially the low-flying variety!
• seagulls - I live by the sea
• geese - not my favourite animal
• crows
• an owl, someone's pet and the HUGE owl I nearly ran the car into
• blackbirds
• magpies
• ... I'm not actually a bird-watcher, so who knows what else!?

• lots of money, that'd be nice :P
• my dad's strong work ethic
• the ability to make a home happy, safe & clean
• my nannan's general loveliness & friendliness
• and her ability to not get stressed over little things (already inherited that from dad I guess, too late!)
• the ability to look young when I'm older, both sets of grandmas look(ed) amazing for their age
• my nannan's soft skin
• little personal mementos, like photographs & favourite objects, they mean a lot when that person is no longer around
• to be able to lavish my kids with attention and love (thanks mum)
• my dad's old address book
• my dad's thesis ... if we ever find that again

• anything by Enya. I had a school friend who would sing or chant her songs at me. Egh.
• Ray Charles - "I Can't Stop Loving You". It makes me cry.
• Gene Pitney - "I'm Gonna Be Strong" (think that's what its called?) for the above reason.
• R.E.M. - "Everybody Hurts". Far too depressing.
• The Monster Mash.
• Christmas songs & carols, apart from "White Christmas" by Bing Crosby. Mariah Carey's "All I Want For Christmas Is You" is the worst offender.
• Anything by Basshunter.
• Sinead O'Connor - "Nothing Compares 2 U".
• The music that used to come on with Central TV.
• Donovan - "Hurdy Gurdy Man" - just for th...

• what I'm going to do tomorrow
• what to wear tomorrow
• what Matt is doing
• what to eat (for breakfast, dinner, tea, snacks)
• daydreaming about anything and everything!
• what my life would have been like if I hadn't left teaching
• what I need to buy for the new house
• what to buy people for Christmas (at the moment anyway)
• shoes
• random illnesses and whether I have them or not
• my grandparents
• morbid things that stop me from sleeping
• where the people I have known in my life are now & what they are like
• my teeth & my braces
• fucking work issues (let's not go there!)...

• tell someone about my "secret"
• or even simply email it to Post Secret
• try some form of extreme sport, like white water rafting, surfing or skiing
• eat fish or seafood
• do hardcore exercise, not sure why I'm scared of that, I'm sure it all comes from scary P.E. classes at school ...
• get a tattoo
• do something about my problems
• watch horror films
• do kareoke
• shave part of my head, in a tasteful way, like Alice Dellal
• tell Matt how I really feel at times
• move away
• see a medium
• contemplate writing a book

• hit him in the face with an umbrella on a date
• drunken beach race in the early hours of the morning
• talked about anything and everything for hours upon end, perhaps not memorable, but for someone who is not a big conversationalist (him) it is
• got lost in a dodgy area of London at 3am
• created the most amazing edible work of art ("Food Face")
• known each other for 8 years before thoughts of being together even came into our minds
• the early morning after the night before takeaway on the beach. That was nice : )

• Mario Testino - Let Me In
• The Travel Book (Roz Hopkins)
• 1001 Albums You Must Hear (Robert Dimery) (library)
• Lynn Goldsmith - Rock and Roll (Kindle)
• Nylon Street (Internet Archive)
• Icons - 50s Fashion
• Icons - 60s Fashion
• Icons - 70s Fashion
• William Faulkner - Absalom, Absalom! (Kindle)
• Irene Hunt - Across Five Aprils (Internet Archive)
• Mark Twain - The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
• Mark Twain - The Adventures of Tom Sawyer (library)
• Virgil - The Aenid (library)
• Aeschylus - Agammemnon (library)
• Edith Wharton - The Age of Innocence (library)
• Pat Frank - Alas, Babylon (Kindle)/(Internet Archive)
• Lewis Carroll - Alice's Adventures in Wonderland (library)
• Lewis Carroll - Through The Looking Glass (library)

• Ada
• Adalia
• Adelaide
• Adeline
• Aeryn
• Afia
• Agathe
• Agnes
• Aiyana
• Alannah
• Alara
• Allegra
• Althea
• Amadea
• Amalia
• Amalie
• Amara
• Amberlin
• Amberly
• Amery
• Amethyst

• Simon Schama - ‘A History Of Britain: The Fate Of Empire 1776-2000’
• Elisabeth Tova Bailey - ‘The Sound Of A Wild Snail Eating’
• KC Davis - ‘How To Keep House While Drowning’
• Daniel Levy & Eugene Levy - ‘Best Wishes, Warmest Regards: The Story Of Schitt’s Creek’

• Byron Saxton wears Crocs
• Roman Reigns like his steak well done
• Take Covid 19 to Suplex City
• Gable can’t spell
• Baron’s only friend is Hey You Pikachu
• The Tribal Chump
• Bobby Trashley
• The Miz Wears Spanx
• Miz & Mrs Make Me Sick
• “That’s my purse! I don’t know you” (with a picture of Bobby from King Of The Hill)
• Tamina needs a hug
• MVP buys Goodwill suits
• Queen Zelina use my face as your throne
• I traded my sister for Raw tickets
• Hold me like Drew holds Angela
• Ronda prefers Nestle chocolate
• Hoping my wife isn’t in labour because I’m at Raw
• Roman Reigns Head of the Toilet

• 12 Years A Slave
• A Matter Of Life And Death
• Brief Encounter
• The Cook, The Thief, The Wife And His Lover
• This Is England
• Time Bandits

• Fresh
  • Baby Powder
  • Bedtime Baby
  • Blue Lenor Type
  • Pink Lenor Type
  • Yellow Lenor Type
  • Dettol Type
  • Strawberry & Lily
  • Zoflora Fresh Linen Type
  • Cream Lenor Type
  • Dazzling Secret
  • Mystery Secret
  • Zoflora Lavender Type
  • Country Garden Type
  • Black Diamond
  • Fuschia Passion
  • Gold Orchid
  • Fairy Washing Powder
  • Lavish Blossom
  • Pet Odour Eliminator

• 17 Again
• 18 Again
• 187
• 1917
• 21 Jump Street
• 21 Jump Street 2: 22 Jump Street
• 22 Bullets
• 24 Hour Party People
• 3 Idiots
• 31
• 48 Hrs
• 49th Parallel
• 50/50
• A Bell From Hell
• A Bigger Splash
• A Bigger Splash
• A Bronx Tale
• A Bucket Of Blood
• A Few Good Men
• A Fish Called Wanda
• A Hard Day's Night

• Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
• Ali G Indahouse
• Daddy’s Home 2
• Last Vegas
• Warcraft
• The Hatton Garden Job
• Dirty Grandpa
• A Million Ways To Die In The West
• 8 1/2
• The Holiday
• Stephen King’s IT
• American Made
• Knives Out
• The Hours
• Little Fockers
• The Heartbreak Kid
• Goodfellas
• The Personal History Of David Copperfield
• Murder On The Orient Express (2017)
• Borat Subsequent Moviefilm

• ‘The Buried Giant’ - Kazuo Ishiguro
• ‘Overcoming Perfectionism’ - Roz Shafran, Sarah Egan & Tracey Wade
• ‘The Stranger Diaries’ - Elly Griffiths
• ‘Madeline’ - Kate McCann
• ‘The Haunting Of Hill House’ - Shirley Jackson

• Apocalypse Now
• Catch Me If You Can
• The Girl On The Train
• Semi Pro
• Gladiator
• From Dusk Till Dawn
• Silence Of The Lambs
• Hannibal
• Finding Neverland
• Elf
• Step Brothers

• 10 Puppies And Us
• 10 Things You Didn't Know About Avalanches
• 10 Things You Didn't Know About Earthquakes
• 10 Things You Didn't Know About Tsunamis
• 1Xtra Meets Dizzee Rascal
• 1Xtra Meets Idris Elba & The Cast Of 'Yardie'
• 1Xtra Meets Sean Paul
• 1Xtra Meets Tinie Tempah
• 20 Years Of Power With Huw Edwards
• 40 Minutes - Animal Crackers
• 40 Minutes - Heart Of The Angel
• 40 Minutes - The Outcasts
• 4472 - Flying Scotsman
• A City Crowned With Green
• A History Of Art In Three Colours - Blue
• A History Of Art In Three Colours - Gold
• A History Of Art In Three Colours - White

• Disturbia
• Cromwell
• Bundle Of Joy
• Bridget Jones's Baby
• Harry Potter & The Order Of The Phoenix
• Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince
• Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part 1
• Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part 2
• The Grand Budapest Hotel
• The Transporter
• Clueless
• Finding Nemo
• HyperNormalisation
• Bitter Lake
• The Rocky Horror Picture Show
• Butch Cassidy & The Sundance Kid
• Sing
• Pirates Of The Caribbean: The Curse Of The Black Pearl

• Woman In Black
• Due Date
• The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part 2
• Get Hard
• Straight Outta Compton
• Friday
• Daddy's Home
• Sausage Party
• David Brent: Life On The Road

• College of Naturopathic Medicine
• The School of Culinary Medicine
• The School of Natural Health Sciences

• Asian chicken salad ★ ★
• Asian tofu salad ★ ★ ★ ★
• Aubergine & potato moussaka ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

• Greenhouse
• Sun & Sand
• Cherry Lemonade
• Blackberry
• Christmas Rose

• Plate 1 - large sections of pattern
• Plate 2 - tips
• Plate 3 - small images - cartoons, love, diamonds etc.
• Plate 4 - 3 large sections & small images - punk

• 'Anna Karenina' - Leo Tolstoy
• 'People From The Other Side: A History Of Spiritualism' - Maurice Leonard
• 'Out Of The Mouths Of Babes: ESP In Children' - Aileen H Cooke
• 'Emotional Intelligence' - Daniel Goleman
• 'The Miniaturist' - Jessie Burton
• The Paying Guests' - Sarah Waters

• Forrest Gump
• The Hangover
• Jackie Brown
• Panic Room
• Step Brothers
• Paul
• Phone Booth
• Clueless
• The Truth About Love
• The Other Guys
• Roman Holiday
• Semi-Pro
• The Wicker Man
• Rock Around The Clock
• Happy Go Lucky
• The Break Up
• Little Voice
• Napoleon Dynamite
• The Hangover Part III
• Summer Holiday
• Harry Potter And The Philosopher's Stone

• Little Hotties
  • Aloe
  • Apple
  • Baby Powder
  • Bergamot
  • Biscuit
  • Blood Orange
  • Blue Sundae
  • Bluebell
  • Blueberry
  • Cherry Kiss
  • Chocolate Orange
  • Christmas Pudding
  • Cinnamon
  • Citrus Blizzard
  • Coconut
  • Cotton Fresh
  • Cranberry
  • Dragonfruit
  • Elderflower

• flavoured
  • Apple
  • Banana
  • Blueberry
  • Cherry
  • Chocolate
  • Cinnamon
  • Grape
  • Lemon
  • Licorice
  • Lime
  • Orange
  • Peach
  • Peppermint
  • Pina Colada
  • Pink Lemonade
  • Raspberry
  • Root Beer
  • Strawberry
  • Watermelon

• Classic Collection
  • Aqua Kiss
  • Bay Of Dragons
  • Best Friends
  • Birthday Cake
  • Black Coconut
  • Black Raspberry Vanilla
  • Blue Sapphire
  • Blueberry Muffin
  • Calm Lavender
  • Cherry Vanilla
  • Coco Mango
  • Cotton Candy
  • Enchanted Forest
  • English Pear & Vanilla
  • Forbidden Fruit
  • Fresh Cut Roses
  • Frosted Pumpkin
  • Halloween Carnival
  • Happy Birthday

• crown chakra (violet)
  • just above the top of the head
  • integration, coherence, sense of belonging, spiritual ease
• brow chakra (indigo)
  • centre of forehead
  • sight, comprehension, perception, sense of perspective, vision, intuition
• throat chakra (light blue)
  • base of throat
  • communication, expression, energy exchange, peace, understanding
• heart chakra (green)
  • centre of chest
  • relationships, balance, space, growth, love, affinity, calmness
• solar plexus chakra (yellow)

• agrimony
  • upset stomache, IBS, sore throat
• annato
  • upset stomach, fever, heartburn
• bay
  • gas
• bilberry
  • eyesight, chronic fatigue syndrome
• birch
  • vitamin C, urinary tract infections, rheumatism
• bistort root
  • upset stomach, throat infection
• black haw root

• Bicarbonate of Soda: 100's Of Household Uses - Diane Sutherland, John Sutherland, Liz Keevill & Kevin Eyres
• The Food-Mood Connection: Nutritional & Environmental Approaches to Mental Health & Physical Wellbeing - Gary Null
• Just My Type: A Book About Fonts - Simon Garfield
• Tired But Wired: How To Overcome Sleep Problems - Nerina Ramlakhan

• What Laura Loves
• Glittery Teacups
• Temptalia
• Miss Kris Turner

• salata baladi
• Vietnamese salad with lemongrass dressing
• couscous vegetable loaf
• aubergine, ricotta & pasta pots
• phad thai
• pasta with roasted tomatoes, rocket & goat's cheese
• beetroot ravioli with a sage & burnt butter sauce
• egg noodles with Asian greens & glazed tofu
• courgette, thyme & mozzarella pizza
• Sichuan-style aubergines
• pasta with olives & a tomato-onion jam
• salad pizza
• green curry with sweet potato & aubergine
• roasted chunky ratatouille cannelloni
• rustic Greek pie
• sweet ginger & chilli vegetables with noo...

• 100 Hits - Rock 'N' Roll

• Mud
  • Argan Oil Mud
  • Blemish Clay
  • Blemish Mud
  • Charcoal
  • Chocolate
  • Coconut Cream
  • Dead Sea Mud
  • Pink Rose Clay
  • Strawberry Cream
• Peel Off
  • Black Seaweed
  • Charcoal
  • Charcoal & Black Clay
  • Charcoal & Black Sugar
  • Coconut Clay
  • Cucumber
  • Dead Sea
  • Dead Sea & Clay

• Bath Salts
  • Joint & Muscle Arnica
  • Pure Bliss Red Poppy & Hemp
  • Deep Breathe Pine & Fir
  • Back Comfort Devil's Claw
  • Dream Away Valerian & Hops
  • Pure Relaxation Lemon Balm
  • Refreshing Eucalyptus
  • Relaxing Lavender
  • Goodbye Stress Rosemary & Water Mint
  • Muscle Soothing Juniper
  • Sensitive Derm Ancient Sea
• Bath Oil
  • Joint & Muscle Arnica
  • Pure Bliss Red Poppy & Hemp
  • Pure Relaxation Lemon Balm
  • Refreshing Eucalyptus
  • Muscle Soothing Juniper
  • Dream Away Valerian & Hops

• Bath Blasters
  • 5 Colours In Her Hair
  • A Little Lippy
  • All That Glitters
  • All You Need Is Love
  • Apple & Raspberry Swirl
  • B Mine
  • Baby Showers
  • Bear Necessities
  • Bear With Me
  • Bedazzled
  • Bomb Voyage
  • Bomb-Jammin Button
  • Born To Be A Unicorn
  • Cat-A-Tonic
  • Cherry Bathe-Well
  • Cherry On Top
  • Chill Out
  • Chilly Willy
  • Cooltide

• mobile phones & telephones can often have 18 times more bacteria than the handle of a public toilet. Use antibacterial wipes regularly
• canned air to clean bathroom fan vents
• sprinkle bicarbonate of soda & into the bottom of the kitchen bin
• bank statements, bills & payslips should be kept for 1 year

• Neil Oliver - A History of Ancient Britain
• Mary Josephine Collier - A Victorian Diarist: Later Extracts from the Journals of Mary, Lady Monkswell, 1895-1909
• Jennifer Craik - The Face of Fashion: Cultural Studies in Fashion
• Peter Albright - Complementary Therapies
• Richard Percy James - Scarborough In The '50s And '60s
• J.D. Biersdorfer - Best iPhone Apps
• Richard James Percy - Scarborough In The '70s And '80s
• Norman Ellis - Scarborough On Old Picture Postcards
• Mike Hitches - Scarborough Through Time
• Alan Whitworth - Village Tales: The Story of Scalby and its Residents
• Phillip M. Chancellor - Illustrated Handbook of the Bach Flower Remedies

• Ariel Brut Cuvee
• Ariel Chardonnay
• Ariel White Zinfandel Rose
• Blueberry Sparkle
• Bonne Nouvelle Blanc
• Bonne Nouvelle Chardonnay
• Bonne Nouvelle Grapefruit Rose
• Bonne Nouvelle Rose
• Bonne Nouvelle Sparkling Rose
• Bonne Nouvelle Sparkling White
• Caipirinha
• Carl Jung Peach Sparkling Wine
• Carl Jung Premium Rose
• Carl Jung Sparkling White Wine
• Castillo De Salobrena Rosso
• Coco Loco
• Daquiri
• EminaZero Pink
• EminaZero Verdejo
• Great Uncle Cornelius' Lemon Refresher
• Lloberetta

• Bare Minerals - Brow Colour - Brunette
• Be Never Too Busy To Be Beautiful - Eye Cream - Bedroom
• Be Never Too Busy To Be Beautiful - Eye Cream - HB
• Benefit - She-Laq
• Estee Edit - Lip Flip Shade Transformer - Turn Down
• Estee Edit - Lip Flip Shade Transformer - Turn Up
• Estee Lauder - Blushing Natural Cheek Colour - Rose Desire
• Urban Decay - Smoke Out Eye Pencil - Black
• Virgin Vie - Twist & Blush

• Beningbrough Hall, York
• Beverley
• Brodsworth Hall & Gardens, Doncaster
• Bronte Parsonage Museum, Howarth
• Burniston Rocks
• Burton Agnes, Driffield
• Burton Constable Hall, Hull
• Cayton Bay
• Cook's Endeavour Cruise Trips, Whitby
• Dalby Forest Visitor Centre, Dalby Forest
• East Riddlesden Hall, Keighley
• Eden Camp, Malton
• Emmerdale set, Esholt
• Falsgrave Park
• Filey Brigg
• Forge Valley
• Goathland ("Heartbeat"-land)
• Golden Acre Park, Leeds
• Harewood House, Leeds
• Harwood Dale Forest

• A Calm & Quiet Place
• A Child's Wish
• Almond Cookie
• Aloe Water
• Autumn Fruit
• Beach Flowers
• Beach Holiday
• Berrylicious
• Black Plum Blossom
• Blueberry Scone
• Capucinno Truffle
• Champaca Blossom
• Cherry Lemonade
• Cherry Vanilla (Simply Home)
• Citrus Tango
• Coconut Cookie Bar
• Cranberry Pear
• Egyptian Musk
• French Vanilla
• Fruit Salad
• Gingerbread Maple

• #manigoals (pale pink creme)
• #nofilter (light grey creme)
• 9 Inch Heels (iridescent shimmery fuchsia)
• A Dream Come True (soft iridescent shimmery pink)
• A Matter Of Prince-iple (iridescent blue)
• A New York Minute (light teal creme)
• A-Muse Me (hot pink glitter)
• Adorn Me (medium holographic bronze glitter)
• After Party Playful (bubblegum pink)
• All About Me (blue neon)
• All That Sparkles (gold glitter)
• Always Slate Never Early (dark slate grey)
• Amethyst (dark purple glitter)
• An Evening To Remember (glittering black)
• And The Winner Is (iridescent deep shimme...

• Art Deco - Mineral Baked Blusher - Blushed Chiffon (discontinued)
• Art Deco - Mineral Baked Blusher - Pretty Peach (discontinued)
• Art Deco - Mineral Baked Blusher - Soft Caramel (discontinued)
• B - B. Cheeky Blusher - Sherbert (discontinued)
• bareMinerals - Blush - Beauty
• bareMinerals - Ready Blush - The Aphrodisiac
• Barry M - Blusher - Strawberry Whip (discontinued)
• BellaPierre Cosmetics - Loose Mineral Blush - Desert Rose
• Benefit - Coralista (discontinued)
• Bourjois - Little Round Pot Blusher - Rose Coup De Foudre (discontinued)
• Clinique - Blushing Blush Powder - Pink Love (discontinued)
• Clinique - Blushing Blush Powder - Precious Posy
• Daniel Sandler - Mineral Pressed Blush - Coral Sun (discontinued)
• Dior - DIORBLUSH Fall Collection - Coral Croisette (discontinued)
• Dior - DIORBLUSH Fall Collection - Coral Cruise (discontinued)
• Dior - DIORBLUSH Fall Collection - Rose Cherie (discontinued)
• Dior - DIORBLUSH Golden Winter Collection - Gold Addict (discontinued)
• Estee Lauder - Pure Colour Blush - Peach Passion

Dream & Dress

• floral print wrapping paper

Creature Comforts

• pencil eraser triangle stamp
  • garland manilla gift tags
  • metallic triangles on brown parcel paper
• pretty scrap fabric gift tags
• felt gingerbread gift toppers

Dana Made This

• little gift pouches

How About Orange

• crepe flower gift toppers
• paper medallion gift toppers
• mini bunting birthday card

Martha Stewart

• pink dip dye wrapping paper

Love Maegan

• glitter & pearl garland - perfect for a Christmas tree
• living succulent wreath

Honestly WTF

• pom pom garland

I Love To Create

• chick flick tissue box
• alphabuttonized
• cascades of curl wreath

Runway DIY

• book clutch - to be used as home storage

P.S. - I Made This...

• studded porcelain pottery

Make It & Mend It

• ribbon & key Christmas tree ornaments

• Love Maegan
• A Pair & A Spare
• Dismount Creative
• Whimseybox
• Honestly WTF
• I Love To Create
• I Spy DIY
• Stripes & Sequins
• Dream & Dress
• Hello Giggles
• Chic Steals
• P.S. - I Made This...
• Thanks, I Made It
• Studs & Pearls
• Make It & Mend It
• In Honor Of Design
• The Beauty Department
• Delighted Momma
• Creature Comforts
• Dana Made It
• How About Orange

• Bobby McFerrin - "Don't Worry, Be Happy"
• Chaka Khan - "I'm Every Woman"
• En Vogue - "Free Your Mind"
• Gloria Gaynor - "I Will Survive"
• Idina Menzel - "Let It Go"
• Jimmy Cliff - "You Can Get It If You Really Want"
• Johnny Nash - I Can See Clearly Now"
• Katy Perry - "Firework"
• Little Mix - Wings
• Martin Gaye & Tammi Terrell - "Ain't No Mountain High Enough"
• Nina Simone - "I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel To Be Free"
• Primal Scream - "Movin' On Up"
• Shawn Mendes - "In My Blood”
• Wilson Phillips - “Hold On”
• Annie Lennox - “Little Bird”

• red plastic Accessorize bow brooch
• white flower brooch with crystal centre
• vintage brass brooches (one small, one large) with clear and aqua crystals
• silver beaded bracelet with white glass Murano beads
• red beaded bracelets that broke :(
• gold snake bracelet that broke :(
• black adjustable beaded necklace

• Lush - Goth Juice hair gel
• Lush - King Of The Mods hair gel
• Lush - The Big Tease hair gel
• Pantene ProV - Hair Revival
• Umberto Gianinni - Sleek & Chic - Miracle Finisher
• Vidal Sassoon - Sleek Straightening Balm
• Trevor Sorbie - Goop!
• Vidal Sassoon - Frizz Control Creme
• Umberto Gianinni - Curl Friends - Scrunching Jelly
• The Body Shop - Brazil Nut Moisture Mask
• ION - Repair Solutions - Conditioning Miracle
• James Brown London - Intensive Mask For Hair
• Tresemme - 24 Hour Body - Amplifying Mousse
• Lush - Hsuan Wen Hua - Hair Treatment
• Phillip Kingsley - Elasticizer

• Lush - Each Peach & Two's A Pair massage bar
• Lush - Soft Coeur massage bar
• Lush - Mange Too massage bar
• Lush - Business Time massage bar
• Lush - Strawberry Feels Forever massage bar
• Lush - Sexy Boy massage bar
• Lush - Once A Year massage bar
• Lush - Once A Year massage bar
• Lush - Heavenilli massage bar
• Lush - Tuca Tuca massage bar
• Lush - Black Magic massage bar
• Lush - Merry Xmas massage bar
• Nad's - Ingrow Solution
• Botanics - Nourishing Body Butter
• Lush - Lovely Jubblies breast cream
• Lush - Creme Anglaise body lotion
• The Sanctuary - Spa Essentials - Body Butter
• Weleda - Skin Food

• Alpha H - Liquid Gold
• Avon - Nail Experts Pearl Shine
• Bare Minerals - Foundation - Medium Beige
• Bare Minerals - Multi-Tasking Concealer - Summer Bisque
• Batiste - dry shampoo
• Ben Nye - Final Seal
• Benefit - Benetint
• Benefit - Blush - Rockateur
• Benefit - Cha Cha Tint
• Benefit - Hoola Bronzer
• Clarins - Double Fix Mascara Sealer
• dark olive green, slightly metallic, cream eyeshadow - need to find a good one
• Elemis - Pro-Collagen Cleansing Balm
• Estee Edit - Lip Flip Shade Transformer - Turn Down
• Estee Edit - Lip Flip Shade Transformer - Turn Up
• Front Cover - Baked Eyeshadow - Copper Co...

• be honest
• treat others as you would like to be treated
• schoolwork is important, read as much as you can, study as much as you can
• friends are important, cherish them
• school days are the best times of your life!
• enjoy your youth, don't rush it
• exercise and fresh air are vital
• don't go along with the crowd just because others are
• speak your mind, in a pleasant, informative and polite way
• politeness in general is key

• crime would be eradicated and everyone would treat each other with respect, kindness and dignity
• education would be prioritised, and not just "book learning" - practical education would be key
• everyone would be able to find a job and communities would pull together to find jobs and create jobs
• fresh fruit and vegetables would be cheap and plentiful
• lots of parks with lakes
• no air pollution
• no poverty would exist
• there would be no disease or sickness
• towns and cities would have interesting and diverse shops, eateries, art galleries and museums

• a frisbee for coming third in a fancy dress contest at primary school. I was a sunflower and it was an amazing costume! The Little Mermaid & Robin Hood came first & second
• some Tigi shampoo & conditioner from Glamour Magazine
• a set of 4 side plates with burlesque ladies painted on, again, from Glamour Magazine
• a fully paid for two night stay at an amazing hotel in Edinburgh
• green CBD oil/paste from CBD Brothers
• a gingerbread house Christmas table decoration

• books I can borrow from work
  • D. Crouch & T. Pearson - Medieval Scarborough (library)
  • J.B. Baker - The History of Scarborough
  • M. Edwards - Scarborough 966-1966 (library)
  • A. Rowntree - The History of Scarborough (library)
  • D. Hey - Yorkshire From AD 1000 (library)
  • M. Faull & M. Stinson - Domesday Book: Yorkshire (library)
  • Alan Lloyd - The Year of the Conqueror
  • M. Magnusson & H. Palsson - King Harald's Saga
  • Frank McLynn - 1066: The Year of the Three Battles (library)
  • B. English - The Lords of Holderness 1086-1260 (library)
  • J.C. Holt - The Northerners (library)
  • N. Denholm-Young - Vita Edwardi Secundi
  • J.S. Hamilton - Piers Gaveston, Earl of Cornwall 1307-1312
  • M. McKisack - The Fourteenth Century 1307-1399 (library)
  • R.B. Dobson - The Peasant's Revolt of 1381 (library)
  • R.H. Hilton & T.H. Ashton - The English Rising of 1381
  • J. Gillingham - Richard III: A Medieval Kingship (library)
  • C. Ross - Richard III (library)

• 1881 At Wrea Head
• Ashbrowns
• ASK
• Az
• Blue Crush
• Bluebell Inn
• Bonnets
• Brompton Forge Tea Rooms
• Bryherstones
• Byways
• Cafe Fish
• Carousel
• Cinnamon
• Clark's
• CoGoni's
• Corner House Cafe
• Da-Claudio
• Daisy Tea Rooms
• Eastern Paradise
• Eat Me Cafe
• El Gringo's

• Are You Afraid Of The Dark?
• Captain Planet
• Carebears (when I was really little)
• Clarissa Explains It All
• Doug
• Fireman Sam
• Gladiators
• Hey Arnold!
• Huxley Pig (amazing!!)
• Keenan & Kel
• Playbox
• Postman Pat
• Rugrats
• Sabrina The Teenage Witch

• Aladdin (Mega Drive)
• Bubsy (Mega Drive)
• hide and seek
• James Pond: Aquatic Adventures (Mega Drive)
• Lights Out
• making disaster scenarios, i.e. plane crashes or bus crashes, with Barbies (!)
• Mouse Trap
• playing Sleeping Lions
• Screwball Scramble
• Sonic the Hedgehog (Mega Drive)
• the Egypt-themed maths game for the PC
• the English educational game for the PC, the space-themed one
• the game on Encarta
• the Johnny Quest game my brother had for the PC
• Wriggly Worms

• alcohol - it's too cheap therefore people just abuse it way too easily. I'm sick of going places and seeing yobs staggering around drunk.
• licensing laws - pubs open 24/7, no thanks
• NHS - while it's great and everything so many hospitals have really poor standards.
• people that take drugs, although that's not country-specific really, is it?
• rising levels of obesity - related to the hideous deals on junk food that supermarkets promote
• the culture that it's uncool to care. So many people just don't give a shit about anything any more
• the north/south divide
• weather - too cold, too rainy (sod the plants), too windy, not enough sun and warm weather. Could go on for pages and pages...

• Acai
• Acerola
• Agave
• Almond
• Amaretto
• Apple
• Apple Pie
• Apricot
• Asian Lemongrass
• Bergamot
• Black Forest
• Blackberry
• Blackberry Sangria Mix
• Blackcurrant
• Blood Orange
• Blue Cotton Candy
• Blue Curacao
• Blueberry
• Bubblegum
• Butterscotch
• Caipirinha

• Abba
• disco music in general :)
• Girls Aloud
• Liza Minelli
• Sailor
• soundtrack to Grease
• Steps
• The Village People
• Wham

• all the elaborate games you make up as a kid
• always having your friends around you
• Barbies
• Caspar ice lollies
• enjoying Christmas
• feeling closer to my dad
• living on Linden Road - such a great place to grow up
• Nannan & Grandpa
• no drama going on in my life!
• not having responsibilities
• not having to work!
• not worrying about your health
• school
• the summers used to seem SO long, now they are over in a flash
• tropical-print playsuit with the huge collar
• visiting Barnsley
• walks in Locke Park

• Achica
• Airline Meals (random food porn)
• ASOS
• Brand Alley
• Cocosa
• Cyber Candy
• Daily Mail
• eBay
• Etsy
• Facebook
• Flickr (more food porn)
• Go Fug Yourself
• Good Reads
• Google
• Kaboodle
• Lamplight
• Last FM
• Listography
• London Review of Breakfasts
• Lush
• Met Office

• get jewellery & watch from Matt to take to Peter Brewer
• recycle CDs
• make hair accessories
• take Burberry scarf to dry cleaners - or spot clean at home??
• file work stuff
• recycle old iPod and components
• get Arin to destroy old laptop harddrives (when he gets back at the weekend)
• pay mum back the money I owe her
• start thinking about opening a new account - Skipton? Do online research
• back-up iTunes (buy external hard drive)
• pay Arin back the money I owe him
• ring Tax Office
• book hair appointment
• take prescription to doctors
• sort through jeans
• recycle phone chargers - Sainsburys
• recycle laptops (both) - refurbitu

• Adam Levine
• Aidan Turner
• Andy Bates
• Axle Whitehead
• Danny Dyer
• Danny Mac
• David Mitchell
• Dominic West
• Ed Westwick
• George Lamb
• Gerard Butler
• Gotye
• Gray O'Brien
• Henry Ian Cusick
• Jared Leto
• John Frusciante
• Joseph Millson
• Josh Groban
• Josh Holloway
• Macklemore
• Mark Ronson

• vintage stores
  • Beyond Retro - 58-59 Great Marlborough Street, Soho
  • Blackout II - 51 Endell Street, Covent Garden
  • Marshmallow Mountain - Unit G.5, Kingly Court, Carnaby Street
  • Wow Retro - 179 Drury Lane/10 Mercer Street, Covent Garden
  • Alfie's Antique Market - 13-25 Church Street, Marylebone
  • Gray's Antiques - 58 Davies Street & 1-7 Davies Mews (near Bond Street tube station)
• vintage stores (not so near)
  • House Of Vintage - 4 Cheshire Street (Shoreditch High Street tube station)
• places to eat

• Brief Encounter
• does High Society count?
• Pretty Woman
• Roman Holiday

• Anchorman 1 & 2
• Bridget Jones 1 & 2
• Dumb & Dumber
• Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
• Legally Blonde
• Liar Liar
• Mrs Doubtfire
• Napoleon Dynamite
• Semi Pro
• Step Brothers
• The Inbetweeners
• Withnail & I

• Bing Crosby & Louis Armstrong and His Band - 'Now You Has Jazz'
• Damien Rice - 'Cannonball'
• Elvis Presley - 'Only Fools Rush In'
• Fats Domino - 'Walking To New Orleans'
• Liza Minnelli - 'Cabaret'
• Nat King Cole - 'Smile'
• Robbie Williams - 'No Regrets'
• Rufus Wainwright - 'Message To Martha'
• Snow Patrol - 'Run'
• The Beatles - 'Hey Jude'
• The Beatles - 'I Saw Her Standing There'

• a high level of arrogance
• being a big drinker
• being aggressive
• being too "friendly" with the opposite sex
• being too hyper
• having too much baggage or past-relationship drama
• not being gentleman-ly
• not being sensitive
• poor hygiene
• scary family members
• smoking
• taking drugs
• wearing skinnier jeans than me

• Wii
  • Cooking Mama
  • Another Code 2
  • Big Brain Academy
• PlayStation
  • Final Fantasy VIII
  • Harvest Moon: Back To Nature
  • Spyro as much as I have tried, it gives me nausea!
  • Crash Bandicoot
• DS
  • Mario Kart
  • Mario Party
  • Harvest Moon
  • Pawly Pets: My Pet Hotel
  • Final Fantasy XII
  • Professor Layton & Pandora's Box
  • Imagine: Babies

• countless school projects, ones that come to mind are ...
  • my Captain Cook project, did it all in one day when I was about 8. I had all summer to do it and I totally forgot. Spent the last day of my summer holidays stuck inside working
  • a history project in Year 8 or 9 when Natalie & I worked with Matt P & Matt, we actually did nothing ... the boys were bad influences!
  • one on teeth when I was five, I've still got it. The front cover of the book is totally covered in glitter. Bling bling!
  • my very glamourous (and slightly gay) bar for graphics in Year 11. The one project in graphics I actually did work for!
• my dissertation. It's quite epic actually. Loved it :)
• cataloging my video games ...

• vomit
• watch the news & stare at it in disbelief
• call my loved ones to see if they've heard the news
• panic
• panic some more
• vomit some more
• cry
• drive whoever I was with mad by constantly asking questions along the line of "Is this really going to happen?", "What's going to happen?", "Are we safe?" etc ...
• I'd try and call every family member, friend and my fiance, and tell them that I love them
• possibly get together provisions & try & find somewhere safe, like a bunker ... not sure where to find one of those though?!

• many footballers, Premiership and other divisions
• Gok Wan, well, I saw him on Carnaby Street, filming, didn't actually meet him as I was too nervous to approach him
• walked past Billy Connolly
• The Chuckle Brothers, met them as a kid, surely they count!
• saw Jackson Scott walking down Tottenham Court Road
• saw Crawford from a random series of Shipwrecked in a van
• Ben Ellis went to my school
• Mikey North (Gary Windass from Corrie) was at Sixth Form the same time as me
• Scott Mills, recording his BBC Radio 1 show on Oxford Street
• saw John Torode walking down the Strand
• met Amy Childs at a QVC Beauty Bash
• met Leighton Denny, again, at a QVC Beauty Bash

• seeing Matthew :)
• girly nights out with my best friends
• getting dressed up, sometimes just to go to the supermarket
• a big shopping trip
• cooking something from a recipe that I've wanted to try for ages
• buying birthday & Christmas presents for Liz
• pilates classes on Tuesday nights
• summer and warmer weather
• holidays abroad with Matthew
• getting home from work and having to do nothing but veg out
• free time to myself, with no-one in the house and the space to curl up on the sofa and watch what I want on TV
• when I make plans with someone I haven't seen for ages
• a long, hot bath with bubbles and a good book or glossy magazine on a Saturday mor...

• 12 Angry Men (1957) (I've seen this once, but didn't pay any attention to it)
• 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) rent on Amazon Prime
• 8 1/2 (1963)
• A Hard Day's Night (1964) rent on Amazon Prime
• Alien (1979)
• All About Eve (1950) rent on Amazon Prime
• Annie Hall (1977) LOVEFiLM By Post
• Apocalypse Now (1979) (seen some of it in a lecture, but not all of it) Amazon Prime
• Blade Runner (1982) LOVEFiLM by Post
• Blazing Saddles (1974) LOVEFiLM By Post
• Blow Up (1966)
• Blue Velvet (1986) LOVEFiLM By Post
• Bonnie & Clyde (1967) LOVEFiLM By Post
• Breathless (1960)
• Bringing Up Baby (1938)
• Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (1969)
• Casablanca (1942)
• Chinatown (1974) Netflix

• everything in Grease
• everything in Cabaret
• 'Pretty Woman' by Roy Orbison in, well, Pretty Woman, obviously
• the dance scene in Pulp Fiction, 'You Never Can Tell' by Chuck Berry
• the opening credits to Jackie Brown, '110th Street', Bobby Womack
• 'Under The Sea' - Little Mermaid
• everything in Gentlemen Prefer Blondes

• my unusual name
• my large nose
• my beliefs
• the fact that I'm a bit of a prude
• my alternative dress sense as a teenager
• the music I listnened to as a teenager, by my peers
• the music I listen to now, by my mum (of all people!)
• the fact that I liked to do my homework when I was a teenager & that I loved classes at school
• my accent
• my fears
• the fact that my face is naturally grumpy (I know how Victoria Beckham feels)
• my sequinned backpack at school. I stuck each one on by hand, it was a real labour of love
• the fact I can be quite naive at times and believe what people say very easily, wh...

• a tour on the Orient Express
• afternoon tea at Laduree (so much I want to try there!)
• Beamish, for the millionth time
• Castle Howard, again, both at summer and winter
• Cornwall
• Eden Camp
• Hawaii, holiday and a Lost tour
• Haworth, again
• Hornsea Potteries - childhood nostalgia (closed down)
• Isles of Scilly
• Italy
• Jeremy's - perhaps if they start serving vegetarian food! (closed down)
• La Fromagerie in London
• Lanterna
• Le Chat Noir for lunch and dinner
• Mojo's - haven't been in aaaaages
• New York, holiday and a Famous Fat Dave t...

• Be Never Too Busy To Be Beautiful - Face Powder in Burlesque (discontinued)
• Be Never Too Busy To Be Beautiful - Mascara in Bark
• Benefit - Babecakes (discontinued)
• Benefit - Bad Gal Lash Mascara in Black (discontinued)
• Benefit - Benetint Lip Balm (discontinued)
• Benefit compact - Big Beautiful Eyes
• Bobbi Brown - Blush - Tawny
• Bobbi Brown - Eau De Parfum - Beach
• Bobbi Brown - Illuminating Bronzing Powder - Maui
• Bobbi Brown - Crushed Lip Colour - Italian Rose
• Bobbi Brown - Pot Rouge - Fresh Melon
• Bobbi Brown - Shimmer Brick - Pink Quartz
• Bobbi Brown - Shimmer Wash Eyeshadow - Rose Gold
• Bobbi Brown - Shimmer Wash Eyeshadow - St...

• Ace
• Albie
• Ambrose
• Anselm
• Asher
• Atlas
• Axel
• Bailey
• Barnaby
• Barrett
• Beckett
• Byron
• Cade
• Cadmus
• Cael
• Caesar
• Casimir
• Caspar
• Cayman
• Clayton
• Conrad

• Air Force One
• Armageddon
• High Society

• Bath Bombs
  • Beehive Bedlam
  • Bruce The Shark
  • Bubblegum Ice Cream
  • Cheeky Monkey
  • Cheshire Cat
  • Mushu 3000
  • Nelson The Octopus
  • Percy The Penguin
  • Ride The Wave
  • Snowflake
  • Space Cowboy
  • Strawberry Milkshake
  • Sugar Butterfly
  • The Alicorn
  • Unicorn
• Bath Rocks
  • Candy Mountain
  • Jingle Bells

• 101 Dalmatians (1961)
• 27 Dresses
• 28 Days Later
• A Christmas Carol (2009)
• A Wrinkle In Time
• Adventures In Babysitting (1987)
• Aladdin (2019)
• Alice In Wonderland (1951)
• Alice In Wonderland (2010)
• Aliens
• All About Steve
• Anastasia
• Avatar
• Avengers: Endgame
• Bambi. Vhyyy
• Bedtime Stories
• Big
• Big Trouble In Little China
• Brave
• Cars
• Cars 2