i can prove that i'm not so far gone / but i'm not a monster / just someone who wants to belong

• monster — lola kirke

i have this thing where i get older but just never wiser / midnights become my afternoons / when my depression works the graveyard shift / all of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room

• anti-hero — taylor swift

she wants the silence but fears the solitude / she wants to be alone and together with you

• landscape — florence + the machine

so i try to say goodbye, my friend / i'd like to leave you with something warm / but never have i been a blue calm sea / i have always been a storm.

• storm — fleetwood mac

i don't know what it is that makes me run / that makes me wanna shatter everything that i've done

• rebel heart — first aid kit

i cry at the start of every movie / i guess 'cause i wish i was making things too / but i'm working for the knife / i used to think i would tell stories / but nobody cared for the stories i had about / no good guys

• working for the knife — mitski

well, i've been afraid of changin' / 'cause i've built my life around you / but time makes you bolder / even children get older / and i'm getting older too

• landslide — fleetwood mac

i've been playing dead / my whole life / and I get this feeling / whenever I feel good / it'll be the last time

• icu — phoebe bridgers

vows are spoken / to be broken / feelings are intense / words are trivial / pleasures remain / so does the pain / words are meaningless / and forgettable

• enjoy the silence — depeche mode

let you cut me open just to watch me bleed / gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be / don't know why I'm hoping for what I won't receive / falling for the promise of the emptiness machine

• the emptiness machine — linkin park

I'm in a box / but I'm the one who locked me in / suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen / I'm paralyzed / where are my feelings? / I no longer feel things

• paralyzed — nf

I'm lost in these memories / living behind my own illusion / lost all my dignity / living inside my own confusion

• lost — linkin park