• Marie Antoinette
  • Cruel Intentions
  • Hormones
  • Brokeback Mountain
  • Sherlock Holmes
  • Time-Traveler's Wife
  • Trainspotting
  • Butterfly Effect
  • Hard Candy
  • Paper Heart
  • the imaginarium of doctor parnassus
  • Nine
  • The Lovely Bones
  • Chocolat
  • PS I Love You
  • Monsters vs. Aliens
  • Persepolis
  • Elf
  • Gandhi
jun 10 2010 ∞
dec 25 2010 +
  • I want some freaking salmon chowder!
  • I could use some close friends here on campus.
  • I really like this boy and...
  • ...I wouldn't say no to being his bed buddy =)
  • my computer is sort of...blinking...wish I knew what THAT was about
  • I want my mail to get here. I'm looking for a textbook, yarn and needles, magazines, and a bank document thingy
  • I want to knit. My hands are so empty.
  • I wish I was getting my hair cut on Tuesday and not just a consultation
  • I wish I was more into partying
sep 9 2009 ∞
sep 9 2009 +
  • lyrics I love {new}
  • I Believe...
  • things that influence me
  • best memories growing up
  • things that surprised me
  • ways to make me feel better
  • places I'd like to work and what I like about them
  • things that hold me back
  • things I would sell if I was desperate, in chronological order
  • my monster qualities
  • my superhero qualities
  • things I'd like to say to someone which I'm holding back
  • things I've learned about myself
  • things that disgust me
  • wishes
  • pretty words in various languages
  • things I want from Etsy
  • biggest risks I've ever taken
jun 24 2009 ∞
jun 24 2009 +
  • caffeine. usually in the form of diet mountain dew
  • iPhone
  • headphones
  • hairbrush
  • notebook/pens
jun 24 2009 ∞
jun 24 2009 +
  • I really fucking miss/hate my exboyfriend
  • his best friend is in every one of my classes
  • there's nothing to do at school.
  • I have no job. no money.
  • no drugs. or hardly, anyways.
  • I HATE BEING SINGLE (?!?!?!)
  • my music is dull. and I don't have time to just suddenly acquire new shit.
  • bad moods perpetuate themselves
  • caffeine is expensive and makes me not stoned
  • I can't really eat, so I haven't got any comfort
  • I have no one I can depend on.
  • my friends are graduating/leaving for a long while
  • I have no summer plans because of the previous issue.
  • ugh.
may 8 2009 ∞
may 8 2009 +
  • woke up and went running, go me :)
  • played PSP...twice. heh.
  • dancing...c'mon, ride the train.
  • took a nap, loveeee
  • Spongebob! I know!
  • ran...literally...into Corey. so weird that we've been living in the same neighborhood for a year without knowing it. lolz
  • "What are you running from?"
  • the people on the tractors all waving at me..super weird but awesome lol
  • talked to Ben, what a little oddity.
  • NM smells awesome before the rain
  • listening to the storm
  • looking at the mountain
  • whipped through the test, now it's overrrr
  • rockstar.
  • new friends at Jess's party. so great.
  • I'm digging the new hair serum, it's totally working.
may 10 2008 ∞
may 14 2008 +
  • Lily
  • Jackson
  • Cyd
  • Adam
  • Seamus
  • Bethany
  • Charlotte
  • Bella
  • Liliana
  • Ainsley
  • Ariel
  • Alfie
  • Sebastian
apr 19 2008 ∞
may 2 2008 +
  • Vietnam war protests
  • Martin Luther King Jr. speeches
  • 80's punk shows
  • Woodstock
apr 18 2008 ∞
apr 25 2008 +
  • Lily Allen
  • Jena Malone
  • Ellen Page
  • Paolo Nutini
  • Daniel Radcliffe
  • Alan Rickman
  • Holly Marie Combs
  • Alexis Bledel
  • Ellen DeGeneres
apr 9 2008 ∞
apr 10 2008 +
  • read my Bible, pray and pursue a better relationship with Christ
  • drink more water
  • run
  • work on my creative projects
  • write more/ whenever I think of it
  • finish little projects
  • stop convincing myself not to read
  • be kinder to my friends and try to grow closer to them
  • share my writing with someone
  • loosen up around certain people
  • download more music, especially from artists I already know I like
  • start at least one guerrilla art project
mar 22 2008 ∞
mar 27 2008 +
  • give me hugs
  • call me up randomly/leave sweet myspace comments
  • remember little things I mention
  • know what I'm thinking
  • leave me texts
  • take me out
mar 21 2008 ∞
may 7 2008 +

I...

  • love Diet Mountain Dew
  • hold things really close to read them because my eyesight is terrible
  • get along better with guys than girls, but have more girl friends because good guys really are hard to find
  • keep lots of secrets from my family
  • have chronically sore back and shoulders
  • read lots of magazines and keep every one
  • look better with a tan
  • crave greasy food, except for chips; don't eat chips much
  • shop online too much
  • love Engrish
  • am obsessed with Asian culture
  • used to think Hello Kitty was really dumb
  • highly value a balance between conceited and self-deprecating
mar 5 2008 ∞
mar 14 2008 +
  • What is your favorite word? context
  • What is your least favorite word? honey
  • What turns you on? kindness
  • What turns you off? superiority
  • What is your favorite curse word? fuck
  • What sound or noise do you love? live guitar
  • What sound or noise do you hate? answering machines
  • What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? musician
  • What profession would you not like to do? exterminator
  • If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? "Hey."
mar 15 2008 ∞
apr 18 2008 +
  • New Moon
  • Character Traits
  • Hooked
  • Writing Ideas
  • The Bell Jar
  • HP & Deathly Hallows (reread)
  • Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
  • Life is Not Fair
  • Velvet Elvis
  • Edgar Allan Poe anthology
feb 22 2008 ∞
nov 11 2008 +
  • Redwall
  • Babysitters' Club
  • Nancy Drew
  • Harry Potter
  • Series of Unfortunate Events
  • Little House on the Prairie
  • Amelia Bedelia
feb 14 2008 ∞
feb 14 2008 +

making this list, I now understand why my weight is what it is. haha.

  • cheese (any kind)
  • mexican food
  • pizza with pepperoni and sausage
  • greek salad
  • italian, meatball and steak&cheese subs
  • blueberries, and just about anything blueberry flavored, especially muffins
  • sweets, esp. chocolate
  • hamburgers, etc.
  • baked potatoes with butter
  • seasoned fries, esp. curly
  • frozen grapes
  • cucumber salad
  • chili
  • rice
  • chicken pot pie
  • asparagus
  • broccoli
  • any kind of boneless chicken, but especia...
feb 15 2008 ∞
feb 15 2008 +
  • Food Matters
  • Food, Inc
  • Media That Matters: Good Food
  • The Future of Food
  • The New Medicine
  • Deconstructing Supper
  • Change Your Food, Change Your Life
feb 5 2011 ∞
feb 5 2011 +
  • knit!
  • sketch something
  • draw a picture of myself to use for profile pics
  • have a photoshoot done, formally or informally...
  • explore w-avl and attend Harvest gatherings
  • reread Harrypotters
  • explore fashion design, beginning with tshirt construction & reconstruction
sep 9 2009 ∞
oct 23 2010 +
  • Chokechain
  • Oh My God
  • Do You Remember
  • Big Pimpin
  • Pork and Beans
  • You, Me & the Bourgeoisie
  • One Headlight
  • Semi-Charmed Life
  • LGFUAD
  • Grace Kelly
  • Underneath It All
  • Little Bit remix
  • Around the World
  • Country Grammar
  • Keep the Lights On
jul 1 2009 ∞
jul 1 2009 +
  • walk and listen to headphones.
  • check Facebook and other websites.
  • write
  • read
  • call Cody
  • text
jun 24 2009 ∞
jun 24 2009 +
  • a drum
  • a bike I can paint
  • some fancy outfits
  • a new copy of Deathly Hallows
may 19 2009 ∞
jul 11 2009 +
  • opening my gift from Cody :)
  • eating dinner with Jenna and the Daugherty's
  • the car ride with Jeremy
  • knowing the answers to the puzzle in history
  • making weekend plans with Jessica while we scraped fences
may 15 2008 ∞
may 15 2008 +
  • movies with narrators
  • "Previously, on LOST..."
  • Spencer from iCarly
  • pacing
  • dancing while holding a drink
  • superfreckly skin
apr 23 2008 ∞
apr 24 2008 +
  • finish all the books on my to-read list
  • work on actual stories
  • figure out what kind of writing suits each story best
  • let myself write whatever I want when I feel like it
  • comprehend that I'm in charge of where my story is headed
  • write constantly
  • write more songs and find music for each one
  • decide on a name
  • turn in those library books
  • catch up in my classes
  • work up the courage
apr 18 2008 ∞
apr 18 2008 +
  • I wish he could "orb" so we can be together whenever.
  • I wish our love would grow, and we would be closer in that way as well.
  • I wish for a lifetime guarantee! Haha.
apr 16 2008 ∞
apr 16 2008 +
  • the beach
  • amusement parks
  • fairs/carnivals
  • concerts
  • bonfires
  • hayrides (WHAT? lol)
  • fireworks (such as Fourth of July...)
apr 1 2008 ∞
may 3 2008 +
  • under a blanket
  • in a mosh pit
  • in his arms
  • in a pool or ocean
  • on a balcony
  • in the city
  • in a cubby (or cardboard box)
  • with my friends ANYWHERE
  • online
  • on a school bus (yep, I actually like it)
mar 21 2008 ∞
may 3 2008 +
  • listening to music on the computer and on my mp3 player
  • taking walks, listening to music and sometimes making runs to the store
  • baking sweets for sweet people
  • talking to Cody on the phone for as long as possible
  • looking forward to 4th block just to get the chance to ignore his friends
  • thinking about reading, but not actually reading
  • putting off homework and finally doing it the class before it's due
  • not being able to concentrate on anything, ever
  • dealing with a lack of sleep
  • waiting for warm weather
  • worrying about everything
  • checking my email and my horoscope (and Cody's)
  • painting my nails
mar 21 2008 ∞
may 2 2008 +
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  • Young Life
  • campaigners
  • writing
  • knitting
  • Harry Potter
  • democracy
  • blankets
  • penguins
  • mosh pits
  • concerts
  • books and reading
  • colorful chunky beaded necklaces
  • crushes
  • Diablo Cody
  • Lily Allen
  • my sketchbook
  • purses
  • flats (the shoe)
  • summer
  • fall
  • swimming
feb 13 2008 ∞
mar 5 2008 +
  • sweet
  • gorgeous
  • loving
  • generous
  • hardworking
  • diligent
  • joyous
  • girly
mar 8 2008 ∞
mar 8 2008 +
  • Kellie
  • Alysse
  • Jenna
  • Sarah B-man
  • Cody
  • Jeremy S.
  • Jessica Sher.
  • Susannah Sher.
  • Anthony
  • Sarah Ba.
  • Savy
  • Catherine
  • Angela
  • Derek
  • Vicki
  • Heather H.
  • Heather E.
feb 13 2008 ∞
feb 13 2008 +

1 If I were a month, I would be May.2 If I were a day of the week, I would be Tuesday.3 If I were a time of the day, I would be 6 am.4 If I were a planet, I would be Jupiter.5 If I were a sea animal, I would be an urchin.6 If I were a direction, I would be up.7 If I were a piece of furniture, I would be a couch.8 If I were a sin, I would be lust.9 If I were a historical figure, I would be Winston Churchill.10 If I were a liquid, I would be vinegar.11 If I were a stone, I would be amazonite.12 If I were a tree, I would be a cherry blossom.13 If I were a bird, I would be a penguin.14 If I were a tool, I would be a hammer- strong-willed, steady, good potential.15 If I were a flower, I would be a sunflower.16 If I were a kind of weather, I would be 65 F, rainy with warm wind.17 If I were a musical instrument, I would be a drum kit.18 If I were an animal, I would be a cat.19 If I were a color, ...

may 1 2010 ∞
oct 23 2010 +
  • Walk around the city all night and find a place to eat breakfast at dawn
  • go out for ice cream
  • swimming
  • water balloon fight/water fight/super soakers
  • arcade games
  • hot tub
  • boat ride
  • carnival
  • hiking
  • picnic in a park
  • zoo/aquarium
  • In mall/dept. store we each set off w/ $20 separately to find romantic/fun gift(s) for one another
  • board games/the Things game
  • stargazing w/blanket, wine, strawberries & dark chocolate, acoustic guitar...
  • Star tripping
  • taking turns teaching each other somethin...
jul 23 2009 ∞
nov 20 2009 +
  • magazines
  • guitar players
  • cities
  • glitter
  • comedians
jun 24 2009 ∞
jun 24 2009 +
  • my aunt reading/explaining newspaper comics to my other aunt
  • people who are vain, but unattractive
  • Twilight mania. or fads; fads in general.
  • salespeople who want to help me (who say, "Can I help you find something?" and I just want to say, "I dunno, you didn't let me try first...")
  • environmentally-friendly anything
  • scrapbooking
jun 24 2009 ∞
jun 24 2009 +
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  • creating goal lists
  • downloading music, making playlists and burning cds
  • dreaming up tattoo ideas
  • riding golf carts
  • talking to Cody
  • daydreaming about this summer
  • making up songs
  • making comparisons
  • writing letters
  • cranking up the stereo in the LR
  • making collages
  • dancing
  • perfecting my profile
  • writing on my blog
  • taking pictures, editing pictures
  • writing in my notebook
  • watching movies that stir my imagination
  • writing short stories
  • baking
  • being inspired by colors
may 24 2008 ∞
may 24 2008 +
  • playing an instrument
  • running
  • downloading music (more often, anyway)
  • going to the library
  • dancing
  • graffiti
  • driving
  • working
  • hackysack
  • making playlists
  • writing letters
may 4 2008 ∞
may 6 2008 +
  • I totally steal people's phrases. "I feel like..." "I mean..." "Dang."
  • I should get a tattoo on my left hip/pelvic bone.
  • Running is tough but really makes me feel good for the rest of the day.
  • Cody really IS rubbing off on me. I'm so different from the person I was before he came back into my life.
  • Though I can't do it on my own, I can do what I can. All it takes is baby steps.
  • Whoa. There are so many things I should be doing right now.

I'll finish this later!

apr 30 2008 ∞
may 4 2008 +
  • cds
  • makeup
  • perfume
  • cute socks
  • pens and pencils
apr 18 2008 ∞
apr 19 2008 +
  • how to make resin jewelry
  • how to use my camera really well
  • how to make music (I'm thinking keyboard at the moment...)
  • how to do makeup really well
  • capoeira
apr 18 2008 ∞
apr 18 2008 +
  • watching Across the Universe with Catherine this weekend
  • making cookies for Kaitlyn
  • making tshirts on friday
  • starting the x365 project
  • coffee house at school
  • my birthday
  • Kellie's birthday
  • Catherine's birthday
  • fundraising for camp
  • the beach trip (crossing my fingers)
  • Warped Tour =]
  • camp
  • work crew
apr 6 2008 ∞
may 2 2008 +

this day blows. what's left to not do?

  • first block, work is already done, write in my journal without much inspiration or progress, listen to music, can't stop feeling frustrated, then listen to others' stories with a disgusted feeling
  • second block, feel alright for a while, then do monotonous work and meet disappointment when the class isn't even there. watch as it all goes downhill; madison's a bitch, get yelled at, blame blame blame away.
  • lunch is hurtful, friends fade in and out, can't stand all this stop-and-go. feel left out, ignored, betrayed, forgotten, confused, and unwanted.
  • third block meets panic, frustration, desperation, discomfort. hurry up and wait.
  • fourth block laugh, feel good, try harder, make it up, fake a smile, shun the attack and let it go, bask in some praise. ge...
apr 16 2008 ∞
apr 16 2008 +
  • Take risks
  • Don't quit before you try. You can't win if you don't try.
  • Don't worry about changing your relationship
  • Read! lots!
  • Write things down, even and especially the little things
  • Appreciate little moments
  • Love your friends, and build them up
  • Stop caring about what everyone thinks; live for yourself
  • Life is way too short to be cool
  • Do what makes you happy
  • Dream big
  • Step outside yourself and your problems sometimes, and get a reality check
  • People are small part of something so much bigger than ourselves. Remember that you are small.
mar 21 2008 ∞
may 7 2008 +
  • hot weather
  • thunderstorms
  • traveling
  • swimming (at the pool and beach)
  • flip flops
  • luaus
  • dancing
  • parties
  • staying out late, sleeping in
  • FREE TIME
  • the feel of air conditioner on a sunburn
  • getting a tan
  • ice cream
mar 15 2008 ∞
mar 15 2008 +
  • "...but I won't regret 'cuz you can grow flowers from where dirt used to be..."- Merry Happy, Kate Nash
  • "Love is the answer

at least for most of the questions in my heart, like Why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard?"- Better Together, Jack Johnson

  • "Sometimes

I wish I was brave I wish I was stronger I wish I could feel no pain I wish I was young I wish I was shy I wish I was honest I wish I was you not I

'Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callous So lost, confused, again I feel so cheap So used, unfaithful Let's start over Let's start over

Sometimes I wish I was smart I wish I made cures for How people are I wish I had power I wish I could lead I wish I could c...

feb 13 2008 ∞
mar 8 2008 +

at one time, I'd have told you that the greatest thing about love was...

  • flirting
  • cuddling in the bleachers
  • always agreeing on everything
  • him trying to spend as much time with you as possible
  • him being goofy
  • wondering whether he likes you
  • having something of his or that he made (even if it wasn't for you)

but now, I think it's more like....

  • not needing to flirt, because you already get along
  • kissing your best friend
  • playful banter
  • hanging out in restaurants
  • him being serious all of a sudden
  • forming your plans for the future around each other
mar 8 2008 ∞
mar 8 2008 +
  • reading over my shoulder (this is my biggest pet peeve...I immediately freeze and can't write another word)
  • parents who make their children call them <sir> and <ma'am>
  • gray skies
  • flaky people
  • math
  • fakeness
  • grapefruit
  • music snobs
  • limited thinking/closedmindedness
  • conformity
  • incorrect spelling and grammar
  • mediocrity
  • song titles that have nothing to do with anything, much less the song itself
feb 13 2008 ∞
may 9 2008 +